honesty is the best poetry

Two of the oldest lovers

So it didn’t work out, and that’s okay. Maybe you gave it your all; maybe you feel you could’ve done more. Regardless, what’s done is done. Don't backtrack. Forgive yourself, focus on your healing, feel your emotions without distraction, and be gentle with yourself through this. You’re going to be just fine, love.

in the club wondering if people can tell i’m traumatized by the way i carry my body

It’s a beautiful day to start over and try again

I like the contrast between the softness of affection and the intensity of desire

i mourn the person i never got to be

what’s meant for me will find me yes but I also have to meet it halfway and encourage it to happen so it does

“whats wrong with you” - a lot actually

all i want is mental peace

Rest In Peace, Mac Miller.

you can't just switch off years of unhealthy behaviors, negative thought patterns, and counterproductive emotions. but u can recognize them and be like 'i'm not engaging. this isn't the end of the world. i'm box breathing. i'm not giving those thoughts attention; i'm acknowledging them and letting them go. i'm going to take a break when i can.' don't be hard on yourself if it doesn't work or you do something that feels like you've set yourself back. that doesn't help, either, lol