You are a robot, sir

did you see the new worth it episode? steven had his arm on his empty chair the whole time it was like he was unconsciously reaching for andrew and it made me sob a little bit

The moment they established each other’s stand ins, it was painful! They were seamless about it, and Steven really did keep his arm there. I still hold that there is a part of Steven or Andrew when they’re enjoying a really good meal that must think of the other when they’re apart and that is some real heart break. 

I want more Worth it, for sure, but gosh if it carries the same energy as their most recent ep, I’m gonna start dry-heaving and sobbing

fuckkkk, can i just say, the way andrew looks at steven. i'm so hurt. i love them. also i love your blog!!!!

I fucking miss Worth it. Hurts like hell. Just want her back and all the soft looks, the arms on shoulders, spoonfuls of unspoken affection, great music, cinematic shots of food and them putting food in their mouths and smiles and Adam. 

Every day is suffering

Andrew/Ryan?

this is a sequel to Solace (Shane/Andrew) and Eclipse (Ryan/Steven); i’d suggest reading these first to understand

Andrew didn’t expect waking up next to Shane Madej to become a common occurrence, and then something he looked forward to, but one day he wakes up and realizes he’s in a relationship with Shane. 

It’s funny, really – or maybe just bittersweet? This started out as a distraction. A drunken tumble to forget the fact that they were both hopelessly in love with someone else.

Steven and Ryan.

But they woke up the next morning, and instead of the expected dread and fumbling to run away from the mistake, they both just smiled and pulled each other in closer.

It wasn’t what they’d wanted but it was what they’d needed.

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