We keep blazing, playing solo, never had a song before I keep crying I've been solo, now I know what life is for Every joy you roll with me, all the pain I let you see All the lows we held each other, you never let me bleed
even: i saw you the first day of school
isak:
even: yeah that’s what i saw
even being amused by grumpy isak
+ bonus
CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT EVEN FELL FOR GRUMPY ISAK, I MEAN I CAN BECAUSE HE’S ALWAYS AMUSED BY IT AND HE LOVES IT ABOUT HIM SO MUCH, I’M SO DEAD, GOODBYE
12 Feb: Gratulerer med dagen, Even
Someone’s turning 21 today! I figured since Even always takes photos of Isak sleeping or in bed so on this special day maybe it would be Isak’s turn.
Kjære Even, wish you all the happiness in the world and love you to the moon and back. Hope you’ll have lots of champagne with Isak today :)
생일 많이 축하해 에반아
happy birthday the most wonderful, kindest, caring, loving boy in the world. happy 21st birthday even bech næsheim. you are one year closer to be one of the most amazing and talented directors in the whole world. and what a great addition it will be to your already the most amazing life you could ever wish for. you study at film school, you have a work, you have supportive parents and great friends. and also you have your isak, who is always here by your side. he’s here to share your happy moments and he’s here to be with you, when everything seems hopless. you never liked when people used to say ‘everything is gonna be fine’ when you were feeling low, but when isak says that, you believe him. because he already prooved that so many times. he is always here to remind you how wonderful you are and that you deserve only the best things. i hope this 21st birtdhay will be a really great one. i mean all your friends planned a birthday party that you’ll never forget
even holds isak’s face / oliver holds elio’s face requested by @heavyliesthegrasshopper
I like seeing you laugh
The way I feel so obvious now Cause I'm paper thin in love with you now
Now when you look, you don’t see him anymore. He’s not in the cafeteria, nor in the schoolyard. In all objectivity, you know you made the right choice. The hurt in his eyes when he told you of his mother… you’d never want to be the cause of that.
The new pills you received just before starting school have found their way into the top drawer of your desk, you not wanting to be confronted with the fact that your brain is wrong, isn’t working like it should be. It’s easier to pretend; that you are not bipolar at all – because see, there are no pills that say you are and you don’t feel different with or without them.
Although you cannot see him at school, he makes a few appearances in your sketchbook. The smirk on his lips when he told you that the head of school doesn’t like him enough for fifteen percent; his scrunched up nose after you reveal your movie title and he called it pretentious.
And then, after he shows up at school again – the way his hoodie hid his face from your eyes.
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Even is such a complex character that he should have had his own season. […] So I still feel there’s a lot Even could have told, and a lot he could have taught others. Through his story. So of course. I’m sure I could have played this character for years. – Henrik Holm [x]
the season Even and we deserve
The lies that Even hears and tells to himself + counterreactions
You can’t escape your thoughts.
'Cause when I see you I forget to breathe