Achievement unlocked: discovered piece of media at exact right time in your life to experience maximum peak emotional impact and infatuation
10 year old me discovering the soap opera All My Children right when Bianca Montgomery's coming out storyline was happening and my baby gay self had no idea what it meant to be a lesbian. It was my first fandom long before Tumblr and AO3 back in the day when we depended on Fanfiction.net. It's 22 years later and I still read the fanfics & watch playlists online.