It's so frustrating how you're so excited to read a very specific scene in a fanfic AND IT'S NOT JUST FVCKING WRITING ITSELF
#it's just so fvcking hard to be a writer#there are so many thoughts plots actions in your head#but when it comes to writing it down the images dissolve and the words just disappear like wtf is up with that?????#what happens when you're neck deep in a ship and a character and a fandom and wants to read quality fics but there are almost none#Ok there's a few but they're SO FEW I'm literally crying at 3am#and then you realize the horror that you have to be The One to write it down#I am purely running on caffeine and daydreams and rage#i am just a smol writer with big problems help#writer problems#fanfics#shipping problems#dramione#zutara#bethyl#Haruno Sakura#currently obsessed with dilf pedro pascal by the way#pedro pascal#the mandalorian#din djarin#joel miller#the last of us