i still wonder,

it’s been a long while! i hope you all are doing well. i’ve been super busy with school 😓 but i came back to say this: i’ve been thinking... i think that i am going to start writing fics! (it’ll be just for fun, like a thought dump for sudden surges of inspiration) if you’d like to follow me to my new blog, it’s linked above. thank you for following me and always showing me so much love! i appreciate all of you so much and i hope we can continue to interact on my new blog! love always, drea.

all of a sudden i miss them so much ):

i’m so excited for tae to meet The One and fall in love because he deserves that happiness you know ):

they all do, so so much.

i’m alive i’m alive i promise!! sorry i haven’t been as active as usual 😭

i’ll start posting regularly once school ends in a week!!

finals are stressful ahh

love always! drea 🧡

unrelated but i was watching the bbmas interviews today and jungoo was speaking his english proudly and it was the most endearing and adorable thing and ive never felt more love and pride for a boy in my life before okay bye

do y’all ever stfu lmAOOSJDX

my friends

i love kim seokjin and his beautiful everything with my entire heart and soul

look at him and tell me you wouldn’t give him the whole universe ):

guys the concert is in t-minus 5 days and i’m not mentally, emotionally or physically ready like—

i’m gonna see them in real life for the first time. like actually them, no screens, no filters.

i’m gonna see their beautiful smiles in real. life. i’m gonna HEAR their beautiful voices in real. life. how does one cope with that?

i don’t know what to think or how to act or how to deal ?!

i’m gonna cry so much and i’m not ready for the overwhelming feeling of finally seeing the people you’ve loved so much from afar for so long

ya feel

i’ve never felt more sad, look how grown up our tae is

my persona albums finally arrived!!! 🥳

(it was so worth the wait from bighit shop as always ahaha)

they’re absolutely beautiful oh my god.

i got 3 hobi postcards! i’ve been blessed by our pretty sunshine three times this is too overwhelming 😖

bighit also gave me a special bighit shop gift which was the framed photos in the last and they’re so gorgeous ):

but i don’t think i’m ever gonna be able to put them up skdksksodjfi

ALSO!! the albums were all wrapped up in bubble wrap and the posters came in a heavy duty cardboard roll!! they were so well protected (:

(for version 4 i accidentally took a picture with the wrong poster ahahah so i included it in a picture at the end)

the fact that i can literally see this happening proves that its most namjoon thing to exist

i’m: devastated.

guys so i ordered my 4 persona albums off bighit the day preorders started and they haven’t emailed me a tracking number or anything yet ):

i’ve always ordered off amazon for all previous comebacks.. so i haven’t had experience with bighit shop before

ahh idk what to do or what to check