goodnight, dodger.

#why is it always Damon? #so much freaking pain #my heart can barely take it #he one hundred percent believes he killed Elena #he’s in so much pain #and all he wants to do is inflict more pain on himself #he doesn’t care if he dies #that point already proven multiple times in the latest episode. #it was so hard to watch him #in that sparring ring #take hit by hit #and then to watch him dish everything back to his opponent #to give all that anger but not feel any of it dissipate #he’s hit the ultimate self loafing level #Damon has always taken to taking out his frustrations #remember the scene where Elena walks in on Damon and the crowbar or whatever it was trashing the Salvatore mansion as he decided it was the best way ‘channel’ his anger #his frustration #but this time it’s different #it’s not disappearing #its building up in him and instead of  turning it off #he holds onto it waiting for the pain and hurt explode inside of him #just think about it #not only did he hold it in and not let anyone know #but the first person he told was the person he knew would hate him the most for it

Burning that bastards body would have been too good for Lily.     

Damon Salvatore Season 6 Appreciation Week || Most heartbreaking Moments. -> It was so hard to choose between those two moments , It was hard for him to discover that his mother had been alive that whole moment and didn’t ask about him , and to say good bye for his anchor to his humanity for 60 years , his happiness , his soul , his heart , and of course he reflected this to me so it was really heart breaking. 

my  n e w  family…

insp.

“Because even if it doesn’t work, even if all goes to hell, even if I’m miserable and alone, the smallest chance at the perfect life with you is infinitely better than an immortal one without you.“

what if something goes wrong? what is your life going to look like                                     w i t h o u t   h e r ?

That’s harsh brother.