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“Lavender Remains” chapter 13

💙  You can find this story on my AO3 as well, and here’s the first chapter on my Tumblr in case you’ve missed it. All chapters have the tag #lavender remains. 💙

⛔ WARNING ⛔

Explicit non-con and violence in this story! Graphic violence in this chapter. Read at own risk!

Chapter 13: “Do or Die”

James let out a pained sound when Michael slipped off the coffee table and disappeared from his field of view. He landed somewhere on the floor by the wall and he could hear a soft groan escaping him along with the slight crunching sound of broken glass. Even though he was almost numb with shock James could somehow all too well feel the pain still coursing through him from Martin's assault - it felt like his insides were burning and his entire body was trembling visibly. Everything was happening so fast, almost too fast for him to take in. He noticed that the sound of rapidly approaching stilettos was intensifying and with his hands still trapped in the cuffs behind his back he turned to look.

"You're fucking dead, Michael!!" the blonde roared furiously as she quickly made her way towards the coffee table. Her hand was clenching the gun, her index finger already on the trigger.    

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“Lavender Remains” chapter 12

💚  You can find this story on my AO3 as well, and here’s the first chapter on my Tumblr in case you’ve missed it. All chapters have the tag #lavender remains. 💚

⛔ WARNING ⛔

Explicit non-con and violence in this story! Graphic violence and explicit non-con sexual content in this chapter. Read at own risk!

Chapter 12: “Punishment”

The driver let out a slightly strained grin while he pressed James harder against the table top, preventing him from kicking and turning too violently. The weight the man applied almost squeezed the wind out of his lungs. Subdued and unable to move James heaved for air as he tore at the cuffs behind his back - the only part of him that he was still somewhat able to move. His face was turned to the side, facing the woman who had lit another cigarette and was watching the scene from a distance while casually leaning against the dresser. She seemed completely indifferent. But a slightly sadistic gleam in her eye made her carefree behavior even more terrifying and the way she was looking at him made James cringe.

"Yes, that's it," Martin groaned as he tightened his grip on the waistband of James’ jeans and tore at it hard. The sound of the zipper and fabric tearing was loud and seemed almost surreal. For a few seconds the driver lifted himself up a little and quickly pulled James' jeans down and off, exposing his naked buttocks. James squirmed and kicked while he had to opportunity to do so, but the man seemed unimpressed by his attempt to break free. A grin was his only response. There was soft rattling sound when the jeans landed in a pile somewhere on the floor. Martin was quick and grabbed James' hips, pulling him across the table plate towards himself with a swift movement. James found that he was suddenly with his knees on the floor while his torso was pressed down on the coffee table. The man pressed himself against him from behind once more to keep him still. The air in the room felt cold against James' exposed skin, goose bumps forming everywhere on his body. His cheeks burned and his eyes watered up from the degrading position he was in - completely and utterly exposed. And scared beyond belief.

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“Lavender Remains” chapter 11

💛  You can find this story on my AO3 as well, and here’s the first chapter on my Tumblr in case you’ve missed it. All chapters have the tag #lavender remains. 💛

⛔ WARNING ⛔

Explicit non-con and violence in this story! Violence and slight (non-con) sexual content in this chapter. Read at own risk!

Chapter 11: “The Negotiation”

"Yes," the woman said into the cell phone just as the driver pushed Michael into a deep, beige armchair at the end of the coffee table. He plopped down on the cushion not taking his eyes off James for a second. Still cradling his aching hand he was completely focused on James even though the driver was staring him down.

"No, can't do," the woman continued and placed the gun on a dresser, fishing out a cigarette from a drawer. Squeezing the phone between her ear and shoulder she managed to light the cigarette and took a deep drag of it.

"You're a negotiator. That means you have to negotiate," she said and a plume of gray smoke seeped out of her mouth as she spoke.

"Now you listen and you listen good. I want an armored car and free passage to the nearest airport. In return I can give you a hostage once we get there. But only if you play nice," she said, casting a quick, annoyed glance at Michael. Walking around in small circles while talking on the phone she was smoking the cigarette so hard that the tip was one long piece of glowing ashes.

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“Lavender Remains” chapter 10

💜  You can find this story on my AO3 as well, and here’s the first chapter on my Tumblr in case you’ve missed it. 💜

⛔ WARNING ⛔

Explicit non-con and violence in this story! Violence in this chapter. Read at own risk!

