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You say that we shouldn't get cynical and still help those people who are faking because they need help too. And that is very very true. But they don't need the help that consists of people taking their faking seriously- they need a different kind of help altogether. It's a hard thing- and I agree we should try not to be cynical because you truly never know. But unfortunately, it's not that simple.
It’s not simple at all. but there is absolutely no difference between someone who ‘only talks’ about suicide, and someone who commited it evnetually.
Those are cries for help.
When people come into my inbox with thoughts like that I never presume to be the one who helps them completely, and I always encourage them to seek professional help. but I can offer comfort and a willing ear and loving heart, and it can provide some safety and hope and maybe they will turn to professional help.
I don’t think that a person who talk about suicide only need attention from people on the internet and everything will be alright. but we can offer some comfort and a safety net even for a day, and encourage them to go seek professional help.
Either way, it’s the same for both ‘faking’ and ‘attempting’ people don’t fake it for vein, and they sure as hell not faking it ‘for attention’ they are crying for help.
It is very simple though. just don’t be cynical. what will you gain from being cynical? nothing.
And remember… Family don’t end with blood.
We’re all here for you <3
I hate when an anon approaches you and you reply and ask a question but they never come back. it’s like I have scared the anon. the anon is startled. away it flees into the forest. never to return
two days ago i had this deancas short dream and i had to do something about it because i couldnt get it out of my head haha
-reference used-
Dean + Human!Impala Series - LAST PART/PART 3/NEXT PART
But can you imagine Latvia getting fuckin turnt
Obviously we need to hang out more
Just imagine.... Oh man I wish I was over 21 I'll Use cream soda or rootbeer if I do drinking pictures
the mental images are hilarious
and jesus fuck this isn't fair one human being isn't allowed to be this flawless please stahp
I see and appreciate your hannah tags uwu you make some v v good points on that post
Thanks :) I like Hannah A LOT. I would love to see her get some kind of subplot next season!
…and I don’t think it’s impossible - there could be conflict between her and Cas over demon!dean, for instance, which could be expanded into an ongoing plot. Heaven/Hannah thinks Dean should be killed cos he’s a demon (perhaps demon!Dean could even do something to incur Heaven’s wrath, like killing an angel… or ripping out the grace of one to give to Cas… shhh that last one’s a pipe dream of mine don’t mind it ;p), but Cas stands against Heaven/Hannah because he wants to find a way to save Dean, and because Hannah has come to respect Cas so much she doesn’t flat out turn the whole thing into a black and white us vs them situation but tries to work with Cas to find a compromise, holding the other angels back from killing Dean for him, being someone for Cas to talk to etc. As a result, however, the other angels are unable to trust Cas enough to want him as their leader ever again since he chose to protect a demon, while Hannah ends up rising in their esteem because of the professional/impressive way she manages the conflict. Hannah would learn stuff about grey issues through the experience too, seeing that Cas is still a good guy even though he cares about a demon, and perhaps she witnesses Dean’s ultimate cure or at least his struggle with being a demon and realises things aren’t as simple as good and evil and, you know, STUFF.
I’m not holding my breath for this or anything. There’s every chance Hannah will not even exist as a character next season :( But I think it would be v. cool if she did and that a place could be made for her in the ongoing narrative!
(but like the post says - NO ROMANCE between her and Cas pls no! that would… kind of ruin everything… and I don’t say that as a deancas shipper, I say that as a woman who is tired of female characters almost always existing in a story to provide a romance for one of the leads (or to be sexual with or one-sided in love with them) - Benny, Balthazar, Gadreel, Kevin etc etc. ALL existed in the spn narrative without having a significant portion of their character/plot set aside for romance/sex with Sam/Dean/Cas, so that’s what I’d like for Hannah too!)
You know I literally never considered Hannah's importance before your post. I tend to get so lost in my Destiel/TFW feelings that it just kind of oversahdwos my other emotions. OTL
I can't put my love of your idea of your demon!Dean conflict into words really. That would be astounding if that happened. And him ripping out an angel’s Grace for Cas? //audible groaning Please. I want him to still be devoted to what he’s devoted to, but be cocky as all hell. Like was said earlier, I want him to learn a lesson from becoming a demon- that he is fundamentally good and his desires and needs are not wrong nor is going after them (including a certain trenchcoated angel, but those’re my feelings slipping through //coughs loudly).
I can’t wait to see Cas’s reaction to the news. Will there be relief? Anger? I know for sure he’ll still love him with all his Grace (see: Meg) but just…God how many months till Season 10 again //reaches for angel blade that’ll hurt lessssssss ; ; ;; ; ; ; ; ;
The compromise situation would be amazingly interesting. Can you imagine the angels learning and understanding the concept of both free will (teaching poetry to fish I know) and gray areas? It would be such a great opportunity for the character development of side characters we haven’t seen much of. Please.
Oh God almighty, Hannah as a support system for Cas? Wow. That would…having Cas finally have someone to turn to (especially after the inCREDIBLY PAINFUL GABRIEL EXPERIENCE WHY WAS THAT NECESSARY) would be wonderful really. Someone who knows his backstory (the one we haven’t heard), knows where he comes from and how far he’s come and where he is now…God I just want my baby bird to be supported and loved and let’s face that he’s not getting that from the Winchesters lately. >>
I just want characters to expand their boundaries. Yes, my main investment is in Cas because I’m incredibly biased, but we need more characters like Jody imo. And we have a wonderful opportunity (although chances are slim with women getting knocked off this show like stacks of cheap cards) right here. uwu/)
(I definitely agree on the no-romance bit. I don’t want her to exist as a plot device, but as her own self (and as support for Cas I won’t lie) and as someone who can lead others to change from their rigid, set views.
