What we so frequently associate with "androgyny" is this thin, white, lack of gendered characteristics kind of appearance, and there's nothing wrong with looking that way or wanting to. But too easily we forget that androgyny can look fat, or big, and have obviously gendered characteristics, like a beard and breasts. This is the type of androgyny I wish for myself. :3 I'm just a bit too nervous to look that way going out in public, sometimes I wear makeup with my beard but I don't show off my hairy manly body with breasts in public. But I do dress this way more often at home.