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⚜On the wings of the night amidst the stars ⚜

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I follow Jesus Christ ✝️. I'm 33 years old. I am currently doing the "Bible in a Year", would you like to be prayer buddies? I am a woman rooted in and moving ever more towards traditionalism. 🌻 Slytherin House. 💚🐍 I'm very much into spirituality, it is the natural development when dealing with trauma. 🌱 I love languages and history and nature and learning about people. I'm a fan of many things, books and art and stories. And there is so much more, feel free if you want to ask. 💖
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You guys have no idea how lucky you are that you don't have male and female forms for most descriptive nouns. I know there's waiter and waitress and actor and actress but that doesn't appear all that much. In German we have that for basically everything, be it student, teacher, doctor, manager or street sweeper. In that order it's: Student/ Studentin, Lehrer/ Lehrerin, Arzt/ Ärztin, Manager/ Managerin, Straßenkehrer/ Straßenkehrerin. The general form to address all of a certain group is normally "Studenten, Lehrer, Ärzte, Manager, Straßenkehrer", so based on the masculine form. I have known it this way all my life, which is over 30 years and until recently, people didn't pay it much attention.

I generally love that we have this option in German but what I mean by lucky is that at least in this area you as English speakers don't have to deal with the officially insane, who make everything terrible in the name of ideology and "progress". The leftist idiots are singing their own praises about altering our mother tongue German because obviously nothing is worth anything in their eyes unless they mutilate it. Not only have they put the gender drivel everywhere and into law texts now, you are also constantly confronted with bullshit like this (because people get fined if they don't use it) : Student*innen or Lehrer_innen or if that manure just isn't enough, they put "Studierende" or "Lehrende" or "Forschende" in order to make it more gender-neutral. Not only is it stupid, it is also grammatically wrong, it is derived from a gerund-form and is simply not applicable to occupational titles, it expresses something different. It's a bit like if you constantly had to put "waiting people" instead of "waiters". I'm just glad that even though we get continuously blasted with this language butchering from all sides even by those institutions who are originally supposed to study and protect our native language, there are still large portions of the population who just don't give a hoot and continue as usual.

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Schlafe, ach, schlafe

Und dürft' ich dich wecken zum Sonnenlicht Aus Schatten des Todes, ich thät es nicht, Ich sänke nieder an deinem Grab Und leise raunt ich ein Lied hinab: Schlafe, ach, schlafe!

O laß in dein traumtiefes Kämmerlein Kein Fünkchen des schimmernden Licht's hinein, Denn was die Sonne dir auch verspricht, So hell, so strahlend – sie hält es nicht. Schlafe, ach, schlafe.

--Anna Ritter

This is so sad and also beautiful. :')

If you are interested, I might try and do a translation into English and French. It's so touching, Anna Ritter wrote beautiful poems, I could cry (and I actually did cry.)

I am trying to get a copy of her poems, I found a beautiful antiquarian book that I would love to have. 💕

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Hey I have so many thoughts that I would like to share but for right now I would like to share this one idea that came to me. So German is my first language and I've learnt English since elementary school. Learning English words had an entirely different way of associating and imprinting meaning since it came later. It was very interesting and had many different phases, I still learn new words sometimes, which I love and I dearly miss English class. But I digress.

There's the word "custard" that I've come across more frequently during the past days and I like it. It doesn't really have a German 1:1 translation, I know what it is and there's translations approaching its meaning. Which is wonderful because that leaves space for the word. Much like back in the day with your first language and with foreign languages you learnt during your teenage years, you just learn the word, you don't have as many associations and strategies to back up your language learning. So you actually have space to create your own feeling for that word, its haptics and what it means to you in this moment. If you're still following me, I would like to suggest something, I assume most people here don't know any German, so I would like to give you a German word sometimes and you can make it your own thing. I would absolutely love to hear what people associate with it and what it means to them. It's of course very easy to look things up in our day and age so it's unfortunately easy to find out what it really means in English or whatever tour Native language is. It's so beautiful to have a Native language by the way but that will be for another very long post. 😉😍🥰 Anyways, if you'd like to join in, I will think of a word and start this discussion this weekend. 🤓😀 Let me know what you think!

I will just try to add this to my original post and hope that it works. 😊🇩🇪🌿🌳

So I have three German words that you might pick from or try all three and see where it leads you or how you feel about them. Hope you have fun! 😉😊 If you would like to have the pronunciation in German, just tell me and I'll add it.

  • Sandstrand
  • fröhlich
  • Glücksbringer
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Hey I have so many thoughts that I would like to share but for right now I would like to share this one idea that came to me. So German is my first language and I've learnt English since elementary school. Learning English words had an entirely different way of associating and imprinting meaning since it came later. It was very interesting and had many different phases, I still learn new words sometimes, which I love and I dearly miss English class. But I digress.

There's the word "custard" that I've come across more frequently during the past days and I like it. It doesn't really have a German 1:1 translation, I know what it is and there's translations approaching its meaning. Which is wonderful because that leaves space for the word. Much like back in the day with your first language and with foreign languages you learnt during your teenage years, you just learn the word, you don't have as many associations and strategies to back up your language learning. So you actually have space to create your own feeling for that word, its haptics and what it means to you in this moment. If you're still following me, I would like to suggest something, I assume most people here don't know any German, so I would like to give you a German word sometimes and you can make it your own thing. I would absolutely love to hear what people associate with it and what it means to them. It's of course very easy to look things up in our day and age so it's unfortunately easy to find out what it really means in English or whatever tour Native language is. It's so beautiful to have a Native language by the way but that will be for another very long post. 😉😍🥰 Anyways, if you'd like to join in, I will think of a word and start this discussion this weekend. 🤓😀 Let me know what you think!

