dyrus

limbus company is the greatest gacha of all time

if I ever get a genie in a bottle i'll wish for world peace, a video game that satisfies everyone, and unlimited korean BBQ because holy fuck it is GOOD

weee

LMAO https://www.twitch.tv/codemiko/clip/AlertCrunchyFalconAliens--OmI5X5l9hECePk7 idk how to link this

thank you, I think a lot of people need to hear this when life is not the easiest for everyone.

and ur hiding behind anon maybe find something productive to do with your life

probably a dommy mommy, but i go through many phases and when I get what I want I get bored and demotivated and move on to my next phase. this months phase is just building healthy habits

i knew my likes are public not that part, i don't think anyone cares at this point though thanks for the heads up.

also i'm single now i don't have to care anymore about what anyone else thinks about me

today i was randomly clicking around twitch during my eternal return queue while streaming and i accidently clicked knock on an asmr vtuber streamer and i got so embarrassed that i just turned off my stream and my heart sank for like 10 minutes

ever since I changed my diet I've been losing weight fast again, i predict in 3-4 months i'll be back to twitchcon me weight and then maybe i'll go traveling or do something fun hopefully

i know what i finally want. on god i need a housewife who cooks, cleans, and puts me in my place on the daily

amen

this game has taken over my life

I think my most embarrassing story on here that I have yet to tell is there was this girl who asked me how she looked in her dress or something like that I forgot what it was specifically but... I went back to hawaii to visit family and she was super cute and I wanted to get to know her more and so I tried to talk to her in a less crowded environment but I was so stun locked I didn't know what to say so it was just awkward over and over. I thought she was in to me but I was so wrong, my hair was terrible, my fashion was wack, I had literally 0 rizz and it was the most awkward interaction i've ever had with anyone my entire life.

We went to the mall after the whole fan meet thing I was doing and everything went so wrong I'm pretty sure she pretended that her friend was the gamestop employee but I think I said something like I'd call her an uber ride home or something and then I ditched to go to a rave. It was all so bad that I don't even remember everything that happened that day but later that night I hit on someone else for the first time in my life and their friend just gave me the most digusting look and waved me away.

It was possibly the top 3 of worst days I've ever had in my life and if i could just erase it from my memory, the only redeeming thing is that I got to see one of my high school friends there randomly and he was insanely friendly having the time of his life. I've never felt like a bigger loser in my entire life and it still bugs me to this day that I handled it so badly. It's like one of those things where I'm in my safe space, try to go out of it a little bit and just failing. It also makes me never wanna go back to hawaii even though that's where my family and friends are that I would like to see but god I feel so disgusted at how that day went and even though I shouldn't care I just have to type it all out here to just somehow get over it from my memory. Anyways, that was like 6 years ago or so and I'm glad I grew up a lot since then.

thank u

i was in a kind mood that day, i've been very happy for the last few months

ok

sorry lol