How Did I Just Notice This?

So, you know how Azazel was giving this great big speech to Dean right before his death, right? Well, there's a certain part of it that sounded awful peculiar.

HE WAS TAKING ABOUT HIS FREAKING MOTHER! I AM NOT OKAY!

He lost his mother as a child and he wanted to bring her back so bad but he couldn't. There was no way to. Also, there's something about his pyromania. You know how he always targets women who have a six-month year old infant (granted ten years after he made a deal with them but that's beside the point), Jessica being the only exception. Why do you think that is? Some traumas cause people to reenact them once they're older. That's how Lilith died! Now, why is it just him has the pyromania when, at least, Ramiel would remember it too? Because he was the one closest with her, out of all of them.

The part of this that really pisses me off is that, let's just say I am correct? That means you took a baby (Asmodeus) who probably wasn't even weened yet away from his mother, milleniums before Humans even came up with the thought of formula. Which means Alastair would've been losing his mind trying to find a Goddess who could nurse him and there weren't many God births at that time. I am not okay. I'm just not. Like, how could Chuck do this? To a child? Also, do you think Asmodeus got some benfits (small powers) from it?