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I don't see many people claiming that JD is an innocent baby, people mostly acknowledge that he has his issues. The kitchen thing tho? It's not the healthiest way to deal with anger and other feelings, but it's good that he doesn't unload it on people. I used to cut myself, and tbh. I wish I smashed few things rather than scar myself ;) I'm yet to see an AH fan acknowledge she's done some vile things to other people (for example, ex. girlfriends and friends).

Hello there,

Yeah, I agree that he most likely still has a conscience when it comes to actions toward women. I don't believe he did all the terrible things that she claimed. And I also agree that smashing furniture is a better way of letting out anger than letting it out on people. I also know what big anger feels like and I have learnt ways of dealing with it other than hurting others (verbally) and you're right, we also have to learn not to hurt ourselves physically and emotionally. So Johnny smashing cabinets is not my main issue even though I would say, he needs a better outlet in general for his emotions but emotions are not a bad thing. He just really needs better help.

I just commented on a post about the stuff surrounding Johnny that I find very concerning and I don't like that the public discussion somehow doesn't acknowledge this in order to put things in a more truthful context.

And yes, I also agree, the supporters of Amber Heard usually have a very one-dimensional vision, they see in her the helpless victim of domestic abuse and that is somehow undisputed. I find that very strange and also dangerous. After all we've seen in court it should be abundantly clear that she is an abuser.

I would just say, to close this topic now, in my experience it is especially easy and convenient to hide your own dysfunction and insanity behind someone who is even crazier and more insane than that.

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It was genuinely the reveal of the text messages where he “joked” about fucking her dead, burned corpse after “joking” about ‘drowning her as a witch’ that just made it incredibly clear how… not okay he was towards her either. I do not care what ‘justification’ he may have had in his feelings towards her - any person who speaks on another person like that is dangerous.

The video footage of him slamming cabinets in anger around her, the audio of him verbally abusing her.

This is a man who is good friends with Marilyn Manson. A man who joked on stand just weeks ago about doing drugs with Manson who groomed, branded, mentally and sexually abused, and drugged and raped on camera Evan Rachel Wood.

Like there are so many fucking red flags with Johnny alone, with video and audio evidence towards how he felt and treated her, not to mention the people he associates with on such an intimate level that they were having Thanksgiving dinners together…

I am speaking solely as someone observing disturbing and fear-inducing behavior. How anybody could see all of that, regardless of who it was in relation to, and not be immediately concerned, worries me so fucking much

I had wanted to share this post yesterday but I didn't want to put that on during the night. While I have no doubt about the fact that Amber abused Johnny emotionally and physically and she absolutely lied her way through court (as one of the more obvious cases of malignant narcissism), I also think we should not paint Johnny like the innocent victim. In some ways he was innocent but in others not. I have been pointing out his uncomfortably close relationship with Marilyn Manson to people before because this is not to be taken lightly in my opinion.

I find it most uncomfortable and totally not okay that the public and the media have somehow comfortably forgotten about Johnny's involvement in the case of "The Memphis Three", a terrible murder case linked to ritualistic abuse. He has been involved with people and circumstances around occult practices, to put it carefully. Really dark practices.

I don't believe that Johnny is a bad person in general, I think he does have a good heart in many ways. But he also has a really dark side that people refuse to acknowledge, which is the only reason for me to not completely disregard Amber's testimony, even though most of it is a crazy web of lies. I wish there would be a genuine, honest and truthful investigation about the situation in its entirety, not just this public show once again where the masses follow one narrative.

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You know, this whole trial thing between Amber Heard and Johnny Depp is eventually a theater play, I am fully aware of this being a mass distraction and I'm aware of Mr. Depp's relations to very dark people and organisations. So I'm not sure what to really make of this whole trial and I also didn't believe in this "Johnny is so innocent uwu" commotion. This video of him smashing the cabinets for example wasn't particularly proving his immaculate character. They're both down a pretty bad path and I can only hope they will truly recover. Johnny maybe has better chances at that at the moment but we never know. We could pray for them.

But what today's examination (the small parts that I saw) showed is why I said I don't discredit Amber's feelings even though she is unbelievably vile. And a compulsive liar. Even such extreme pathologies have their root in early childhood abuse and I think that is clear at this point. It's just much, much harder to have empathy for her due to her actions. And that's okay, we don't have to excuse any of that. We don't even have to want to find empathy. I'm just saying that after all my experience and knowledge in terms of trauma dynamics, I am not surprised at all that there is a lot more to the story. It's just the unconscious and unfeeling way of trying to resolve said trauma that is a whole terrible, disgusting mess. May God's justice and mercy prevail always and may everyone find healing.

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This is not meant to discredit anyone's emotions here (even though I do not believe Miss Heard's testimony).

I just want to put these next to each other because it immediately sprung to my mind. Same energy.

I still find it interesting to find out more about why this shares such similarities. But I'll have to look into that another time, I'm too exhausted right now.

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