Wow my love for Hannah ballooned like madness woop.
anastiel replied to your post “you looove meeeee, but anywayyyyys. I can never get over that one scene in the end where Endverse!Dean is like, "me and him have a messed up thing." or what it is he actually says. I'm sure it's meant to be EV!Dean talking about past!Dean, BUT GODDAMMIT WHY DOES OTHER DEAN LOOK BACK AT CAS. WHY DOES EV!DEAN LOOK LIKE HE IS POINTING AT CAS. WHY DOES CAS LOOK DOWN AT DEAN'S CROTCH TO KNOW HE WAS THE WRONG DEAN. WHYYYY DO THE SHOWRUNNERS LET THEM MAKE THOSE KINDS OF DECISIONS? *becomes dragon* -c!a”
ahahahahah rude
The best part is this isn’t even edited. It actually happened.
4th wall? What forth wall?
THIS SCENE. THIS SCENE RIGHT HERE IS WHAT MADE ME LOVE SUPERNATURAL.
Is nobody else surprised they haven't pulled this with Destiel yet? So many seasons and yet
Choose your date or your OTP’s date.
” A college freshman called Karkat falls in love with one of the teachers called John Egbert.” resubmitting because I’m gonna put my name on every drawings I like from now on.
Karkat is horrified to find that the man that knocked him over in the hallway is his fucking PROFESSOR. Slouched firmly into the back row with his hoodie pulled so far forward that it blind him, Karkat gathers that John just graduated from a direct to PhD program on the opposite coast and was just hired by the university for his impressive research in ectobiology. He is, Karkat has realized, only five years older than himself. Even though Karkat is a freshman, spending the past three years working has put him ahead of his classmates in age.
After introductions and the syllabus, Professor Egbert begins his lecture. Karkat keeps his head down and just listens, not willing to risk recognition to get a look at the notes on the overhead. He doesn’t realize that Professor Egbert is a wandering lecturer until he hears the “osmosis is a key process in- STAYING AWAKE IN CLASS” right next to his ear.
His hood is snatched of his head and he is left face to face with his assailant cum professor. He can see the prankster’s gambit explode in his professor’s face and his own jaw drops. The eyes he’s looking at are just as blue as they were this morning and somehow more mortified. The laughs from the humans in the class are as raucous as the silence from the trolls is oppressive. Professor Egbert has, unwittingly, drawn attention to Karkat’s hemostripes and eyes. Here on Earth, in America, it is illegal to discriminate based on hemotype, but that won’t keep the other trolls from harassing him.
Karkat holds his breath as Professor Egbert looks down at his very extensive notes. Ectobiology has always been a hobby, and his notes include references to books he has already read and means to look over again in addition to the reading on the syllabus.
“Those are your notes?” The Professor’s tone is incredulous, and he raises an eyebrow after a moment of Karkat’s silence.
“Yeah.” Karkat is breathless. He is terrified. He is exhilarated. This man has such blue eyes. How can a blue that pure exist in humans?
“You’ve read Sassacre’s Treaties on Practical Ectobiology for Use in Agriculture?”
Karkat’s head jerks a nod without directions from his brain.
“And what do you think about it?” The class is quiet, and Professor Egbert has a patient, interested look that means he is going to wait for an answer.
But what does Karkat say? This is a loaded question. Sassacre was Earth’s leading ectobiologist over a hundred sweeps ago. That’s even longer for humans than trolls! Most of what he’s written is outdated, and he certainly isn’t taught in most respectable classes, but…
“Well he-” Karkat stumbles and has to give himself another moment to gather his thoughts. “His science is out dated, but his philosophy of ectobiology remains the core method of thought, even in today’s scientific climate. You were talking about ectobiology in industry. The chapter on the practicality of its use for profit and the chapter on the ethics of industry would be relevant, and maybe even useful?”
Egbert ‘hm’s and walks to the front of the room to the overhead projector.
Karkat kicks himself. The moment just happened and is already surreal in his memory. Was he too loud? Too quiet? Too obnoxious? Will a highblood hunt him down in the hall and destroy him for his insolence? In this moment, he hates whatever he just made transpire for making whatever consequences might befall him later.
Professor Egbert takes up a pen and adds another note to his- is that it? Did he really only have ONE page of notes? Karkat has nearly four, and his handwriting is tiny.
“In addition to your assigned reading, please read the chapters on practicality and ethics of ectobiology in industry from Sassacre’s Treaties. The copyright has expired, so I’ll send you all a link. This will be on the test.” Karkat can feel how oddly tense and quiet the classroom is as the professor surveys it. Then his eyes land on Karkat, and he nods. “Well done.”
And like that, he resumes teaching.
Karkat could die. He can’t believe he was praised above highbloods and non-mutant lowbloods. He is shitting himself that the greatest up-and-coming ectobiological researcher on two planets just praised him, Karkat Vantas, on his notes and reading selections.
He is so completely light headed. He is so enthralled with the idea that maybe college and life among humans to avoid culling won’t be terrible. He can’t take his eyes off of Professor Egbert for the rest of class.
Oh my god a story to accompany my drawing.