Honestly, just watching react videos on youtube for a week now, of people reacting to Stray Kids, just so I can feel like someone else gets it.
#It's not just about them specificially#i've just spent so long not really having someone i feel comfortable enough with in person to fangirl over things with#online is easy#even if no one else sees it#it's something#but i realized recently#that i do want to talk about this stuff#i want to be into tv shows and movies and talk about my fave characters and this new group i like or that hot dude#i don't care that i'm older now#i've had this page for so goddamn long and my feelings haven't changed#this is something that makes me happy#and i hope that one day i find that outside of the internet#but for now#tumblr will do#....sorry guys#i haven't made posts like this in a long time#like i said#i've been struggling and this is my only real outlet#personal#tbd