elisera reblogged
#this makes me think of lydia at caltech or the mit so much#of her struggling to prove herself#of her sleepless nights#of her ruthlessly conceiling the dark shadows beneath her eyes with makeup#to keep up appearances#of her willingness to let her friends -- and only them -- see her vulnerable#her peers at college will call her a bitch#the ice queen#defective when it comes to emotions#most behind her back; some to her face#and she'll own it; she'll soldier on#'cause she's seen so much worse#but also?#lydia will talk back#call them a disgrace#I love her so much#she'd worry at night#she'd fret about things#but she'd only ever let her friends see it#lydia martin#teen wolf#don't look at me