my prose piece “What We Dug Out from the Garden”, published in issue 7.1 of Foglifter
from Proximity, Amarys Dejai
I used to write about you to keep you alive. Now, I do it to bury you.
One day, I will write love poems that will live under their pillow instead of the back of my throat.
waking up to a kiss from the sun and the songs of the birds. this is enough for me.
—from Things Buried Under the Floorboards [A Working Title], amarys dejai
fragments from 2018 // it doesn’t hurt to talk about you anymore (IG)
“How can you demand me to speak when you have my tounge trapped between your teeth?”
“I remember how I cried when the thunder ceased and the rain stopped falling.”
—from the journals of Amarys Dejai
I still feel you in the autumn breeze, I still hear you in the birds that sing, amarys dejai
“I doubt that you think of me as I think of you. I doubt that you even think of me at all...”
—from an unsent letter, amarys dejai
BAPTISM // I’ve never been religious, but when I first saw you I fell to my knees and silently prayed for your eyes to hold my gaze just once.
—from a journal entry, AMARYS DEJAI