couldn't sleep last night so i did a deep dive into my ocs (figuring out their motivations, fears, desires, their personalities; just overall typology stuff) and i got so into it i accidentally ended up understanding myself better
#funny how that happens#it's not like they're self-inserts so it was a pretty interesting experience#anyways my biggest revelation is that i'm not a sp/sx4 but actually a so/sx4#a lot of people told me i don't seem like a 4 and that was one of the main reasons why i thought self-pres was at the top of the stack#but now i realize people were saying i was too happy/positive/social to be a 4#which is a very wrong and reductive statement that bases itself only in the stereotypes#and enneagram is actually a really complex and expansive typology system so stereotyping is just. wrong.#sorry for the yapping i just got really excited about this#leo's premium rambles#enneagram