Umm I take a multi approach, experimenting with alternatives (but i don't want to focus on that, because it isn't really viable or enough), spreading information/propaganda (in real life but also through mediums like this blog until it got personal..), and direct action, temporary autonomous zones or more militant actions, communisation etc.

Pretty much just going everywhere all the time and disrupting shit just by being anti capitalist and critical or challenging oppressive language/behavior/domination of space.  I find a lot of value in agitation. I’m pretty frustrated with protest tactics, so I haven’t been participating in most local symbolic actions. I can only really detail vagueries, but organizing on the left is frustrating so I also adopt a more subversive approach. None of it is enough, clearly. Incite dialogue!? idk. tearing down the fences both figuratively and literally?!  I also want to write, but i'm like way hyper critical of myself too so idfk.

really though, i don't view it in terms of 'winning' the fight against supremacy in amerika, i look at it as destabilizing the structure and there are many ways to do that (delegitimizing democracy/challenging the bipartisan dictatorship, agitating against the vote, exposing contradiction of the state/the illusion of freedom).  I spell amerika with a K because of white supremacy and because Amerika is FASCIST, it's a symbolic culturejamming way of me expressing my disdain and willingness to betray these cultural ideas that are not my own. it also.. starts a lot of questions. I have people continuously correcting me too, but they are usually patriotic apologists. Most people are not willing to admit Amerika is fascist, because fascism has only been internalized in the form it was presented to us before- as an ideology or party rather than a confluence of interests. Very convenient, in my opinion.

this blog was a way to anonymize myself (at least for appearances sake) so i could be as intense as i wanted too and share anarchic ideas to agitate the dominant narrative. It is more and more just a mirror of other parts of my life. And a way for me to cope with trauma and depression, while trying to adapt and practice practicing in the face of utter fascism, despair, mass hypnosis and political repression/targeting.