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jealousy, that thing with claws- zoyalai jealousy fic
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a/n: tiff and i decided to keep hurting each other with this fic. the actual title of the google doc was: zoyalai but make it hurt. enjoy.
Materialki: @iri-lynx (x) @tessorange-art (x) @paperplanenomad (x)
Ethrealki: @wafflesandkruge @dregstrash
Summary:
Zoya ends things with Nikolai on a Tuesday. She walks out of their shared home with nothing except the clothes on her back and a secret that's eating her alive. But before there was an end, there was a beginning.
Or, the story of Zoya and Nikolai in two parts.
Excerpt of Chapter 1 below the cut
It’s finally time to share my first piece for the @grishaversebigbang
The art is based on a fic by @dregstrash @wafflesandkruge and @rietveldbrothers (they’re all freaking legends istg, this story is insane!). You can find the fic on ao3 it’s a Zoyalai Top Gun Au… need I say more?
In no time at all, Zoya’s hands were wrapped around Nikolai’s waist as he drove them along the coast. The air was warm, and even with the wind roaring through her helmet, she thought she could hear the ocean. She rested her chin against his shoulder and watched the waves crash against the bluffs of a cliffside.
She could live here forever, she thought. The weather. The ocean. And Nik–
Excited to finally post my first piece for @grishaversebigbang based on @dregstrash, @wafflesandkruge & @rietveldbrothers fic "If I can't have love, I want power"
Check out the other amazing artists and their pieces below!
Oh, the familiar smell of her was making his head light. His hands twitched on his pool stick, like they were considering actually just taking her face and press his lips to hers. He could have actually done more than kiss her in the middle of this bar. But he saw just how tense her shoulders were under that bravado. Or maybe he was just projecting because he could feel the rigidity in his own spine.
a/n: me elisha and tiff wrote the most unhinged au our combined chaos could come up with for @grishaversebigbang 2023. make sure to check out the stunning art from our materialki below
Ethrealki: @dregstrash @wafflesandkruge
Summary:
Zoya didn’t need anyone. It was a lesson that had been burned into her after she’d let Nikolai into her life four years ago, and he’d responded by sabotaging her chances at Top Gun. When the best of the best are called back to North Island for a dangerous mission, Zoya and Nikolai must set aside the past and work together once again. But the heart is a tricky thing, and Zoya isn’t sure if she’s ready to let go of her grudges just yet…
AKA the love square meets top gun au with lots of pining, angst, and loaded history.
Read on AO3 or Chapter 1 below the cut
What's the name (or link) of your Fem!Kaz fic please?
I could have sworn I had posted this on Ao3 but I guess I was wrong.
pls take this horrible pic of our wonderful mugs 😌
world’s best mug arrives in two weeks 😌✨
kaz heavily implying/admitting that inej is his weakness is something that can be the most personal thing to ever exist, actually
going insane right now, like: imagine you’re kaz brekker, and you haven’t held anyone’s hand since you were 9 years old.
but you meet a girl whose laughter you wish you could bottle and get drunk on, a girl who makes you believe there’s still magic in the world. you watch as your friends reach out and pull her close and you want to too. you want to. and she wants you with your armor down, but you’re also scared to drown, and the last person whose hand you willing held was your brother’s, and that was a lifetime of tragedy ago.
you lose this girl who wants you without your armor. you get her back. you finally tell her what she means to you out loud. cons are run and empires fall and vengeance is had. then, one day, you are standing by the harbour with her. and you give her her parents back and a ship to pursue justice. and even when you think she already has everything she could possibly want in the world now, she still wants you. so, for the first time in many, many years, you reach out and take someone’s hand. you take her hand, and stare out at the sea, and listen as she asks you to come and meet her parents.
you’re kaz brekker, and you’re willingly holding hands, skin against skin, for the very first time since you were 9 years old. and all you can do is ask the love of your life if your tie is straight.
there’s this fic you wrote a while back called “these are our golden days” and I keep coming back to it when I’m in my zoyalai funk. So I was wondering, would you ever consider writing a chapter 2?
Hi!
Wow!
That fic was actually so much fun and I definitely think I had plans for it. So maybe a chapter 2 isn’t unrealistic. But I don’t know if I’ll get to it soon.
I do have a prequel if you’re interested:
If you wanted any of my other Zoyalai stuff I have a series on Ao3 (https://archiveofourown.org/series/2284442)
But if that isn’t your speed @wafflesandkruge has some phenom zoyalai stuff as well
y’all, dont get it twisted…
Malkolai, Zoyalina, Nikolina, Malya… they are all lovely, i ship them all dearly, i am ride or die for them. but they all ultimately fall apart. none of them work long term. they are incredible for exploring different parts of the characters, for creating tension, but none of them are END GAME
All six love square ships are so important to me, but Malina and Zoyalai are canon FOR A REASON.
am I the only zoyalai who didn’t like the crumb at the end 😭
may i ask if there’s going to be an event this year?
sure is!
stay tuned, we're getting things set up as we speak
soft signups will open in April and be open for about two months
Full timeline and details to come!
My favorite thing about zoyalai is the fact that both of them are pretty selfish.
Both of them would admit it.
Both of them would say it with pride.
But they also work against it.
All the time. They don’t want to sacrifice the good of one for the good of the many. They want to save everyone. They want to be the ones make that sacrifice.
Because both of them believe that they are cold and calculating enough to handle the fall.
But they’re not.
They hide behind their arrogance and charm, and pretend like they don’t see themselves each other. And know they’d rather die than see the other hurt but never ever admit to how much they like each other.
They’re idiots. They’re in love. But they’re also idiots.
The Tolya asexual erasure in the fandom is depressing
Depressing and I’ll add seriously rude