Chapter 10: “When the Tables Turn”

"Thought you could play the hero, huh?" the man said, shaking Michael aggressively by his collar. Blinking Michael tried to get the feeling of being on board a carousel to vanish and he narrowed his eyes at the man. Nearby he could hear James whimpering and by the mere sound of it the carousel seemed to slow down a little bit, anger immediately washing through him. While Michael's glance was fixed at the driver's face his hands were trying to steady his body by grabbing a hold of the edge of the top of the chest of drawers behind his back.

"Look where that got ya. Now I get to smash your head in while your boyfriend watches," the driver said in a menacing voice, a wide grin curling the corners of his mouth upwards. Michael narrowed his eyes more, unable to conceal the fuming anger exploding within him. The horrified, muffled noises coming from James nearby only fueled it further and within a split second Michael had kneed the man between the legs, sending him tumbling backwards with a loud yelp. As he fell backwards his arms were flailing helplessly, a thin spray of saliva spewed into the air from his mouth as he cried out in pain. The opposite wall broke his fall and caught him as he smacked into it with his back first, almost knocking the wind out of him. Still leaned against the chest of drawers Michael immediately straightened up, uttering a small groan when sharp pulses of pain shot through his head from his bruised temple. Looking around he desperately tried to locate the missing gun, but at first glance it seemed to have vanished. All he could see was brown carpet. By the wall in front of him the driver was cupping his privates, heaving for air as he was groaning incoherent profanities. But he was already starting to advance at Michael again, threateningly hunchbacked and teeth exposed in a mix between a snarl and a pained grimace. Looking around for any sort of weapon Michael came up short - instead he readied his fists as he glared at the approaching man.

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“Lavender Remains” chapter 6

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WARNING:

Explicit non-con and violence in upcoming chapters! Violence and mild NSFW non-con in this chapter. Read at own risk!

Chapter 6: “Preparation”

Confusion mixed with fear rippled through James as her hand was resting on his upper chest and she was looking at him with a sort of skew smile - like she knew something he didn't. Which indeed was the case. He still didn't know if Michael was okay. He didn't know what was in the pill he had been forced to swallow. He didn't even know why he was still here. Where ever here was. He knew nothing because she wasn't telling him anything or answering any of his questions. It scared him senseless to be completely in the dark like this and she probably knew that, using it to her advantage. She might be insane but she wasn't stupid. Clenching the water pipe in frustration he dared to look at her shortly:

"What do you want from me...?" he asked. Her hand was still resting on his chest and she brushed a loose strand of her blonde hair back behind her ear while looking at him with a mischievous expression on her face. Biting her lip she leaned in ever so slightly, her warm breath hitting his skin. As she started trailing her fingers down his chest she let out a giggle.

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“Lavender Remains” chapter 5

💜 You can find this story on my AO3 as well, and here’s the first chapter on my Tumblr in case you’ve missed it. 💜

WARNING:

Explicit non-con and violence in upcoming chapters! Slight violence in this chapter. Read at own risk!

Chapter 5: “Dollars and Spring Water”

Metallic, rattling sounds pierced the silence in the small room and James turned his head to look at the little, rectangular window to his right. It was her. Automatically a small chill ran through him. He had been sitting on the cold concrete floor for what felt like an eternity, but now he was fighting to get back up into a standing position. The fact that his hands were cuffed to the pipe behind him didn't exactly make this an easy task. Just as he managed to stand up straight the door opened on the soundless hinges and the blonde woman came into view. She was carrying something, but James didn't take notice. Instead he was busy preparing himself for whatever might come next.

"Right where I left you," she smirked as she walked towards him. They gained eye contact for a brief moment and she sent him a brilliant smile before walking up to him. The stilettos clicked against the floor as she quickly covered the distance between them. Suddenly she reached out her free hand towards his face and James automatically flinched slightly. This only produced a little chuckle from the blonde who grabbed a hold of the scarf in his mouth. With a swift movement she removed the dusty gag by pulling at it and forcing it down over his chin. Licking his dry lips James hurried to look at the floor again, taking on the submissive role which he knew was the least likely to provoke her. She then lifted up the thing she was carrying.

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“Lavender Remains” chapter 4

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WARNING:

Explicit non-con and violence in upcoming chapters! Slight violence in this chapter. Read at own risk!

