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half agony, half hope

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How is something so short so painful!?

I have a gift! 

(That you maybe want to return right about now?)

@lynne-monstr reblogged your post and added:

JILLY WTF I'M SOBBING HOW DARE

you like it though! That’s why I dare!

Brilliant!! ��

aw, thanks

OUCH ��

you’re welcome?

Whatever you’re vibing with most rn!

APPARENTLY I WAS VIBING WITH ANGST THIS MORNING 😅

😂😂😂😂

y’all are hilarious 😘

ARGH

psh. I am unmoved. You like agony. This was just sad.

lol I'm still stuck on him being a part of my beloved E.R. Never saw him in anything else.

heh. I think I saw an episode of E.R.? Maybe a couple? A million years ago. In my head, Noah Wyle is primarily Flynn, the epitome of idiot genius Librarian.

Yay Fate Accelerated!

<3

(It’s too small to go on the proper bookshelf, so it just sort of gets stuck in desk corners a lot)

I like your nail polish color!! I always have the same next day chipping problem when I paint my nails too :/

Sometimes I do slightly better, especially if I use better nailpolish? Amazing what a difference that makes. (shout out to @dragonsworncosmetics her stuff’s lovely and much less prone to chipping)

Calibre is a lifesaver!

BEST THING EVER, yes indeed 

Vampire!Alec plot is something that deserves a ton of fanfiction and I'd read it, but it's something that I wouldn't have trusted the SHOW to talk about for any longer than they did in that single scene.

Yes, that. Much like my fondness for Clizzy. Or much of anything with Maia. (Maia is too good for that show, as witnessed by the fact that they never knew what to do with her.)

I love your analysis of Alec. My poor boy with his bruised heart. Can I beat up Robert and Maryse now?

Pretty sure you’ve got to stand in line, considering, but go for it! 

(I just read a fic where a dragon wanted to eat them. That was admittedly pretty satisfying.)

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I think you make a good point here (and I ignore the canon timeline whenever possible, lmao) - but I also have a headcanon for Alec's promotion. The attack on Alicante was pretty devastating, right? Maybe it killed a whole bunch of senior, more experienced Shadowhunters - which accelerates the promotion of more minor players like Alec. (Sort of like 'Designated Survivor', or 'Johnny English' in a more lighthearted example, aha.)

oh yeah, you can definitely make it work, and that makes a lot of sense. they’re desperate for his reputation but also they just need a god-damned warm body to put in the chair

I just... don’t want to make it work? 🤷‍♀️ (New York City is their home, at least in my head. I refuse to move them too soon.) *laughs*

oh, interesting! no, there wasn't supposed to be a part two, character limit. I'm glad that our analysises match! I'm trying to write Robert accurately and that's difficult when he's so often portrayed as an outright villain.

He is, in the show, useless, but not evil. Banal, perhaps?

It’s pretty fun to write him as evil, but that is, generally, kind of a cop-out. (But if your story’s about something else, he’s a handy villain? No one likes him enough to complain or refuse to buy into the premise. Like I would probably have an easier time writing a Jonathan redemption fic than a Robert redemption fic, and Jonathan actively tried to destroy the world. 😅)

<3!

<3

Oh I see. Well, you talk about Magnus beautifully, and I love to read them. I also love your stories. Is all I can offer. And virtual hugs, even though I believe the seasoned senior online writer and critique you dont need them to feel comforted. If anything, I feel vicariously comforted seeing the confidence in your articles. I offer hugs nonetheless lol. ������

awww, hugs are always appreciated! I always need hugs

(Not because of this particular nonny though. They’re clearly trolling, but I do occasionally still post the troll comments so anyone who has been bothered by that sort of thing in the past, can see someone calling out the BS.)

...i don't know that anyone else would consider alien a comfort movie either, and yet here I am. XD

I MEAN

that’s a pretty great movie

I find Ellen Ripley’s existence pretty comforting :D

EXACTLY omg this is so succinctly put I'm applauding rn

😊 asfdjkl thanks 

Oh yeah, the wards! I forgot about that. Not enough fics dealt with that major issue.

IT IS A PROBLEM. IT COULD HAVE BEEN A REALLY REALLY BIG PROBLEM

Thanks Jilly and @syzara I have made a skin now. I cant seem to activate a font(yet), but I'll figure that out.��

yay! congrats 😘

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Waiting Game is by bbk! I only wish I had written it. <3

I literally frowned at this reply because obviously bbk wrote it, I even linked to it in the post, why were you saying this? Somehow I both mentioned and tagged you instead of bbk and didn’t even notice? 😳

Brains are the worst, thanks for yelling at mine 😅

(and this got rather absurdly long... )

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I got a comment like this on a particular trope that is either hated or loved. Getting that comment meant I did my job just right and the story was exactly what I wanted it to be- easier to love for people who don’t even like the trope.

Yeah, sometimes it is clearly a compliment. Sometimes I assume it's a compliment even if it rubs me the wrong way, but sometimes it really feels like an insult to the author's taste masquerading as a compliment, and sometimes it's difficult to tell why it hit which mark.

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that actually sounds really lovely and Persuasion-ish :D

thanks

I have started at least three vaguely-Persuasion inspired fics. They never go anywhere, I just re-read the original and then go read something else *snorts*

Maybe someday... 

vellesian

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My first thought was shadowhunters=templars because they're holier than thou and try to control the downworld. However, I certainly see how they fit grey wardens at the same time. I guess I just have so many personal feelings about wardens (read: my first warden) that I was afraid of going down that path due to the FEELS I'd transfer on to Alec. But hey, that's exactly what I'm gonna do right now.

YAY FEELS

I do prefer the power dynamic of Warden/Mage. And the Grey Wardens are clearly up to enough shady shit for Alec to struggle against, if you still want that plot arc :D

twistedsinews

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but think if you finish the new thing first you can go back and finish the old things later!

AAAAHHAHEGKHLAEWHAR 

ilu but gdi

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I see Bioware&Shadowhunters talk, I immediately follow. Just saying. Because I've been thinking about a story involving a First Enchanter Magnus and a newly appointed Knight Commander Alexander for a while now, but never got to writing anything down.

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OH MY GOODNESS YOU HAVE GOOD TIMING

I prefer the Grey Warden Alec because the sacrificial impulses balanced by morally questionable actions fits Nephilim so well, but the Chantry and the Clave bear more than a passing resemblance to each other, so I can see the appeal. (The power dynamic can be hard to navigate though, which again would fit the original setting to a point.) 

OH, Grey Wardens to replace the Werewolves maybe? So Luke could still be a former Templar who is now a Warden and you’d get all that interesting dual-perspective going on. And Valentine is obviously a power hungry Templar then. That does work.

Seelies as the Original Elves? Immortal, weird magic, interdimensional travel?

(Does that make vampires into demons? I feel like I’ve just made vampires into demons/fade spirits. oops. sorry Raphael & Simon.)

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