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LOVE IT, love her! I'm going to start my Pre-DA:V playthrough very soon, too!!

​YAY! <3 (thank you)

I love her already, poor Brosca

people still keep calling her my lady when she goes places

she's not really complaining?

but wtf

every time it happens she kind of does this weird almost-jump and looks around, because either they have to be talking to someone else or she's about to get arrested for impersonating a non-duster

and then nope, they mean her, and everyone else thinks that's good?

again, this is not bad

but it is very very weird

and will continue to be weird

Finna: so relatable.

she is just.

so tired

why is everyone so melodramatic and complicated about everything? 😅

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@annakie replied:

I'm in the middle of a replay and I love all the companions so much but Parvati, Nyoka and especially Max are my faves so much.  I'm so mad I can't kiss Vicar Max in his cynical grumpy face.

I... may have to fic my Jo kissing Vicar Max in his cynical grumpy face because YES, THAT

(I like that I can wander around with SO MANY LADIES, too, like... I enjoy Ellie as well, though I haven’t triggered any of her companion quest things yet.)

I have three girls and two boys and a SAM and an ADA! Those are some delightful statistics. (And Felix makes me laugh, his interview to get hired was a delight.)

Oooh, I saw it cheap on steam and was considering picking it up.

I would think you would like it? Some decent music, nice aesthetic, very-cynical re: corporate overlords, and you have a sarcastic computer pilot instead of a sarcastic human pilot, but ADA is still great! 🤣 I mean, I may actually spend money on it for a goty edition or DLC at some point, since the game pass version doesn’t have said DLC and I’m thinking I’m enjoying this enough to replay it again at some point. I might even attempt easy-but-not-story-mode difficulty! since the aforementioned autosave is pretty aggressive to deal with my lack of spacial awareness in a 1st POV. <3

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She’s very lovely! I can’t wait to see if she talks your ear off for some lovely fic for us to read! ❤️

I am in fact thinking about some, I just haven’t quite percolated enough yet (but there’s a Shenko idea I want to try and get out before I start ME2, so hopefully soon?)

There's a dangerous line between cute kid and pretty girl and Aedan was always glad she missed out

Yeah, Weaver lasted until she was older than usual before she crossed that line (she was pretty scrawny & borderline malnourished tbqh) but realizing that that was the thing she didn’t want to do was enough to get her out of the gang. (And into the Alliance, though I haven’t quite figured out how yet, considering she had no ID or birthdate or anything... she probably walked into a recruiting station and said: you’ll feed a hungry biotic, right? and someone eventually said... yes?)

i love her <3

THANK YOU (I do too, so thank you for that as well? *laughs*)

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annakie

An Annotated Mass Effect Playthrough, Prologue

I don’t know how long I’ll end up doing this for, but I thought I’d give it a shot.

I try to play the Mass Effect games at least once every other year now, last time I did ME1 was early 2018 so it’s time.  Also, doing a bunch of work on Masseffectsaves back in the fall kinda gave me the ME-playing bug.  It’s nice not feeling like the site is horribly behind where it should be anymore.

I’ve been excited to play through now since there’s now a ME1 Recalibrated mod, and though the changes are relatively minor compared to 2 and 3, I’m glad they’re there.

I’m also using Mass Effect Overwritten which fixes a bunch of stuff in the codex / subtitles (not that I play with subtitles on but you know).  Then FPS Counter and Post-Processing Effects, except I turned off that mod’s color correction because I wanted the colors to be true-to-game.  (But no film grain.)  And of course, MEUITM, ALOT, including the shadows redone addon, and ALOV.  The game is just so, so pretty now (for a 13 year old game!), and the shadows redone addon and ALOV are such great additions.  The cutscenes are just so much better especially.

Once again, all praise to the Modders, everyone who contributed textures to ALOT and CreeperLava for putting it together, C3Anderson for MEUITM, GiftFish and the ME#Recalibrated teams for fixing so many little bugs, etc.  It’s amazing the love and care that’s gone into the games by the fanbase after the games have come out.

