This absolute gem of a photo is not seen enough on Tumblr, so I present to you once again, drunk Sebastian Stan aka the fluffiest drunk person you will ever see.
“Better call Bucky with the good hair” - Probably Steve
My anaconda don’t want none unless you got Thighs of Betrayal™
My anaconda don't want none unless you got Thighs of Betrayal™
Bucky, darling, life isn’t a panteen commercial.
Certain things I think about from time to time that results in my heart breaking a little bit every time:
- Bucky learning about how the world has changed all on his own
- Bucky being scared of any human interaction at first because he is afraid of himself
- Bucky trying to learn how to use a microwave to heat up food, but not being able to understand how to use it at first so he just eats half cold food and goes to bed
- Bucky feeling really alone when he can’t completely understand the new world he’s stepped into after so long
- Bucky waking up in the middle of the night with a certain triggering memory and not being able to fall back asleep
- Bucky knowing that as soon as Zemo said those words he would lose himself again and asking him to stop
- The horror in Bucky’s system when he realises that people are saying he did the U.N bombing, meaning they will come for him and he has to hurt people again in order to escape
- Bucky just wanting his life and his mind back but having that snatched away from him every time he gets anywhere near a point where he thinks he’s okay
- Bucky writing in notebooks about everything he can possibly remember in the fear of losing his memory again
- “But I knew him”
- “Ready to comply”
- “I don’t know if I’m worth all this”
imagine how pissed bucky got when he learned that steve jumped on a grenade in training camp
“I tell you to not do anything stupid, and your idea of anything stupid doesn’t include jumping on a goddamn grenade?” Bucky says to Steve when they’re alone and Steve just shrugs while Bucky looks at him with a mix of slight adoration and slight anger.
You know what has always killed me about this scene? It’s a combination of him realising that he knew the ‘man on the bridge’ and being so helpless as to stop Hydra from taking away his memories (again), his screams of pain and more importantly, the fact that before this scene, he is the Winter Soldier. A ruthless killer with no emotions or fears. And then you see his hand trembling and the deep shaky breathing, just waiting for the excruciating pain that he’s about to be put through. For a couple of seconds, you don’t see Winter Soldier, the ruthless killing machine on your screen; you see Bucky Barnes, helpless, scared and about to be brainwashed.
Certain things I think about from time to time that results in my heart breaking a little bit every time:
- Bucky learning about how the world has changed all on his own
- Bucky being scared of any human interaction at first because he is afraid of himself
- Bucky trying to learn how to use a microwave to heat up food, but not being able to understand how to use it at first so he just eats half cold food and goes to bed
- Bucky feeling really alone when he can’t completely understand the new world he’s stepped into after so long
- Bucky waking up in the middle of the night with a certain triggering memory and not being able to fall back asleep
- Bucky knowing that as soon as Zemo said those words he would lose himself again and asking him to stop
- The horror in Bucky’s system when he realises that people are saying he did the U.N bombing, meaning they will come for him and he has to hurt people again in order to escape
- Bucky just wanting his life and his mind back but having that snatched away from him every time he gets anywhere near a point where he thinks he’s okay
- Bucky writing in notebooks about everything he can possibly remember in the fear of losing his memory again
- “But I knew him”
- “Ready to comply”
- “I don’t know if I’m worth all this”
“I know how much Bucky means to you, I really do. But you need to let this go”
This damn line pisses me off so much now that I think about it because like….no. You clearly don’t know how much Bucky means to Steve if in any twisted reality you expect Steve to back away from trying to save his best friend. It’s like Steve said, he had Bucky when he had nothing, when he was nothing but a skinny guy who never backed down from a fight. So now that Bucky has nothing, you think that there is a way in hell that Steve won’t stand by him till his last breath? It’s the same deal with Tony saying “So was I”. Yes, we get it, you were “friends”. But there is LITERALLY 75 years of history that Steve and Buck share. You think that he won’t give up his life let alone anything else in this world to save Bucky especially since he failed once before?
Almost on the eve of Captain America : Civil War releasing in my country, I went ahead and rewatched Captain America : Winter Solider (because I’m a Bucky stan that’s why), and basically this line hasn’t left my mind ever since “I had Bucky even when I had nothing else”. Of course Steve is going to go to hell and back for Bucky and tbh, it’s giving me major feels.