Chapter 4: “The Exchange”

Michael was pacing back and forth, the sound of the asphalt under his shoes raw and piercing in the silence. He couldn't believe that this was happening and every two seconds his left and free hand would clench into a fist only to open again or scratch at the fabric of his coat or jeans restlessly. The suitcase in his right hand was heavy and he tightened his grip anxiously around its handle while his mind spun, his thoughts grasping helplessly at all and any possible theories of how to solve this peacefully.

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“Lavender Remains” chapter 3

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WARNING:

Explicit non-con and violence in upcoming chapters! Read at own risk!

Chapter 3: “Trapped”

Darkness. Then small specks of light shifting in intensity and flaring up once in a while. James tried to focus on the light dots in the dark, but every time he did they seemed to either fade out or give him a headache. He felt so incredibly tired. Where was he? It felt like he was lying down on a very slow moving carousel. Feeling a little sick he tried to focus on a dot of light again - and it flared up, resulting in a dull pain shooting through his head. He then realized that it wasn't dark around him at all. He had been looking at the inside of his eyelids, and the specks of light were only present when he had tried to open them. He heard himself mumble something incoherent as he tried to force his eyes open. Immediately pain ricocheted around inside his head like a stray bullet and a moan escaped him. Moving a little he discovered that he was lying on his side on something uncomfortably cold and hard. His hair fell over his eyes as he moved, shadowing them from the bright light. This allowed him to finally open his eyes without instantly closing them again. Looking through strands of hair he found himself staring at a concrete floor full of dried spatters of white paint and oil drops. His head hurt and his entire body felt like he had a massive hangover. Had he really drunk that much yesterday? Blinking James suddenly vaguely remembered that he had been in the parking lot outside the inn and he thought he remembered the backseat of a car. His eyes had adjusted a little to the sharp light and he looked up, seeing wooden plank walls without any decoration. Squinting he noticed strip lamps emitting a hard, white light in the ceiling. Being able to feel his own pulse hammer painfully in his head he wanted to shade his eyes, but he suddenly realized that he couldn't move his hands. Somehow they were fixed behind his back and when he tried to move them a sound of metal hitting metal reached his ears.

"What the hell...?" he heard himself groan as he turned his head only to see that he had been cuffed to a water pipe. Instantly his heart rhythm picked up speed and his breath automatically hitched. Quickly he tried to sit up, still disoriented and feeling groggy. What was going on? Swallowing he noticed how dry his mouth was and confused he looked around in the room, which was still a bit blurry. He finally managed to sit up properly and lean against the pipe which stretched from the ceiling to the floor.

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“Lavender Remains” chapter 2

💙 You can find this story on my AO3 as well, and here’s the first chapter on my Tumblr in case you’ve missed it. 💙

WARNING:

Explicit non-con and violence in upcoming chapters! Read at own risk!

Chapter 2: “A Connoisseur's Choice”

Darkness had fallen outside the windows of the restaurant and the warm, orange light from the room’s many lamps reflected in the glass. James had finished his meal some time ago and was now just staring into the air, relaxing while feeling full but yet not content. He was thinking about Michael's jealousy and his own lack of ability to tell him exactly what was on his mind. He needed to learn how to open up. He sometimes felt like he wasn't even trying, like he was stuck in a repetitive groove in an old LP record. He would have to work on that and it was something that he definitely wanted to discuss with Michael later. Sighing he took a sip of wine and leaned back a little. In the same moment he could hear someone approaching the table.

"Everything satisfactory, sir?" the blonde waiter asked with a smile. James nodded and looked at the petite woman while carefully placing his knife and fork in the "I'm finished" position on the plate slightly embarrassed that he had forgotten to do so. He then returned her smile.

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“Lavender Remains” chapter 1

SUMMARY:

James and Michael have decided to explore their newfound feelings for each other after the "X-Men: Days of Future Past" wrap by staying at a secluded country inn. Keeping their romance a secret they try to find out what to do, because James is a married man after all. For now at least. But the otherwise cozy stay at the inn takes a dramatic turn when James suddenly goes missing one night. Unwillingly separated from each other both James and Michael are going to realize just how much they love each other. And exactly what they are willing to do in the name of love. Will their love survive? And will they?

WARNING: 

Explicit non-con and violence in upcoming chapters! Read at own risk! 

