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⚜On the wings of the night amidst the stars ⚜

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I follow Jesus Christ ✝️. I'm 33 years old. I am currently doing the "Bible in a Year", would you like to be prayer buddies? I am a woman rooted in and moving ever more towards traditionalism. 🌻 Slytherin House. 💚🐍 I'm very much into spirituality, it is the natural development when dealing with trauma. 🌱 I love languages and history and nature and learning about people. I'm a fan of many things, books and art and stories. And there is so much more, feel free if you want to ask. 💖
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This may sound super weird but I'm relatively sure that this question has been asked sometime before. I was actually wondering, if there was the case of an actual survival situation, in a mixed group of male and female people and a gay man was among them. Would he actually step up to what life requires of him as a man or would he take a different route?

This is decidedly not a question of ideology or whether you like or dislike gay people or find them legit, I don't want to have this discussion because it's not what my curiosity is about. I'm genuinely wondering if that biological part would somehow be pushed up for survival or if that would not work for them. And I'm not merely talking about procreation but the simple everyday requirements that male and female human beings have to take up to survive in nature. 🤔😊

(I'm not trying to prove a point with this, I just like to observe stuff.)

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You guys, really, I wish more people would be interested in this and realize what it means that the buildings on the World's Fairs all around the world by the turn of the century most likely had been there before those events. They were a remnant of the Old World. And that there is probably much more to our collective history that we were bereft of.

I'm just going to continue posting about it because it is incredibly fascinating and you just feel such a deep yearning for this ancestry of ours, once you start looking into it a bit. 💜

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An ex-criminal and alcoholic's view of Severus Snape

Why is Snape the hero for me? Tagging severeus cause you might want to read.

Cause none of the other characters got that fucking low. I don’t identify with Harry Potter’s life. I don’t identify with Neville or Ron. I don’t identify with any of that other crap.

I was a fucked up kid. I went to prison for horrific things. I was deep into drink to the point where I would kill somebody else or kill myself. I hit rock bottom in every way. I was indoctrinated into that self-destructive lifestyle just like Snape was. I didn’t think. I hurt people badly. We were both abused by the same groups we were trying to fit into.

And we, both of us, pulled ourselves out of that shit. It doesn’t matter if we are or were good people - we pulled ourselves out of that crap and survived where we should have died. And we made the choice to do good things, for whatever reason and however hard and complex that was for us. Not because of being noble, not because of some pure heart bullshit - but because we reached our breaking point where something snapped. I identify with that, because that happened to me. We managed to stay out of that crap because we held onto something that made us hopeful, something that made us happy, something that we fucked up royally and wanted to repair in our minds. Sometimes we repressed shit, sometimes it really hurt. Sometimes we forgot about things for years only to have them resurface. Eventually, doing the ‘right thing’ is the only thing that will keep you alive, no matter if you’re doing it for yourself, for some mythical ‘greater good’ bollocks or for a memory of something terrible you did that haunts you. We both recognised that in the end.

I wonder if yourcanadianoverlord has ever lived that life. My life. And he has the audacity to tell me that Snape ain’t the hero for me? Wow. That’s rich.

Nah, I identify with Snape. I definitely don’t excuse everything he’s done, because that’s bullshit too. But the journey to self redemption and self healing through years of hell? Yeah.

This got less than 100 notes in a year, posts saying “snape only wanted to bone Lily” will get thousand of notes in one day, what does it tell us?

That humanity is failing miserably.

this is why, no matter what others try to push down my throat, i will always love severus snape

This, from someone who really gets it, shows jk rowling may know something more about human nature than a lot of people give her credit for.

Exactly and my heart goes out to the original poster. 🙏🏼

And also I want to add that Snape in this case, deserved love and empathy even if he never had this hidden story of loving Lily and saving Harry. He didn't have to do this amazing thing and sacrifice his life for Harry and Lily in order to be something. (Which is why it's great that he indeed did this just for what he felt in his heart and no one else knowing.)

It's wonderful and incredible that he did that but he had worth as a human being regardless. He was worthy of being loved without all that.

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Saw a young woman make a tiktok that was like "men if you don't care about roe v wade now just know that abortion bans will destroy hookup culture" and i have never felt more hopeless

Men, if I can’t kill my baby, you can’t treat my body like a commodity - the tik tok user

@that-catholic-shinobi kill yourself. this is a pro-choice pro-woman post you tradcath waste of space i hate you

How “pro woman” to tell a woman to go kill herself.

@that-catholic-shinobi It's for the greater good women are safer without class traitors like you in the world

And women’s futures are safer without you killing them before their born.

I pray you find peace and wisdom. God Bless.

I always thought people like this were more of a myth but it turns out people like female-sovereign actually think that way. Wow. I am honestly speechless.

The destruction of hook up "culture" is a great cause for celebration, even for those who are so violently against it for some reason. They are just pretty deep in a pretty bad place that they are currently unable and unwilling to leave, so they can't actually distinguish perspectives here.

Reading this, I can genuinely say "Who hurt you?", because this is obviously the case here. But like - under no circumstance do we tell people to kill themselves‼‼

I'm really sorry you got that vitriol spewn at you @that-catholic-shinobi and I have to say, your reaction is admirable. God bless you! 💚

And I wish healing to OP. And by that I don't mean anything that would distort you but something that genuinely gives you peace in this case. I've been in situations that got me angry in a similar way over other topics and I know there's a solution that brings peace and does not require you to hate and want to kill your fellow woman. It took me a long time to get a little closer to this but I realized that wanting to kill "thy neighbour" to resolve a conflict, so to speak, is actually a delusion. A very enticing one in extreme situations of powerlessness but still not real. It is dangerous to fall into this trap, I speak from experience. We all deserve to live, that includes you and her and me. God bless you.

