Call it the way I see it!

Omg babe, bless you, that is exactly what I needed!! 🥺🥺

I really want them holding hands in the car when Buck gets Eddie home from the hospital 😍 let's manifest that together 🙏🙏

And you are absolutely right, Eddie was in fact putting his son's life (and his own) in his new co-worker hands that day and has done that repeatedly ever since then 👀

I'm fine 🙄 completely fine - with that realization.

I'll see you all that and raise ya - Buck spending the night at Eddie's house to watch over Christopher, lying in Eddie's bed, where his scent still lingers.

And taking Chris to see Eddie the next day at the hospital, sitting next to his bed and holding his hand when it's just them in the room 🥺❤

To those of you out there watching 9-1-1 4x09 tonight,

Happy 9-1-1 day, I hope it treats you well.

To those who have to wait for tomorrow, do like me and sleep, so you can get up early and download it before Uni/work. - I hope it treats you well too.

My grandmother fell a while ago and broke half her body, she's still hospitalized.

So between, hospital visits, me being sick and endless final papers for my diploma, my nerves are pretty fried.

I took a couple of steps back from fandom drama/news.

I do miss you all even if it's only been a few days, I hope for a better mood tomorrow after the episode,

Let's manifest an optimistic end to it together 🙏🤞😌

Sending a big Christopher hug to everyone:

I have to be honest, the last week has been difficult. Personal wise and famdom wise, and often times my escape is the fandom.

It hasn't been much of an escape lately, it's been a mass hysteria over rumors and posts of not the actors or the actual show runners but vague interviews, badly written synopsises, and make up crew posts of flowers.

Yes buddie, no buddie, Ana is never going anywhere, wait but maybe she is, GW didn't post anything new, she's been acknowledged by a single member of the cast, but not about 9-1-1, yes Taylor, no Taylor.

Not regular characters getting more screen time, but no flashback to Covid quarantine time, yes Albert, no maybe it's Josh.

And at no point does anyone consider to tag this fiasco JUST by #9-1-1 speculations or more importantly #9-1-1 spoilers.

If you tagged spoilers but also tagged buddie and 9-1-1 and 9-1-1 on fox, we can ALL see it and the speculation/spoilers tag is meaningless because those that don't want to be spoiled see it anyway.

Also before sending asks about a possible spoiler ask the designated blog owner if they're OK with being spoiled.

I love you all, the fandom has been my escape for a very long time. But life being f***ing hard and all the stress and drama in fandom is a bit too much for me.

So I'm taking a brief break from 9-1-1/buddie fandom for a bit, until my nerves have realigned with my patience lvl again.

Also knowing so much of what I didn't want to know or needed to know, my excitement of having the show back has dwindled to a "Let's just pack the bags and go home" mood.

So until After 9-1-1 4b is back and I watch it and hopefully won't want to break the TV, I'll be taking a small hiatus from Tumblr.

Which also means a break from my 'one Eddie pick a day' routine.

I will however be working on my fics in between writing final papers for my diploma.

I'll be available on the private chats, write to me my precious mutuals, I always miss you. 💕

Again I love this fandom but I'm emotionally done so no hard feelings my loves.

Have a relaxing and restful weekend, sending out hugs and infinite love. ❤

To cheer you up: