im sorry to bother you i just really want to talk to someone i feel so terrible and shitty and lonely and i have no reason to live but i dont want to die and im always so sad and confused and i dont want to tell my friends about it because i dont want to burden them and i dont think they care and i dont even know why i feel this way i hate myself and everyone else and i dont know what to do please tell me what to do im so so tired of being sad
Hi there, anon. I’m really sorry to hear you’re doing so badly.
First of all, you’re not bothering me. I’m glad you’re willing to talk to me, honestly. It’s a lot better than keeping everything inside.
Bottling up all these feelings really isn’t good, anon. I suggest trying to talk to your friends about it or, if you’d really rather not, try 7cupsoftea or similar websites. I’m sure your friends won’t mind you talking to them, though. They’re your friends for a reason, after all.
You can try checking out some of these links 1 2 to maybe help you cope with your depression (at least I’m assuming that’s what you’re describing).
Lastly, I want to address something. I don’t believe that anybody needs a “reason” to live. Simply you, existing for yourself, on your own terms, is all you need. No justification. I hope you can ponder that a bit and, maybe, see things the way I see them.
I hope some of this helps you, anon. Best wishes.