I'm sorry people are being evil about you being mixed race. unfortunately this blood quantum shit is incredibly incredibly common (as im sure you know) and i don't really know what to do about it because it's so deeply internalized. you deserve to be treated better than this (especially**** by fucking white people who don't want to hear that they could be wrong)
yeah at this point i'm pretty used to it! like obviously i'm not really a victim of colorism (anymore at least; my skin tone has varied wildly over my life based on my age and how much im outside) and i'm rather privileged for not having grown up on a reservation compared to my more local indigenous brethren where i live, but like. holy fuck! light skinned or not indigenous people here are, like, pretty universally not considered white regardless of our skin tone! and i'm very aware of the privilege i have as a light skinned and nonblack individual and anyone who knows me personally KNOWS that i am; and that PERSONALLY there is sort of the main point.
none of you know me. you know what i look like, sure, and i'm sure some of you have a fairly decent idea of the part of the world i live in, but you do not know me! you don't know my life, my family, my day-to-day experiences with racism, my upbringing - none of it! and it's also none of your business!
i'm conditionally white passing because people where i live - including and, frankly, especially - other latine people are wildly racist to indigenous folks bc there's a rez here. even if i am not personally being victim to a singular instance of Directed Anti-Native Racism i am surrounded by that shit at every moment of the day and i do not need it online too lmao.