I’m re-recording a lot of videos this time, and screenshotting, since the game is now about as perfectly pretty graphic/texture wise as it’s going to get both mod-wise and hardware-wise. Now that I have a 2060RTX and 32 gigs of RAM I mean… it’s not going to get any better.

I know not many people go digging for Mass Effect screenshots anymore, so I’m not sure I’m going to upload to Flickr anymore unless there are people who actually want me to.   Mostly I’m doing these for me, for my rotating desktop wallapers, I’ll probably be replacing a lot of my older screenshots for these, and for inspiration for photosets, even though getting any notes on tumblr anymore is like pulling teeth. =\

People do still visit my crazy extensive screenshot collections on Flickr, though.  Sometimes I feel like deleting everything up there though, in exchange for one big gallery of a perfect playthrough of each game.  Maybe I’ll end up doing that here, I don’t know.

But yeah, expect photosets and gifsets for awhile. :)  Already have one queued.  If you’re not interested, blacklisting Mass Effect or “annakie’s mass effect stuff” will work.

I’ll be doing, once again, my canon Shepard (Female/Paragon/Vanguard/Spacer Sole Survivor/ faithful all the way to Kaidan).  Maybe after this I can redo other Shepards, but it feels almost like wasting time if I’m not spending time with the Shepard and Kaidan that I love the best, you know?

Maybe this will be the last time to play this Shepard before a Remaster comes out.  A girl can dream, right?  But even if that never happens, the modders have taken the games that extra mile so they look and feel the best they can. 

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Because you are writing porn about fictional people and it’s not real. Commenters who cross the TMI line are bringing you into their personal sex life without giving you an option to opt out. That doesn’t stop being inappropriate because it’s happening on a computer screen instead on face to face.

Oh, definitely. I was mostly being facetious in my original comment, but yes, that is very true. BUT. To be more serious: I think the problem is, in a world where sexual-styled language is used to describe things that aren’t sex all the time, and where some people find some things more vulgar than other people, and when commenting on one’s personal reaction to fic is considered a good thing, I can see where the line gets blurry.

Like, “wow, good smut” to “hot” to “hnng” to “I’ll be in my bunk” is an easy to follow progression, and all innocuous (especially since that bunk-line is explicitly a Jayne quote when in context everyone knew he was being inappropriate but it works well as fandom short hand? If you’ve observed any Whedon/Firefly fandom, anyways) but then it is a really small side-ways step to more physical comments that still aren’t explicit for all they’re obvious iykwim? *shrugs* 

idk. I’ve gotten a few comments that I think were more than I needed to know, but very few that I could unequivocally say were pushing the lines of appropriate in a generally accepted sense such that maybe I should say something about boundaries.  

ellexa1622 replied to your link “i am for you (ch 14) | Archive of Our Own”

I Love that fic so much, I know we're going o be hurt...I'm already ready fr the fact that Alec's hurting will hurt me (and Magnus). Thank you for your work

awww, the hurting’s almost all past tense, it shouldn’t be too bad. Then again, I usually think it all ends well, this isn’t so bad! and then people yell “ow” at me, so perhaps I’m a terrible judge of such things?

thedivinemissema replied to your link “a blight unbearable | Archive of Our Own”

I still very much love this story!

I’M SO GLAD. I’m still sorry it took so long. 💖💖💖

re: followers. We are a hedge, please move along.

ilu 🐱‍👤🌿

agreeing with office & bedroom not being a good combination.

yeah, we’ve been trying to figure out a way to rearrange for awhile, cuz the husband’s office set-up isn’t really working either, but we have to keep him sort of separate since he teleworks periodically? *shrugs* We’ll figure it out eventually.

ughhh thata sucks about the power. good luck hunting down the chocolate and please save some for me!

sorry, ate all the chocolate. there’s some bailey’s left, if you wanna join me for alcohol at some point tho? 💗

IT SHOULDN'T BUT YET IT DOES. THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH AND IT'S SO SAD EVEN WHEN IT'S FAKE. (Also I shoulda finished reading before responding lol.)

nah, it was an accurate response, no apology needed. BECAUSE THEY REALLY DO AND IT REALLY REALLY IS 

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lynne-monstr reblogged your post “Leverage for the fandom thing!” 

reading this entire thing was a delight and a wonderful reminder of why I love leverage so much

It is the show that keeps on giving 💖

annakie replied to your post “Leverage for the fandom thing!”