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I really hate that almost all sense of community on this Earth depends on how well you can suppress yourself.

Why would I want to share my time and energy with people who are merely looking for a performative addition to their circle? Performative existence is what makes leftist groups so insufferable and mind you, dangerous. Why would we perpetuate this kind of unsustainable communal pattern? Can't we at least try to understand each other before we forcefully expect a certain cohesive behaviour?

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You guys, really, I wish more people would be interested in this and realize what it means that the buildings on the World's Fairs all around the world by the turn of the century most likely had been there before those events. They were a remnant of the Old World. And that there is probably much more to our collective history that we were bereft of.

I'm just going to continue posting about it because it is incredibly fascinating and you just feel such a deep yearning for this ancestry of ours, once you start looking into it a bit. 💜

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I don't know if there is talking about this in other parts of the world too but here in Germany we do have rather intense discussions at the moment about world history and more precisely what parts of world history are true and what are completely twisted or actually missing. And by "we" I obviously mean alternative groups, not official channels.

Especially in regards to missing world events of destruction that we are no longer consciously aware of. And in particular the subject of the World's Fairs in the late 19th century to the beginning of the 20th century.

There are considerable gaps. And one interpretation is that the incredible buildings that were allegedly built there in very short spans of time and then all destroyed for some reason, were actually built long before that. They are remnants of a different time in humanity's collective history actually. I find that rather conclusive and appealing.

It's mighty interesting to follow the discussions and discoveries there! And one thing is for sure - we have been lied to BIG TIME about our real history and ancestry for obvious reasons and the history of the Church is one of them, I might add. This is nothing for the faint of heart but it is amazing eventually!

Isn't that super exciting!? 😃

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I don't know if there is talking about this in other parts of the world too but here in Germany we do have rather intense discussions at the moment about world history and more precisely what parts of world history are true and what are completely twisted or actually missing. And by "we" I obviously mean alternative groups, not official channels.

Especially in regards to missing world events of destruction that we are no longer consciously aware of. And in particular the subject of the World's Fairs in the late 19th century to the beginning of the 20th century.

There are considerable gaps. And one interpretation is that the incredible buildings that were allegedly built there in very short spans of time and then all destroyed for some reason, were actually built long before that. They are remnants of a different time in humanity's collective history actually. I find that rather conclusive and appealing.

It's mighty interesting to follow the discussions and discoveries there! And one thing is for sure - we have been lied to BIG TIME about our real history and ancestry for obvious reasons and the history of the Church is one of them, I might add. This is nothing for the faint of heart but it is amazing eventually!

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I don't know if there is talking about this in other parts of the world too but here in Germany we do have rather intense discussions at the moment about world history and more precisely what parts of world history are true and what are completely twisted or actually missing. And by "we" I obviously mean alternative groups, not official channels.

Especially in regards to missing world events of destruction that we are no longer consciously aware of. And in particular the subject of the World's Fairs in the late 19th century to the beginning of the 20th century.

There are considerable gaps. And one interpretation is that the incredible buildings that were allegedly built there in very short spans of time and then all destroyed for some reason, were actually built long before that. They are remnants of a different time in humanity's collective history actually. I find that rather conclusive and appealing.

It's mighty interesting to follow the discussions and discoveries there! And one thing is for sure - we have been lied to BIG TIME about our real history and ancestry for obvious reasons and the history of the Church is one of them, I might add. This is nothing for the faint of heart but it is amazing eventually!

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You know what, I know I'm not the only one with this experience even though it feels like it. I know I'm not the only girl that gets constantly removed from groups, discourses and communities. Because "I am disturbing people./ I make others uncomfortable./ I am not adhering to the norm./ I am weird./..." you name it!

You know what - Fuck you with a cactus! 🌵 Just because you feel incapable of dealing or even experiencing your own shadow, just because you're a coward, who flees and/ or attacks the minute anything is not 100% like your cozy little bubble reality doesn't mean you have to get the mob to ostracize and remove me from your lovely dishonest little world. I am tired of being the scapegoat for people's little discomforts and close-mindedness. This goes for the whole class, the lefties are particularly immature control freaks that cancel the shit out of you but the trad people often treat me like I smell bad as well. Similar in 'real', offline life.

If the last years have taught me anything then it's this not-belonging to a groupthink is not always a disadvantage. I do not well with groups thus far because no, I will fucking not fragment my being even further just so you don't have to see the sides that bother you or that you deem shouldn't be there. We're not talking stabbing people here, we're talking expressing an opinion.

I am done with this bullshit, my thing is authenticity and it's the only thing that's left to be in a world that dwells in shadows and illegalizes truth in more and more ways just to live in a diabolic web of lies.

I refuse this crap, I won't take this role anymore. If unbelonging is so easy then you offered no belonging in the first place. But guess what - God spoke the word once and for all when He made you and me - I am human and you cannot remove me from that. You don't have any power to remove me from being a human like you. And even if you don't give a shit, I have feelings too and I hurt too. And even if you feel a heightened sense of self because you got rid of me or shamed me or decided I don't have worth - I have worth and I am not the problem. And I will find people who do not want to lose me and I will find a Christian community that doesn't force me to profess anything I don't feel comfortable with in order to belong.

I exist and I have value and I deserve being listened to before you club me with your illusory judgement. I deserve belonging to groups of people who do not bend to clichés and lies but will always put in the effort to see the truth of me. And find it is no effort at all because it's not that deep, it's mostly just asking a question and opening the heart.

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