I see that once again, people don't understand that I see a difference between being pretty and being attractive.

I believe that everyone is pretty/beautiful/handsome/etc.. in their own way. That's just how I am. Almost every single person on this planet as something redeemable and awesome about them. And therefore, they are beautiful to me.

However, I do not think everyone is attractive. Simply because, I am not attracted to everyone. I'm just not.

For instance, I am attracted to Jensen Ackles. I am not attracted to Megan Fox. I am attracted to Mark Salling and Kristen Stewart and Michelle Trachtenberg and Chord Overstreet. I am not attracted to Barack Obama or Jane Lynch or Robert Pattinson or Sebastian Roche.

But I do think that all of these people are beautiful, in their own way.

Which is why, when my brother says that he doesn't think that Angelina Jolie is pretty, I think he is completely insane. Because she is. And she does good things. And she's beautiful. But I can understand people not being attracted to her, because that's a personal opinion.

Do you see what I mean?

(I like to think of it as kind of like the difference between having an appetite and being hungry. If you know the difference there.)

How I feel about Finn/Rachel

In season 1, I was completely behind this ship. It was adorable, romantic and just plain lovely. And then Season 2 happened. And now all I want to do is stab this ship over and over with a rusty spoon. Finn hasn't done anything recently that I consider romantic or adorable. He has his moments, but they are so few and far between and are never related to females. He's a good brother. But he's a suckass boyfriend. I just wish he would spend some time alone. Sans girlfriend. Leave Rachel and Quinn alone for awhile. And Rachel. For the most part, I like Rachel. Love her even. But when she sings another song for a boy or really anything to do with Finn...I hate her. She needs to move on. She needs to spend some time alone, and refocus her energy on being her awesome self. Finchel pisses me off now. I just want it to go away...at least for awhile.

*This is not a dig against people who ship this. It's just my opinion. I don't like Finchel since Season 2. That's all.

Okay...I completely see where everyone is coming from with the dislike for John right now. I get it. You all make very valid and intelligent arguments.

But what about this? And stick with me here.

Now, I know that there was no way that John could have ever forseen all of this, but still. Not the point. Anyway, what if John had never become a hunter? What if he had never taken the boys and stayed on the road all the time? What if John never found out what happened to Mary and instead, became a bitter, depressed alcoholic, stuck at home with two boys he can barely look at because they remind him too much of Mary(which is a likely and plausible scenario)? And therefore, Dean and Sam never grow up knowing about demons or anything supernatural? And they somehow managed to move away from home without getting messed up mentally from their father's drinking and depression? (Of course, Dean will be slightly messed up either way, because he was old enough to remember what happened somewhat) And of course, they are not as close as they are now. Maybe somewhat. But not to this degree. And they move away from each other, only seeing one another every so often? And then one day, some angels come a-knockin'? But the boys don't know what the fuck to do because they didn't even know this shit existed? And so, thinking they are doing the right thing because the have no reason not to, they say yes? And then, the apocalypse happens? All because the boys were never hunters.

Then again, John could have manned up, and been there for his boys. But to be honest, I think the outcome would have been far worse. The boys still wouldn't have known about the supernatural because John had stayed home and took care of the boys and never went and became a hunter. And the boys probably wouldn't have been nearly as close as they are now. At all. And Dean would have still been slightly messed up, because, once again, he was there when his mother died. And, like before, when the angels come calling, I suspect the boys would say yes. And, again, apocalypse.

Look, like I said, I get it. John wasn't the greatest father. Not by a longshot. But, I feel, in his own way, without even realizing it, John helped Sam and Dean save the world. And therefore, I can't hate him. But that's just me.