Worst character death (also kind of the best) is the fakeout death scene in the finale because I SOB EVERY TIME EVEN KNOWING....

I HAD TO SAVE THAT FOR MY SADDEST MOMENT THO

how does it get worse every time annakie, like, I KNOW WHAT’S HAPPENING AND YET I CRY MORE. MORE! That shouldn’t be possible. HOW?!

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/roar! you can do it!

*FISTBUMP*

I haven't worked in 15 years, don't even know what a CV is, and all my references have left their jobs or shut down lol I feel you. I need to visit ACS and make use of their employment readiness resources. If we have any here.

A CV’s basically a resume just European? They’re a slightly different format and afaik willing to be longer than a page so you can give a bit more info? IDK, this is honestly part of the problem. DO I KNOW HOW TO MAKE ONE? We shall see.

And I’ve never really had the spoons to go to an ACS resume thing, if only because they talk about USE YOUR EXPERIENCE but I literally don’t have any and/or my references are gone/closed/moved/dead. How am I supposed to put that on there, then? *thbbbt* 

I should do the same though. Get some advantage out of those ten+ years of military-spouse-ing.

Ugh. I hate being an adult.

I feel this pain all the time (minus the time), mostly due to lack of a degree. Yes I can do this job better than everyone else, no I don't have a $100k piece of paper telling you I can *sigh*

I KNOW, RIGHT? Ugh. SO UGH.

Luckily this is not one that requires a degree, and is ONLINE CUSTOMER SERVICE /no phones/ so I really do 100% have the appropriate skill-set? JUST I am very bad at the actual selling myself as an employee concept.

Happy birthday!! *hugs* <3 ya!

THANK YOU I <3 YOU TOO. 

*hug.gif*

I think I gave you the earliest bd gift this year :P (I agree, btw, with your mom and sis both. I have a friend who does that with all their gifts, so I got used to it many years ago too ;))

YOU WERE VERY EARLY AND VERY MUCH APPRECIATED.

SUCH JOY

and it really does make holidays so much easier if you apply the same concept DO THE FAMILY THING WHEN IT MAKES YOU HAPPY AND NOT STRESSED

/or skip it entirely if you want to?

From the in-law’s perspective I am really terrible at all holidays ever *snorts*

@servantofclio - I just finished Magic for Nothing - you are going to LOVE IT.
@faejilly - Have fuuuuuuun. :)
Chaos Choreography was lots of fun. :)

I enjoyed it immensely!

The sleep deprivation side-effect bringing my brain fog back full force is maybe not a worthwhile consequence and I should have known better? 

But apparently I did not. 

But I really should have. Like, I forgot Thing 2′s lunch when he headed out to school AND HE EVEN REMINDED ME THIS MORNING.(And then I left my keys in the ignition when I got out of the car which I have literally done maybe once before in my entire life? Luckily that was in the GARAGE so I hadn’t locked anything.)

/ISTG I am not starting Magic for Nothing until tomorrow tho, I have shit to do today and I need to get enough sleep there’s at least a CHANCE I get some brain function back.

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pssst, Jilly: Whether or not Dunn survives seems to hinge on whether you rescued Raeka or rescued the krogan

REALLY?

that seems Extremely Counter-Intuitive

but ok?

