Not good enough

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I’m Having Soul Pains | “Just breathe”

CW: Captivity, forced to perform, cursing, dissociation, panic, violence (implied/mentioned), Robin being mean

Kell wasn’t good enough tonight. He knew it.

The thought was like a splinter in his mind. Twisting and turning. And the more he tried to get rid of it, the deeper it lodged.

He had screwed up. Or rather he was screwing up at that very moment.

Either way it was too late to change anything.

He had to keep going. He had to stand still and finish the song as if nothing was wrong. Even though everything in his mind told him to run and hide.

He could feel his voice shaking. He hoped no one would notice.

Oryn would notice. He always did.

His stomach twisted at the thought of it. Panic rolled over him like a wave. His voice shook again.

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