everythingelsegoesherethen reblogged
10x01 "Black"
"I’m fine."
Such a tiny word. Just two letters. But they make all the difference. Not just any truth. His truth. Or… his lie. Oh Cas, you really have been down there with them for too long - thank god you were, thank god you are. Learnt to appreciate all the little things and the big ones as well. And this, saying you’re fine, when you are anything but, you learnt from them. Tell yourself you are good until you - maybe only for a second - believe it yourself…
#I'm not fucking crying you're fucking crying#fuck right the fuck off#seriously#fucking hell#fuck fuck fuck ; ;#cas#cas related tears#just stab me with an angel blade it'd be kinder#shayna#fucking ell man#hannah#have yall watched s10 yet?#bc I havent and tumblrs gonna kill everything for me#though granted when has that not happened#apparently not much happened in the first 2 though? idk