enby-dee reblogged
thinkin about crawling out of my skin and running away into the woods to become a forest monster and spending all of my time ripping up invasive plants
enby-dee reblogged
thinkin about crawling out of my skin and running away into the woods to become a forest monster and spending all of my time ripping up invasive plants
enby-dee reblogged
thinkin about crawling out of my skin and running away into the woods to become a forest monster and spending all of my time ripping up invasive plants
enby-dee reblogged
thinkin about crawling out of my skin and running away into the woods to become a forest monster and spending all of my time ripping up invasive plants
ppl talk abt dissociation/derealization/depersonalization like its a huge scary thing that blindsided them in their teens and its kind of hard to empathize with because honestly? i’ve never felt real. nothing has ever felt real. those feelings or lack thereof in some cases is just..... normal to me. comforting mostly, occasionally unsettling, but honestly my whole life has felt like being stuck in a weird movie from afar. a very boring movie, admittedly, but the point is its never felt “real” not even when extremely good or bad things have happened. idk its just something that i havent really seen ppl talk about? does anyone understand?
ppl always talk about how david lynch’s films and stuff are so ~weird~ and “mystical” but honestly? the first time i watched one of his works (twin peaks) it felt like coming home. the editing and dreamlike sequences match up almost literally to the way i experience life/perceive reality
enby-dee reblogged
[ID: Glittering purple and blue text that says, “I don’t recognize myself in mirrors” End ID.]
enby-dee reblogged
thinkin about crawling out of my skin and running away into the woods to become a forest monster and spending all of my time ripping up invasive plants
thinkin about crawling out of my skin and running away into the woods to become a forest monster and spending all of my time ripping up invasive plants
enby-dee reblogged
[I.D: a grainy picture of yoda from lego star wars with edited text reading “bitches will drive a few kids to madness and be like, maybe they were predisposed to madness who knows!!”]