#i'm sorry yori i alway make you cry#oc#original character#yori#blonde#boy#sad#emotional#depressed#tear#cry#wind#sun#backlight#pastel#soft#desaturated colours#it's actually a practice#i was inspired by artwork of chuby mi#like damn#digital art#digital painting#artist on tumblr#illustration#semirealism#sad oc is sad#because he's my#mental self-portrait#my art#eveblum