Chapter 1: ”Dinner for Two”

The sun was sending down its light in cool, yellow rays piercing the thick layer of clouds drifting across the sky outside the windows. The atmosphere in the restaurant was calm and there was a soft humming of voices and clinking of tableware. For once it was nice that there was no music playing which was usually the case in most restaurants. James was grateful for the quiet. He smiled as he let his glance wander around in the restaurant of the cozy country inn. It had been a good idea to stay here together after the X-Men wrap. He needed a break and most of all he needed a bit of calm after the hectic shoots and long work days in downtown Québec. He had been looking forward to it for weeks. And he really liked this place. The inn had an almost homely feel to it and the entire building was filled with red velvet curtains, yellow floral tapestry, brown leather furniture, solid oak tables and half-faded paintings hanging side by side on the walls. It was like being in the 1950'ies. 

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“A Fighting Chance” final chapter

WARNING:

An NC-17 rated James McAvoy/Michael Fassbender fanfiction. Includes violence, non-con, rape, slash. Read at own risk!

Chapter 16

James' hands desperately tried to cover his violated, naked body as Anne-Marie walked a little closer, wobbly on her feet. He felt so ashamed. So utterly exposed in a way he had never even imagined. 

"James... Oh, James..." Anne-Marie burst out in a weak voice as she walked past the fire extinguisher on the ground and carefully knelt next to him. He had got up on his elbows and he couldn't help but avoid her glance, a burning sensation flaring in his cheeks. Dizzily he reached for his jeans and began pulling at them feverishly. A small gasp escaped Anne-Marie and she reached out a hand and gently placed it on his shoulder. James immediately froze. For a brief moment he looked at her and the ball of fear in his stomach should be fading, but it only grew as he saw the look of hurt on her face. He felt tears welling up in his eyes.

"Oh my god, you're hurt bad," she whispered fearfully and he felt her hand reassuringly squeeze his shoulder lightly. He almost cowered under her touch, he didn't know why. Shaking his head James suppressed the sudden urge to be sick.

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“A Fighting Chance” chapter 15

WARNING:

An NC-17 rated James McAvoy/Michael Fassbender fanfiction. Includes violence, non-con, rape, slash. Read at own risk!

Chapter 15

Instinctively James' body twitched to move backwards and away from Michael, but his mind refused to let it. He was unsure if Michael had seen Anne lying in the van's cargo room behind them, but no matter what James had to distract him. Distract him and get him to move, because as of now he was blocking James from reaching the van - and Anne. Michael's stare was intense and his glance fueled with anger in the dim light as he kept advancing. James could feel his heart pounding hard enough to blur his vision slightly with each thump. 

"Michael... Please, just..." James began in a much more trembly voice than intended. Michael cocked his head.

"Please what?" Michael spat, exposing his white teeth in a snarl. James shook his head and dug his heels into the ground as they had started to retreat almost automatically backwards towards the cabin wall. 

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“A Fighting Chance” chapter 14

WARNING:

An NC-17 rated James McAvoy/Michael Fassbender fanfiction. Includes violence, non-con, rape, slash. Read at own risk!

Chapter 14

James threateningly raised the branch a little higher into the air. He had made sure to position himself between the man and the cabin, blocking his way. But the man with the bloody nose in front of him seemed undeterred and kept advancing slowly but surely. James knew that there was no chance of reasoning with him and he readied the branch for a swing. His opponent's dark eyes shimmered in the light from the lamp by the cabin door and suddenly the man lunged forwards much quicker than James had anticipated. James had no time to react and he only managed to swing the branch halfway when the man crashed into him, head first into James' stomach, wrapping his arms around him at the same time. The two men tumbled through the nettles by the staircase and collided with the cabin wall with a loud smack. James almost lost his grip on the branch, but he clinged on to it feverishly as the man began throwing punches. His fists hit him in the sides, almost knocking the wind out of him. James groaned in pain as he tried to block the blows with his left and free hand, but he knew that he had to distance himself from his attacker in order to even be able to hit him with the branch. Refusing to let go of his weapon in the dark, James lifted his left hand from its defensive position and punched the man in the face, trying to aim for his already bruised nose. The man let out a loud shriek as James' fist hit its target and he automatically took two steps backwards onto the gravel road. Blood was oozing from his nostrils, hitting the ground as a pitch black fluid in the dark and for a moment he froze in surprise. James couldn't afford to hesitate. There was now just enough space between them for the branch to deliever a proper blow. He had to do it now and he had to do it right. He would only have one shot at this. Immediately James lifted the branch and again he positioned it as a baseball bat on his shoulder. He focused and tried to take a correct aim, but the dark and his trembling made it difficult. The seconds seemed to tick by and his opponent was regaining his composure. James knew he had almost run out of time and tightening his grip hard around the branch he swung it full force. A whistling sound could be heard as the branch cut through the cold air and the man's eyes opened wide in shock. Quickly he tried to duck, but James had anticipated this and had aimed slightly low. The man roared in something that resembled fear. The branch then hit him right above the ear with such a force that the branch snapped into two pieces. For a split second the man's expression was a mixture of pain and terror before his body registered the blow. He then fell face first onto the gravel road, landing in the black pools of his own nosebleed. A piece of the branch landed next to his limp body while James was still clinging onto the other half. James' breathing was shallow and raspy and carefully he nudged the man with his foot. No reaction. Trembling James let out a relieved gasp as he dropped his broken weapon and supported his hands on his knees for a moment. As he swallowed he noticed that his throat was completely dry and his tongue felt like sandpaper. His lungs were smarting and finally he discovered that he was actually freezing now. Dizzy from exhaustion James stood back up and walked to the staircase. He wanted to run, but right now his body wouldn't allow it.     

