Anonymous asked:
do u like men
Anonymous asked:
Could you post alone omen 3 by king krule
count your lucky stars, anon!
Thanks for the music!
my pleasure! i'll be digitally ripping my vinyl collection in its entirety soon... i'm sure some will appear here. few already exist in my # posted below.
(also i'll scope out that dub mix for ya!)
Anonymous asked:
what is love?
Anonymous asked:
I feel like only you can help me with this, one time I was on Tumblr a really cool edition of frankestein, it was like curated I think,with a bunch of photography relating to the story, do you know what I'm talking about? I wanted to show a friend but I can't find it for the life of me
hmm! sadly i'm only familiar with Frankenstein from a fictional standpoint. perhaps my fellow horror enthusiasts would know?
Have u seen Longlegs??
my NPP recommended this to me earlier! i'm in the dark entirely on it... should i check into it?
Don't know where I'd be without your blog. Thank you for keeping it running. Incidentally, is love real? Life keeps kicking me in the balls in that regard, shattering all my ideas about love; nothing ever seems to work out.
Maybe love is just something we imagined, like an old myth? or an ancient collective psychosis? Not that it being imagined reduces its intrinsic value or anything, but, I guess I just wanted to hear your thoughts on that. Is love real? Is it out there?
I feel like I'm Fox Mulder-ing now. Sorry for the ramble! I adore your blog. You're super cool. Take care of yourself!
hey, hi! i've arisen from my crypt to blog again after a mini hiatus. i apologize for all my delays across the board.
thank you for the appreciation! i love hearing it—and it definitely keeps me active here. i adore the fascinating acquaintances/friends that i've made on here. (some for over 10 years! @funeral 👀)
on the topic of love: i tenderly believe it does exist on this plane of existence. romantically speaking, i found myself unified with it but once... and it compared to nothing else i've experienced. however, i believe for a genuine love to exist, the idea needs to be understood & reciprocated fully by each individual. there are few concepts in this life i yearn for—but love remains top of the list. i try exuding love wherever i go, whenever applicable, in hopes it'll act as a contagion thereafter. it's returned to me many momentous opportunities in the past, simply by choosing kindness by default. [moreover, at times, you must protect your love, or it could be drained from you without remorse or gratitude.]
sending big love your way! 🤍
Anonymous asked:
isn’t it funny how that last anon ask phrased it likr “do you ever tire of” as if that exact phrasing isn’t pretentious as all hell. Do you think he’s being sarcastic
all i know is on the rare occasion that i receive anon hate, it's been four times and counting now that they've used the insult 'pretentious.' it's lost its edge by now; their psychoanalysis lacks commitment.
anybody who knows me personally i'm sure would vouch that i am, in fact, far from the adjective. i'd say my personal faults are at times flighty & unreliable—at least first that come to mind. it always fascinates me how strangers perceive one another through the likes of digital media, though. furthermore... investing their energy attempting to tear another person/people down.
Anonymous asked:
do you ever tire of being a pretentious fuck
What’s this app about , how to use it
nobody truly knows
Anonymous asked:
who is that in ur profile pic? :3
myself! yet people commonly think this blog is run by a female. 🦩
Anonymous asked:
You're one of my favorite blogs, and I've discovered some good music because of you as well. Thanks <3
you’re quite welcome! 🏹⛅️
i wish i could make the music/playlists more ‘accessible’ to everyone. i had high hopes for MixCloud, but IIRC their copyright-tech was pretty solid.
// i’ve been sacrificing both my sanity and wrist-tendons lately to expedite my programming skills… sooo perhaps something will spawn from that…… in the meantime any other suggestions?
every few days i go through your blog and listen the music you post and look at the pictures and it's a whole transcendent experience for me i think you are one of the very few people who know what it means to be alive. mwah
😭😭😭 that is incredibly sweet, and i truly can’t thank you enough for sharing (and doing) that. 🖇️
this blog consists largely of any remaining social interactions i choose to engage in these days. i turned 30 yesterday—and i’ve struggled with this “complete detachment from society” recurring-phase-thing since the beginning of adulthood. needless to say i haven’t been posting much bc i’m currently between the knuckles of it.
so again, thankthankthankyou. i needed this. ☺️
PS – if there’s anything further i can do to “integrate” my content from here, i’m always open to suggestions!
