#tiny badass woman only truly being able to rest with assurance that her boyfriend's heart has not stopped today

#yeah this is fine. but also kill me #it's her hand that gets me every time; such a tiny detail but that's the shit that makes it look real #that shit is how you invent intimacy between two people who are being paid to fabricate it #little details #also #faeriviera #actually my first thought wasn't Gaidan (although moments resembling this could work for them of course)#my first thought was Lisake vibes #tiny badass woman only truly being able to rest with assurance that her boyfriend's heart has not stopped today #(that isn't the context for these two but it was sure as hell Lisa's while the curse was after them)#and her boyfriend gladly comforting her even as he can't turn his own mind off #(Jake at this time obviously worrying about what happens if he dies)#like no fucking wonder this shit gets to me; it's fucking familiar that's why #Grey's Anatomy #Cristina Yang #Owen Hunt #I JUST HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS OKAY