"Anne...?" he tried to yell, but it was more like a hoarse cry. There was no response from inside the cabin. Walking up the stairs James was terrified thinking about what he might find in there. Various gut wrenching scenarios flew in and out of his mind and he took a deep breath as he grabbed the handle and pushed the slightly ajar door fully open. Light flooded out into the dark and he shielded his eyes with his hand. For a moment he just stood there waiting for his narrowed eyes to adjust to the bright, yellow light. Finally he could make out the room in front of him. The cabin looked very similar to the one he had been in himself... His stomach turned. On the floor by a low bunk he immediately recognized some lilac clothing. His eyes then locked on a figure lying with its back to him in a fetal position on the bunk. 

"Anne...!" he yelled in a raspy voice and ran towards her, almost tripping over his own feet. He knelt next to the bunk and looked down on his wife. Her hands were tied with a hemp rope behind her back and her blonde hair covered her face. James felt how the ball of fear in his stomach started growing again. He gently placed a hand on her shoulder and thankfully discovered that she was breathing. And she was fully dressed. Carefully he rubbed her shoulder through the thin fabric of her blouse.

"Anne... Anne, honey, please wake up!" he heard himself pleading. She didn't respond. Letting out a frustrated moan James leaned over her and gently brushed the hair away from her face. A swollen bruise covered her cheekbone and he felt his stomach turn again. Dried blood had formed small smudges on her face.  

"Oh god..." he whispered and shook her slightly, trying to wake her up. She didn't react. He knew that he had to get her out of there. Quickly he started to untie the rope around her wrists. As he did so he noticed to his frustration that undoing the knots was hard because of his trembling fingers. After several attempts to undo the final knot he finally succeeded and the hemp rope dropped to the floor. James swallowed and wiped the cold sweat off of his forehead with his arm. Why couldn't he wake her up? Was she unconscious due to a blow or maybe they had drugged her too? He didn't know. He was just praying that she would be alright. Shoving his arms under her body he took a deep breath and lifted her up. Almost stumbling he turned around and headed for the door with her in his arms. She was tiny and didn't weigh much, but still carrying her made every fiber in James' body scream in protest. Feeling himself shudder in a mix of physical effort and freezing he carried Anne to the door. For a moment he leaned against the door frame to catch his breath. He then carefully took one step at a time very slowly down the low staircase, fighting to keep his balance. He was terrified that he might drop her, but with a determined movement he ignored the pain rippling through his exhausted body and stepped onto the gravel road. In front of him was the black LDV G10 van with its sliding door open, the cargo room facing him. The two men were still lying on the ground where he had left them, not moving a muscle. Wobbly on his feet James carried Anne to the van and gently placed her on the cargo room's cold floor. He then remembered a detail from his time in the van and reached for the blanket placed next to the fire extinguisher by the door. He immediately pulled out the blue blanket and tugged it over and under Anne the best he could. She was still completely unresponsive, but breathing evenly as he leaned over her. Caressing her face gently James could feel tears well up in his eyes. He shook it off and stood back up, reaching for the door handle to the driver's seat. It popped open and he stepped up on the running board, looking inside the van - and his gaze immediately found the ignition. No key. James heaved himself up into the driver's seat and feverishly rummaged about in the glove compartment as well as the behind the sun visors. Still no key. 

