Oh my god. My feelings man. Fucking finally. I love them so much.

Guys OMG I am so HYPE!!!!!!!

Like omg I am SO FUCKING HAPPY!! FMP has been my 2nd favorite anime forever!!! Rivaled only by YOI. So you have NO IDEA how happy this makes me. I know I’m late to the party but no one else I know watches it except me so I’m finding out now. SO AWESOME!

Release date: April 2018

I AM SO HAPPY!!!

Day 16 kigurumi cosplay of your favorite character

.....I'm not even going to lie. I have no idea what Kigurumi is. I looked it up and it said dressing up like animal characters, kinda like Disney World. So, ok, here is Sousuke dressed up! I love Fumoffu, it's funny as hell. It's not as serious, but it's not suposed to be. It's supposed to show school life and not all the drama of the military. One day I will buy fumoffu and my FMP collection will be complete! Muahahaha!

I love when Sousuke holds Kaname's hand. Or when he holds her at all. Sousuke is such an adorable character that whenever he does something unexpectedly sweet it makes my heart beat faster.

Day 3 Your Anime Crush

I can't pick just one. I love so many. And all for different reasons. So I did my top 5 Anime crushes, just because I love them all so much.

Edward Elric- I freaking love Ed with a fiery passion. He is so dedicated to what he believes in. He wants to get his little brothers body back and won't stop until he's reached his goal. But he doesn't step on people or hurt innocents to get what he wants. When he finds out about the stone he is horrified. He is so sweet and easily embarrassed which I think is so cute. He gets mad about his height and hates all the jokes, and I think it's hilarious as hell to watch his reactions. I also love that he gets taller than Winry by the end of the series. Ed is just so awesome I can't imagine anyone NOT falling head over heels in love with him. I just love how he and Winry are friends as well as in love. I love how not every moment has to be candles and romance. You can tell that they love each other even when they are shoping or fighting with each other. They have a real natural relationship and I love that he can be playful and romantic.

Rin Okumura- Rin is Adorable, adorable, adorable!! He loves his brother and his father. He wants nothing more than to live up to his father's reputation. He want's to overcome what he is to be a better person like his fathe ralways said he could be. He loves his friends and tries hard at everything he does. He may not be the sharpest knife in the drawer and he might be forgetful, but he really does try. I love how close he is to his brother and how he would do anything to protect the ones he loves.

Sousuke Sagara- Ah Sousuke, why do I love you? Because you are such an idiot! No, but really, he's adorable too. He's super obsessed with his military stuff, which I can relate too, because I have my own obsessions. I love how protective he is of Kaname. He goes to great lengths to protect her from a threat, even if the threat isn't real. He would jump on a gernade to save her and I love that about him. He does what he believes is right and doesn't second guess himself. I also love how he tries to be a normal high school boy but he just can't seem to do it.

Ryuji Takasu- OMG I WANT A HUSBAND LIKE RYUJI! I'm sorry. I love all of these guys but Ryuji is perfect husband material. He can cook, clean, sew, repair stuff and so much more. Plus he loves Taiga so damn much. I can't even contain how many feelings I have for him. When he confesses his love for her and when I see everything he does for her it's just so damn awesome that I can't help but "Awwwww!" everytime.

Sebastian Michealis- .....He is just a badass. Look at that sexy face and tell me that you wouldn't have a crush on him. He's good at everything and nothing is too impossible a task. He's very serious but he does have a sense of humor and when you see it, it just comes out of left field that it catches you off gaurd. I love how loyal he is to Ciel. I don't care if it's a contract. Sebastian will do anything for Ciel and would go to extraordinary lengths to make Ciel's wishes come true.

So these are my top 5 Anime crushes and the reason why I can't ever have a boyfriend....Nobody will ever match up.

Let me fall asleep embraced in your arms tonight.

My Jell-o is now frozen. Why can't anything ever go right in my life! I just want my    jell-o!!

So then we had to take it to a mechanic and he said it was one thing, my starter. So Jamie went with him to get the piece. And it didn't fit. So he went out to 3 more stores until he finally found one that fit. When I say 3 I mean he left then came back then left then came back. He took for fucking ever. So then he finally gets that to work and tells me that the real problem is my A/C converter or what the hell ever. So me and Jamie sat in the 100* heat for 8 hours for him to tell me that he couldn't get the part until tomorrow morning so we are stranded in Baltimore. We checked out of our hotel this morning so we had to find a new one. Thank god for Jamie's dad for taking care of everything. And then he said that it was only gonna be a temporary fix anyway. So I'm shelling out 300$ for temporary? Oh and the best part? He doesn't accept credit or debit. What kind of shady back alley transactions am I dealing with? Who just has that kind of money in cash? Do I look like a stripper with a big roll of one's? And I had to leave my car, and my stuff there overnight. So I took all my expensive stuff with me and just left my books and clothes. Nobody better steal my shit or I swear to god. So most of my day was just a clusterfuck. Just so damn stressful.   

I don't even know how I feel right now.

I don't wanna do this paper. Not at all.

After all that MORTAL COMBAT singin, it's so time for bed.

I'm coming home from my moms just now and I'm exhausted. We've been grocery shopping for 8 hours and it was an hour and a half drive home. I am so exhausted I can barely keep my freaking eyes open, plus I'm worried about the food spoiling in my car. So I was going a little faster than the speed limit said. All of a sudden I see a cop so I slow down immediately. He turns around and follows me for two minutes before turning on his lights. So I'm like, "Fucking hell!" So he comes up and tells me I was speeding and asks for my shit. I give it to him and try to explain that I've been grocery shopping all day. He takes my stuff and of course comes back with a 105$ ticket. What the fucking hell? He can't just give me a break? Really? There will be plenty of Drunks on the road tomorrow that he can bust, but he's going to bust someone who was taking care of her family all day? Fuck you, you fucking good for nothing, never there when I need you, but can give me bull-shit ticket, fucking ass hole! I fucking hate you!

Almost ready for bed. I'm so exhausted.  

Me, Jamie and Megan are going to the beach today and we are so doing this!!! It's going to be so much fun!!!

I'm very sleepy but I wanna read Sigma tonight...

I love both Hell's Kitchen and Master chef. However, Hell's kitchen is full of anger and drama. Whereas, Masterchef is full of bad assery. (Yes...I randomly make up words. Cuz I'm cool.  )