If you could decide what to put in a magazine, what would you want to see and read?
subliminally self-restorative imagery & fragmented prose. subdued color palettes. innovations.
Anonymous asked:
Hi, I know you’re not a therapist or anything so you can absolutely ignore this but idk where else to put it… I feel like you are somebody who would understand.
I’m a young woman who found out about Gen January last year. I have never, ever felt more connected with a person. I can’t even listen to their music without feeling physically ill, when I look at a photograph of them it’s like looking at an old lover who’s died (I apologise if I’m using wrong pronouns by the way I’m just not sure which to use so I usually use they)
It was okayish, just an admiration until I had a manic episode (I’m bipolar) and subsequent depressive episode where I became convinced they were literally living in my body. Like I could feel their presence 24/7, everything I did was to do with them, I couldn’t read anything that wasn’t read by or related to Gen in some way. I couldn’t even look in the mirror because I would see Jackie. I became so jealous of her I couldn’t listen to any of Gen’s music past 1990 because the specific way that they loved with pandrogyny was everything I had ever wanted - Genesis was everything I had ever wanted. Genesis was the love of my life I thought.
It felt like all the confusing feelings and emotions and authors I have liked and poets and painters I’ve admired and just EVERYTHING was shared by them when I never even knew it. The more I learnt the more I felt connected. I couldn’t sleep at night because all I could do was just think about Genesis, and Neil, and all the versions of who they were in their lifetime. It felt like being reborn in a way… I felt like a prophet for them. I’ve never related to anybody more in my entire life. It’s like I found my twin flame but I know so many other people think that about Genesis as well. But I can’t explain it, this just feels different.
It subsided a bit when I got a boyfriend but Genesis is always in the back of my mind even now. Even after being medicated, I still feel like we are connected somehow and I feel this sorrow for them almost 24/7. It feels like I have lost a child. Like some sort of grief. I’m not the best at putting my thoughts into words, but I just can’t handle this. I love Genesis so, so much. More than I can write down or explain. I get this stomachache when I think about their life and how beautiful they were.
Do you have any advice or any helpful words? I’m really struggling. I feel so crazy. Sorry that this is so out of the blue. Sending love! ❤️
this message is extremely touching—and you shouldn’t feel ashamed by the intensity of your emotions toward Gen! however, i’m glad to hear medication helped to some degree, as these situations can prove to be very exhausting.
regarding Gen—as last i knew ‘they’ sufficiently addressed the Pandrogyne—they certainly had an incalculable influence on countless many during their lifespan on this realm. speaking for myself, i’ve worn a psychick cross pendant for years, along with it having been my first tattoo. Thee Temple Ov Psychick Youth was/is yet another brilliant idea of Gen’s… but, as we know, Gen disbanded from the concept upon feeling that it had shifted into somewhat of a religious cult. its intention was always to be an influence for artistic expression and self-empowerment—sort of an evolution from COUM Transmissions—but nothing beyond those basic principles alone.
fast-forwarding to more current times, i felt it to be such a privilege that they utilized contemporary media (notably Instagram) to remain virtually connected and provide further documentation. in one of their conversations with Carl Abrahamsson, i recall them accurately predicting the potential significance of technology, and what it could/would become. [i highly recommend obtaining a copy of this book: Sacred Intent.]
when Gen eventually did transcend beyond their mortal vessel, i recall this same feeling as you’ve noted… somewhat of a ‘unity’ between them & self. unselfishly, it was a relief to know they no longer had to suffer from ongoing cancer. but, beyond that, there was purely this feeling of their presence still being here… perhaps a universal feeling which then manifested into S/he Is (Still) Her/e.
the only advice i could provide given the circumstances are essentially the root of what you’ve already been doing: learning about, discussing, and manifesting the lessons & artistic creations they provided to the universe. if you’re an avid lover of music, do recall the role they played in pioneering both the Industrial and Acid House genres. if Gen desires anything from you, it’d likely be at the core of their teachings in TOPY, which was recognizing and seizing your unlocked potential as a Human Be-ing. forgive yourself for your behavior in the matter; then continue to be influenced by the infinite wisdom of their words and actions.
S/he Is Still Her/e. 丰