"God damn it," he whispered as he jumped back down onto the dusty road. His legs felt like jelly. One of the men on the ground had to have the key, he thought. James walked over to the man he had knocked out by the tail gate of the van. He nudged him with his foot. The man didn't respond and James knelt down and searched his jeans' pockets. Nothing. Frustrated James let out a small groan and got back up. He walked over to the man lying almost by the staircase to the cabin and poked him in the side with his foot. He didn't respond, he was seemingly out cold. Facing the cabin James knelt down next to him and started to examine his military trousers. They had so many pockets and James hastily rummaged about in every single pocket one by one. Shaking in the cold he cursed under his breath as he finally reached the last set of pockets by the man's hip. Something cold grazed his fingers. Quickly he grabbed it and eagerly pulled it out - it was a set of keys. One of the keys had a black top with the letters LDV printed on it. Relief washed through James as he stood back up and almost incredilously he studied the key for a moment in the dim, yellow light from the lamp on the cabin wall. His breath formed small, foggy clouds in the crystal clear air and he turned back towards the van behind him. 

"Going somewhere, love?" a voice suddenly said, abruptly piercing the silence. James jumped and spun all the way around - staring directly at Michael. His face looked white and ghost-like in the dim light, covered in pitch black splatters of blood. Standing between James and the van Michael threateningly took a step closer.

"Didn't expect this, did you, huh?" he said in a low, rumbling tone of voice. James felt like his entire body had been turned into ice. His knees wanted to give in just by the sound of Michael's voice and small, white dots had already begun to dance in the corners on his vision. Michael clicked his tongue as he he pierced him with his blue glare.

"Come here...!" he growled and took another step towards James.                                                              

TO BE CONTINUED…

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“A Fighting Chance” chapter 12

WARNING:

An NC-17 rated James McAvoy/Michael Fassbender fanfiction. Includes violence, non-con, rape, slash. Read at own risk!

Chapter 12

For a moment Michael was just staring at James. Then a small smile appeared on his lips and he finally stuck the key in the lock on the right cuff. 'Click'. As he opened the cuff James couldn't help but wince a little - but at the same time the feeling of relief washed through him. Michael untangled the chain from the metal headboard and James was now able to lower his one hand... It was half asleep and a tingling sensation ran through his fingers. The feeling intensified once Michael removed the left cuff and James lowered both of his now free hands towards his face to look at the skin on his bruised wrists. It was scratched and discoloured and small coagulated blood drops formed a pattern showing where the cuffs had dug into the skin. Carefully James looked up at Michael who was standing by the side of the bunk. It was hard to look him in the eyes - every time he did the nausea and the tight ball of fear came back with a vengeance, leaving James almost paralyzed. Blinking he forced himself to look at Michael shortly:

"Thank you," he said in a hoarse voice, but he had to lower his glance.  When he motioned to move his legs over the edge of the bunk Michael held out a hand, signaling him to stop.

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“A Fighting Chance” chapter 11

WARNING:

An NC-17 rated James McAvoy/Michael Fassbender fanfiction. Includes violence, non-con, rape, slash. Read at own risk!

Chapter 11

Floating in and out of consciousness James looked up at the small windows with the bars on them every time he was awake enough to do so. The light outside shifted, moved and turned on and off. This had to mean that at least a day had passed.... He didn't know. He couldn't tell how many times he thought he had seen the sunlight outside disappear and turn into night. Most of the times he had been semi-awake the cabin had been empty and he was grateful for that. But of course that led him to think that maybe Michael was where ever Anne-Marie was. And that thought scared him senseless. Various terrifying scenarios played over and over in his mind and he would pull at the cuffs and yell in frustration before the white dots appeared and sent him into a weird, dreamless sleep once more. Whenever Michael HAD been there when James woke up he had just sat himself down at the edge of the bunk, caressing him while talking about trivial things as if they were having a talk over a cup of coffee. He would then take the syringe from the steel dresser and fill it with something from an vial before injecting it into a vein in James' arm. Resistance was futile and whatever Michael was injecting him with never wore off before the next dose, leaving James weak and woozy. Until now. 

