Daily #2,201! Processing. ⏳
Daily #2,185! One step. All you have to do today is take one step.
Daily #2,180!
“You are not dead.”
“I am on the inside.”
Daily #2,144! Getting real tired of this guy’s shit. >:I
Daily #1,654! I would like to trade our power in for a new one.
Daily #1,559! A reminder to myself to Do Better.
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Daily #1,546! Of course there’s a reason to be anxious. YOU CAN’T FOOL ME!!
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Daily #1,537! They don’t even pay rent, the jerks!
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Daily #1,477! A special message for a few of my friends. <3
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Daily #1,411! My anxiety and I today.
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Daily #1,342! Most people probably don’t get excited about being on a new medication, but I feel fantastic, so...yay!
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Daily #1,299! Confronting sadness isn’t comfortable, but not confronting it is worse. So basically what I’m saying is that if I never talked about sad thoughts ever...then you should worry!
When things were worse, I tended to ignore them, keep them to myself, and not draw about it. So honestly, if I am drawing out my thoughts, it is a good thing. It means I’m trying to make sense and deal with it.
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Daily #1,286! In a bit of a funk lately and not sure what to make of it.
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Daily #1,259! Playing AA is the only thing keeping me from being a depressed mess right now tbh.
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Daily #731! It's that time of year to reflect on things, and honestly I am very happy with where things have come. Are they perfect and how I'd like them to be? No. But I feel it's been many steps in the right direction.
This year flew by and it was full of many changes for me, nearly all of them personal. Learning to accept myself and make changes that needed to be made. Learning I have value as a person. From beginning to end...what a ride. I think back on a year ago, two years, three years, and more; all those times over and over when I had wished I was dead. When I felt walked on, worthless, and on a straight dead-end path to nowhere.
It's crazy. Absolutely crazy. If I had listened to the darkness in my head, I would not have done or accomplished anything this year or to come. I wouldn't have even had the opportunity to grow as I have had, both as a person and artistically. I would never reach my own potential, and wouldn't that have been a shame? I really hope other people who may be in a dark place of their lives can keep fighting for the upswing they deserve. Sometimes our most ferocious enemies are ourselves and our own lives.
It'll be a struggle. It'll be a fight.
But man...what a relief just to feel like you're alive and worthy again.