hi idk what im doing

dead boy detectives aka what if the unstoppable force and the immovable object met and FELL IN LOVE??

OKAY SO IM SOBBING THATS SO AAAAA THEYRE SO CUTE HEISHAISUSOWAISJSWWAVWUAYWVWBAUWWV

Me when something LGBTQ+ happens in the LGBTQ+ series with the LGBTQ+ characters that I watch because they are LGBTQ+ and have LGBTQ+ characters: 🤯

gay people are in my gay show????? REVOLUTIONARY

in season 2 i know we would have gotten Charles and Crystal dating (unfortunatly cause i dont like them romantically), but damn i am glad Edwin would have gotten a cute irish ghost to flirt with and tried to move on. He deserves to have FUN and explore his sexuality

payneland is the only endgame. edwin and charles are true soulmates.

that being said, let edwin fuck in the meantime. charles will realize his feelings eventually

and maybe (definitely) edwin fucking in the meantime will jumpstart the jealousy and he’ll go OHHHHHHHH I DONT LIKE WHEN YOU TALK TI PEOPLE BC IM IN LOVE WITH YOUUUUUUUUU

Gay people will be like “this is my comfort show!” And then show you the most emotionally devastating, stress-inducing, tragic piece of media you have ever witnessed

:D

The earge to write a body swap dbda fic... How would it work idk ghosts don't have bodies but yk.. could be fun lmao would probably be a one shot though lmao

everything can be explained with “and WITCHES” PLSPLSPLS i would love to read it that would be so cute

Y'all are pulling my arm if you insist

I LOVE YOU OP.

yk how everyone has their breaking point? yeah, i NEED to know what niko sasaki’s is. for medical reasons. i need to know what would make her angry beyond belief and how she would express that. PLEASE HELP

I think Niko would be the kind of person to go off on someone who makes fun of somebody else's interests. Anyone who tries to shame others for enjoying things.

YES SO TRUE!!!

Sometimes I'm funny

LMFAO

OKAY HERES A THING IVE BEEN ITCHING TO TALK ABOUT BUT IVE BEEN AFRAID THAT PEOPLE WILL MISINTERPRET ME

crystal knows that edwin likes charles. look at how she looks at them in the first few episodes especially. look at the things she says about them. “deceased married couple,” for one. i KNOW she knows it. it’s OKAY that she knows it. she KNOWS WHY edwin’s jealous and that’s OKAY. she isn’t obligated to protect edwin’s feelings. she isn’t obligated to refuse to pursue something with charles just because she knows how edwin feels. that’s not her fucking responsibility!! she can be aware and understand and still become involved with charles!!!!

i’ve been so afraid to say this because i don’t want anyone to sit here and think im saying that crystal is a shitty person for doing stuff with charles even though she knows how edwin feels. i’m not saying that at all.

because i’m neurodivergent, i feel i must liken this to my own experiences to help elucidate my meaning.

i had this friend group where everyone knew i had a crush on this one guy. he was my best friend at the time. he told us he had a crush on someone but that he would only tell me because i was the person he trusted the most. he told me it was someone else within the friend group. he then enlisted my help in asking her out and i did it. i had a conversation with her where i asked if she liked anyone and was very clearly trying to coax out an answer. i eventually said something along the lines of “but if you HAD to choose one person to date, who would it be???” and she finally cracked and said that it would be him, but that she would never do anything about it because she couldn’t do that to me. i was immediately like ??? that’s bullshit?? i don’t have any particular claim over this person. sure, i like him, but who am i to stand in the way of a potential relationship? you like him and he likes you and you’re allowed to do something about it. i can put my big boy pants on and say that you both made a choice and accept that i wasn’t it. that’s fine. don’t refuse the fact that you like him for my sake, that’s dumb.

all this to say, edwin liking charles does not mean he has a claim over him. charles can make his own decisions and the one he chose was to pursue crystal. crystal is not then obligated to say “well, because i know that edwin likes him, i will not pursue him back out of respect! even though he likes me and is actively TRYING to pursue me and even though i actively like him back!!”

that’s some BULLSHIT. they are their own people and are capable of making their own decisions!! she can know and still like him and want him and make out with him. that’s fine! stop treating her like a shit person just because she knows!

ADDING ONTO THIS BC IM STILL THINKING ABOUT IT A LITTLE-

that’s probably why she rejected charles for as long as she did. he has this incredibly close relationship with someone who is very clearly in love with him and side-eyes her like crazy since the second charles looked at her. she was attracted to him from the beginning, most definitely, but she didn’t wanna deal with all that. she didn’t want to get in the way of shit. she didn’t want to overstep any bounds. finally, she was like “alr, this dude is gonna hate me regardless. might as well at least have fun.”

guys i just heard the word pa[y]n[e] in a song and my head shot up in such a pavlovian-esque way what in tarnation is wrong with me that is a normal word

So real tho. Literally every time one of my lecturers or seminar tutor mention WW1 - which is often since I'm currently studying Woolf's Mrs Dalloway and Brecht's Mother Courage - my first reaction is 'how much of this would Edwin have known and how much would he have had to find out after Hell?'. This is bad

NO THATS SO REAL OF YOU. I CANT HELP BUT RELATE EVERYTHING I SEE TO DBDA ITS SUCH A PROBLEM- what are my psych and soc classes for if not saying “lmao just like edwin,” or “oh, charles def does this” ???? learning how people work??? certainly not.

Literally it has got to the point where I'm reading literary criticism that is relevant to what I'm studying not because it's useful for my degree but because I think learning about early treatments and theories around shell-shock will help me write fanfiction lmao

NO THATS SO FUCKING REAL IM GLAD WE’RE ON THE SAME PAGE POOKIE 🙏🙏🙏

Charles: We've just started dating. I've got to take it slow. Edwin deserves to be romanced real and propper

Edwin internally: (Do me!Do me!Do me!Do me!Do m-)

dude only just realised what lust was like, he must have gotten slapped in the face with over a century of it all at the same time-

did anyone ask me to make a masterpost of music that edwin might have listened to/enjoyed when he was alive? no. am i going to make one anyway? its already half done actually

pLEASE.

Thinking too much about Charles Rowland is probably not good for my mental health

oh okay so i’m sobbing thanks

guys i just heard the word pa[y]n[e] in a song and my head shot up in such a pavlovian-esque way what in tarnation is wrong with me that is a normal word

So real tho. Literally every time one of my lecturers or seminar tutor mention WW1 - which is often since I'm currently studying Woolf's Mrs Dalloway and Brecht's Mother Courage - my first reaction is 'how much of this would Edwin have known and how much would he have had to find out after Hell?'. This is bad

NO THATS SO REAL OF YOU. I CANT HELP BUT RELATE EVERYTHING I SEE TO DBDA ITS SUCH A PROBLEM- what are my psych and soc classes for if not saying “lmao just like edwin,” or “oh, charles def does this” ???? learning how people work??? certainly not.