James thought that the light had moved quite far towards west outside and he had woken up several times within the last couple of hours. At least that was his guess. No sign of Michael yet - the other times he had showed up two hour or so before sunset. Outside the small windows the orange light of the sunset was flickering like a bonfire, filtered through the branches of the trees. James noticed the sound of acorns hitting the roof for the first time since he got here. The scraping of branches and the ruffling of leaves was ever present. Blinking James tried to lift his head - and to his surprise he was able to. His vision was still a bit blurry, but it quickly adjusted as he shook his head and tried to focus on the door. Whatever Michael had given him, it was definitely wearing off. James closed his eyes and tried to listen as hard as he could, but he couldn't hear anything but the wind ruffling the trees and the slight drumming of acorns hitting the roof - no car engine, no footsteps, no nothing. James opened his eyes and turned onto his back, looking up at the cuffs above his head. He knew that he couldn't free himself without the key... and the metal heardboard was solid. Suddenly he realized that he hadn't felt the intense, shooting pain from moving as he had earlier. No, he was just... sore. Very sore. But he could finally move without being almost paralyzed with pain at the same time. Relief washed through him, but immediately his thoughts returned to where Anne-Marie might be and if Michael was with her. He had to find a way out. And he had to find her. But how? Darkness was slowly falling outside and James thought he heard footsteps on the stairs outside, pulling him out of his chain of thought. A tight ball of fear immediately formed in his stomach again as he could hear the key in the door's lock. James closed his eyes and tried to gather himself the best he could. Finally the door opened and Michael stepped inside. He was carrying a brown paper bag with him and he walked directly over the the bunk and put it on top of the dresser. James looked up when he could hear Michael rummaging about in the bag. "You look a lot better, James," Michael said shortly and sent him a smile. Not answering James couldn't stop worrying about what might be inside the bag. "Hell, I thought I was losing you," Michael continued with a grin as he pulled something out of the paper bag and sat himself down on the bunk next to James. "Now you eat," he said and started unwrapping the sandwich in his hand. James' tensed up body relaxed a tiny bit when he realized that it hadn't been a weapon of some sort. But his stomach still turned - both by the thought of food and the fact that Michael was only inches away from him. Michael leaned over and held the sandwich closer to James, nodding at him to take a bite. James swallowed and discovered how dry his mouth was and he turned his head away a little. Not only was his stomach turning but eating out of Michael's hand was simply too degrading and way too uncomfortable. Michael let out a sigh and shook his head. "You just have to make everything difficult, don't you?" he said and waved the food in front of James' face as if that would somehow make him more interested. Not getting a reaction he groaned slightly in annoyance and rested his elbows on his knees as he sat on the edge of the bunk. James was looking at the ceiling. "Just eat the damn sandwich, James," Michael said in an impatient tone of voice as he patted him on the shoulder. James automatically wanted to flinch by the sudden touch, but he managed to stay calm and not move an inch. He swallowed. "No," James just said flatly. Michael's eyebrows shot up and he tilted his head a bit, staring at James in surprise. "No?" Michael repeated in a voice which was both surprised and amused. He then leaned down further and looked directly into James' eyes. Immediately James settled his glance resolutely on the wall by his side. Michael let out a small groan of frustration. "Your choice. Eat or die of starvation, I don't care," he said and got up from the bunk with an angry movement. He put the sandwich on the dresser next to the syringe. He then headed for the door. "I just want to stand up," James said, still looking at the wall. Michael stopped in his tracks and turned around. He eyed James up and down as he was lying there on the bunk.      "To stand up?" he asked, crossing his arms across his broad chest. James forced himself to look at his captor. "It hurts... I need to stretch my legs," he said and suppressed the urge to look away once more. "I see... And if I let you get up you will eat the sandwich, am I right?" Michael said as a small smirk spread on his lips. James fought to keep eye contact. He then nodded. "Yes," he said. For a moment their glances were locked and Michael looked at James with an investigative look. He then let out a small grin. "Looks like we've got a deal then," he then said almost cheerfully. Approaching the bunk he rummaged about in the upper pocket in his cargo pants, looking for the key to the cuffs. James noticed the top of the cell phone sticking up in one of the pockets on the side of his thigh. As Michael fished out the small key bundle he bent down over James, ready to stick the key in the lock. He then froze and looked at him with a stern look in his icy blue eyes:

"Don't fuck with me, James," he said in a low, almost growling voice. For a moment the air seemed to be electric. James swallowed and managed to compliantly utter a small "I won't" under his breath.

TO BE CONTINUED…

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“A Fighting Chance” chapter 10

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An NC-17 rated James McAvoy/Michael Fassbender fanfiction. Includes violence, non-con, rape, slash. Read at own risk!

