just remembered andrew and neil are going to wake up together in the same bed and hold each other and share morning kisses and see each others faces during the first and last moments of everyday for years to come

need more freaky andreil sex in the ao3 tag i have GOT to finish this semester so i can focus on what really matters (andreil yaoi)

wrt my last rb i think about this soo often bcus im always worried that im coming off too critical when i post and tag my opinions bcus i dont wanna upset ppl when theyre just browsing the tags but i also wanna be engaging and having conversations w/ them its such a struggleeee. always worried someone's gonna misinterpret my words and assume i hate a character or ship when i rlly don't

i find those andreil aged up sugar daddy fics sooo funny tbh like are we pretending that neil couldntve been andrew's sugar daddy as a freshman. he bought him a fucking maserati at 19 guys.

so upset bcus i want to get into kandreil fics soo bad but im like physically incapable of imagining all three of them liking each other romantically. bcus like yes they're weird and obsessive and homoerotic about it but i think andrew would sooner deepthroat a gun then kevin's dick and neil would be genuinely concerned if someone had romantic feelings for kevin meanwhile kevin exists so far away from the conventional romance model that its not even a thing for him. like it could just be my aro kevin hc + my love for weird unconventional qpr kandreil that makes romantic kandreil so impossible for me but sadly that's just my truth 😔

wish I'd decided to nurture my art skills instead of my writing skills because the like him neil animatic where id compare him first to his identity when his mother died and then the members of the perfect court and finally ending with his father would go so fucking hard. alas. i cannot draw.

neil after he realized liking andrew was an option

neil josten androgynous like if a man and a woman had a baby

imagining the foxes doing a hear me out cake. both andrew and matt put the maserati down and everyone makes fun of them for being car guys. kevin puts jeremy (to no one's surprise) but everyone says he's too conventionally attractive so kevin puts an exy raquet instead (still to no one's surprise). neil gets put on the cake by like half of the team and an argument ensues bcus half of them are arguing he's too conventionally attractive but the other half argue that his baggage and general unhingedness mitigate that. andrew was Not one of the people who put neil down so he's the tie breaker and sides with the latter. originally neil wasn't going to participate but he decides to put a very specific key (andrew's the only one that recognizes it) and also a cigarette. renee puts down one of her knives and also the mother mary. dan puts down the ugly neon fox shade of orange which neil nods in agreement to. allison puts down abby (surprising quite a few), and nicky puts down wymack (kevin tries to fight him for this). aaron would be forced to participate and i do think he would out kevin down but this time everyone agrees it Is a hear me out because his personality so atrocious. anyway these takes are all objectively real and true i take no criticism i put a lot of thought into this post.