/next run will be painful

@evilsapphyre replied to your post “4, 10, 14, 28”

I'm still disappointed with Maia over her choice. ��

I almost added an #I AM VERY SORRY SAPPHY to my tags on that post. :D 

@servantofclio replied to your post “4, 10, 14, 28”

I liked how this game gave you a series of tough choices and trade-offs.

I found some of them frustrating, as they didn’t give you any clues or context in universe as to why you might prefer one to the other, but I do have to admit that’s not an unusual occurence IRL. Pick a thing! Why? NO ONE KNOWS, DO IT ANYWAYS!

*hands*

!!! It was SO SATISFYING
I know, right? This ending hit a lot of good notes!
\ : D /

SO GOOD. YES. THANK YOU. A GESTALT OF EXCELLENT FEELS.

Looking forward to those!

some day? Still not quite yet, apparently

I felt the same way when I FINALLY got back to them. :v

I mean, to be fair it is entirely self-inflicted, this sense of eternity, because I chose to go putzing around doing everything else instead?

@evilsapphyre replied to your photoset “TWIN FEELS!”

Ahhh! Morgan!!!

AREN’T THEY JUST THE BEST? THEY ARE SUCH A GOOD.

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So I don’t know if you guys can see this, but my notif’s page, when I attempted to sort to replies only, kinda lost its mind?

[yesterday, 2 days ago, 246 days ago] 

Like. I’ve had replies between those dates? I remember some of them? BUT NOPE. LET’S JUMP BACK A VERY LONG WAYS AND BE AS CONFUSING AS POSSIBLE.

I’m not sure if it’s a tumblr glitch or an xkit one, but dang. 

DANG

... in more recent actual today replies:

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*hughughug*
*hugs* this time of year, just getting out of bed is hard. don't discount the emotional labor you're taking on, too

well, you know, no one else recognizes emotional labor, so why should I notice when I’m doing it? 

asdjfklgh (good point, thank you)

*comfses*

<3

*more hugs* I went outside yesterday and it was a Major Accomplishment /I feel you on this subject -.-

THANK YOU. And I’m sorry. And brains are dumb. (and ilu *hugs*)

*hugs*

whee? (thanks)

Hey I didn't need Blackwall feels so long after playing DA3 but you gave them to me anyway. THANK YOU! <3 <3

YOU’RE VERY WELCOME. 

/everyone needs Blackwall feels all the time? ;D

mmmm ice storm
Cold and inconvenient, but so pretty!
cold cold cold cold

Like, it wasn’t actually too terribly cold, which is part of the problem. I can deal with winter when it stays winter (and also I love snow) but we don’t get winter, we get a day or so of cold and then it warms up and then it gets cold again and I can just never settle and it drives me bonkers

also Thing 2 is consistently mad at the lack of snow as well, so. :P I am weird, and would prefer my midwest winters to this wibbling.

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@annakie exactly! Like, there were a couple funny bits I couldn't actually laugh at 'cause I was mostly kinda crying? This is a movie I needed very much. @forgefaerie well, there's slime and ectoplasm, because Ghostbusters, but no, I did not find it at all like the stuff you're worried about (which I am not a fan of either, so I get the concern).

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*HUGS* I’m sorry you’re going through all that stuffs. <3

most of it’s minor, but all at once and self-inflicted so ugh

(also, part of the car problem is that we paid it off two years ago and never got around to getting a new title w/o the lien listed on it? like. there’s no excuse for that, we just sort of kept forgetting? :P don’t be like me, kids. keep track of your adulting. make alarms in your phone or something. )

BUT THANK YOU

AND *HUGS* FOR YOU TOO

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fallintosanity reblogged your post and added:

Butting in because Martha Wells (sorry!). If you want to coordinate character nominations for her books, let me know ‘cause I’d love to help!

I am the world’s worst organizer. BUT SOMEONE SHOULD. Because really, we need more options. All the Raksura and air ships and powerful angry ladies, right?

Right

huh. Might have to come up with something, at least here on tumblr? There have to be some more tumblr fans willing to coordinate. 

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