Chapter 10

Pain. He felt pain. It seemed to come in slow waves, but never disappearing completely. Soreness and darkness filled his mind. Along with a diffuse sense of fear and confusion. Where was he? Drifting on what felt like a cotton cloud his mind kept slipping back and forth between complete darkness and semi-consciousness. He thought he heard something far away. Something familiar, a voice. James tried to open his eyes, but his attempt only resulted in eyelids vaguely twitching. He thought he heard that voice again.

"Wake up," it said. James tried opening his eyes again and this time he succeeded, but he was instantly blinded by the surrounding light. Pain shot through his head and he closed his eyes again. He thought he head himself groan. The pain in his body was becoming more intense the more he came to and James carefully made another attempt to open his eyes a little.

"Wake up now," the voice said. James' eyes adjusted slowly to the light. Everything was blurry and he noticed that he was lying on his side. Narrowing his eyes he tried to focus on the figure standing some feet away from him. He blinked to try and clear his vision. When he automatically tried to move, he grimaced as pain shot through him and his vision finally cleared. Hearing himself let out a gasp he realized where he was. 

"There you are..!" Michael smiled as he could see James' glance becoming aware and alert. James felt like his mind exploded when his memory returned with a sickening intensity, which left him pale as a sheet. Immediately he instinctively started to move away from Michael, but he discovered that his hands were fixed above his head. Turning his head he stared at his bruised wrists, which were now cuffed to the headboard of the metal bunk by the wall.... It hadn't been a cotton cloud he was floating on - instead he was lying on the old, stained mattress he had noticed earlier. James let out a terrified sound when he realized that he was still restrained and powerless and panicky he pulled at the cuffs, desperately testing them. He didn't care that the metal hurt his already bruised and scratched skin and he found himself wishing that he was still unconscious.  

       "Goodmorning, sunshine," Michael said as he stepped closer. James immediately pulled as far away from him as he could, slamming into the wall and pulling so hard on the cuffs that the small stream of blood started flowing again. He automatically kicked out at Michael, who didn't seem to be deterred. As he kicked James felt a lightning bolt of pain shoot throughout his body and he let out a yelp. Michael chuckled as he kept coming closer.

"I took the liberty to relieve the pain a little..." he said as he pointed at something on the dresser by the headboard. Scared to take his eyes off him James convinced himself to quickly glance over his shoulder. On the stainless steel dresser behind him was a syringe. James swallowed wide-eyed and looked back at Michael who was still walking towards him slowly.

  "I think I broke you..." Michael grinned as he motioned to sit down on the edge of the bunk. James kicked at him the best he could, trying to ignore the pain from moving.

"Stay away from me....!" he yelled in a voice he almost couldn't recognize. Michael paused for a moment and looked down at him. An almost caring look seemed to flash in his eyes. He then proceeded and sat down, holding James' kicking legs down with his left hand. 

"No...!" James burst out as soon as he felt Michael touch him. His stomach turned and the white dots slowly started to form in his field of vision again. He wished for them to stay, but they faded as quickly as they came.

  "Hush..." Michael said as he reached out to wipe at the tears on James' cheek. James turned his head to the side, trying with all of his might to avoid the touch. But his efforts were futile, and his kicking was surprisingly weak... Squeezing his eyes firmly shut James tried to control his breathing as he felt Michael's fingers caress his face.

"You need to rest," Michael said softly as he placed a kiss on James' cheek. A terrified whimper escaped James as soon as he felt the hot breath on his skin again. Once more his stomach turned and he was certain that he was going to throw up. But nothing happened - instead the white dots came dancing back into his vision. Trembling James watched the dots and focused on them instead of Michael's fingers sliding down his torso. The shredded T-shirt didn't provide much cover and James realized that he was freezing. 'Watch the dots' he heard himself think. A shiver went through him as Michael's hand reached his bruised hip. The hand travelled further and pulled a little at his jeans, correcting them. James realized that his jeans were down around his knees, but he stayed unresponsive as Michael spread his legs a little. He thought he heard Michael's voice say something along the lines of 'it needs air'. James ignored it along with the pain. 'Watch the dots', he thought again. They were dancing in front of him and relieved James thought he saw them grow bigger. His eyelids twitched. And he kept watching the dots as they finally turned black and filled his vision.        

   TO BE CONTINUED…

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