I will just try to add this to my original post and hope that it works. 😊🇩🇪🌿🌳

So I have three German words that you might pick from or try all three and see where it leads you or how you feel about them. Hope you have fun! 😉😊 If you would like to have the pronunciation in German, just tell me and I'll add it.

  • Sandstrand
  • fröhlich
  • Glücksbringer
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Hey I have so many thoughts that I would like to share but for right now I would like to share this one idea that came to me. So German is my first language and I've learnt English since elementary school. Learning English words had an entirely different way of associating and imprinting meaning since it came later. It was very interesting and had many different phases, I still learn new words sometimes, which I love and I dearly miss English class. But I digress.

There's the word "custard" that I've come across more frequently during the past days and I like it. It doesn't really have a German 1:1 translation, I know what it is and there's translations approaching its meaning. Which is wonderful because that leaves space for the word. Much like back in the day with your first language and with foreign languages you learnt during your teenage years, you just learn the word, you don't have as many associations and strategies to back up your language learning. So you actually have space to create your own feeling for that word, its haptics and what it means to you in this moment. If you're still following me, I would like to suggest something, I assume most people here don't know any German, so I would like to give you a German word sometimes and you can make it your own thing. I would absolutely love to hear what people associate with it and what it means to them. It's of course very easy to look things up in our day and age so it's unfortunately easy to find out what it really means in English or whatever tour Native language is. It's so beautiful to have a Native language by the way but that will be for another very long post. 😉😍🥰 Anyways, if you'd like to join in, I will think of a word and start this discussion this weekend. 🤓😀 Let me know what you think!

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I love the Brandenburgischen Konzerte, the Brandenburg Concertos. 😃😍🥰🎶

And not just because of Scully but yeah, also because of Scully. But they're just so good, this is just amazing, AMAZING music! 💚 I even lived in Brandenburg for a while, which is probably not a huge accomplishment since I'm German. ;) But Johann Sebastian Bach was actually Thomaskantor in my hometown. Which sounds so casual because we grow up with it and I've been to St. Thomas's Church so often (it was lovely last Christmas 🎄) but it actually is quite a wonderful thing. 😃😊

My favourite composer is and remains Georg Friedrich Händel, who ironically was born in our neighbouring town. 😄 His compositions are without rival though to me for sure! It was quite an epiphany when I finally actually discovered them as an adult when I understood what I was listening to. I should probably take my violin back up again, she's been resting in her case here with me. She's precious and wonderful. 💖🎻 Hah, music! 😩😀😊💜🎵

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By the way, if anybody wants to, I can translate a text I found into English. It's about two women's accounts on the bombing of Dresden on the 13th/ 14th of February that I spoke about earlier. I don't want to disrespect the other remembrance day, the Holocaust remembrance day from yesterday, so I won't post about other war tragedies for a couple of days.

But in case you are interested, I can talk about it a little bit later on. I live relatively close to Dresden and we also had lots of bombings here in February 1945 that my grandmother told me about. I'm lucky that my grandmother could and would tell me about this. I had tears streaming down my face just reading the article. It doesn't matter whom you speak to, most of our grandparents have experienced utter hell in their youth. Whatever we remember most is usually linked to our family history but the pain in all this is just a feeling of being ripped apart. It's good to remember without using it for the next ideology but to remain a bit compassionate.

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I'm unfortunately having a hard time watching movies still and I wish somebody could understand.

But to answer the question, there are a couple of relatively traditional Christmas movies that we watch every year. The one we watch basically every year is "National Lampoon's Christmas vacation" (1989). And the movie that we watch without fail every year the Friday before Christmas is "Little Lord Fauntleroy" (1980) and I'm getting so emotional right now because of everyone that's missing and so many memories around Christmas and life being so crazy and difficult right now. Anyways, I love this movie absolutely fondly. When I'm going on a rant already, I might as well add that the Earl of Dorincourt that is beautifully played by Alec Guinness, is the closest I could find would resemble Snape in another story/ movie character-wise.

Anyways, I love this movie and this is really when I feel like Christmas. And another Christmas movie that is really traditional and that I try to watch every year is "Three wishes for Cinderella" (1973). It's especially close to our hearts here in Eastern Germany because it was a co-production with Czechoslovakia at that time and the soundtrack is extremely beautiful. 🥰

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So I don't know if that is worldwide or just in Germany but there is currently a special season of "Kinder Joy", which is basically a different version of an Überraschungsei ("surprise egg") just with more plastic. And that special season is a series of little surprises that are Harry Potter themed. And I may or may not have gotten completely unhinged about it!!! 🤪😁🤩😍 I'm vibrating at a glass-shattering frequency, is the accurate description I believe. 😂😎 The surprise eggs look like this:

So I really, really wanted to get one on Sunday but couldn't find one, so I had high hopes that I could get one on Monday as all the shops were open again. But also, no luck and I was kinda sad.

I told my mom to look out for them too, if she may find them because they are relatively rare apparently. And she was like, well, okay, we'll see. So today I said that I was going to another big supermarket further away and try to find one there. And lo and behold she said, yeah but before you do, here's something I have for you. And yes, it was indeed a container with 3 of those eggs, which she had gotten some weeks earlier because she randomly saw it in a supermarket and wanted to give it to me on the 1st of June, which is children's day here in Germany. And like, I may have freaked out and lost my sh*t completely then and there! I was absolutely bamboozled and happy to the tip of my hair! 😄🍀

And the only thing that made this even a 1000 times better yet was the fact that I very eagerly opened the first egg and I shit you not, Snape was the first figure I held in my hands! 😄😍🤩💖

I am very happ!!! 😄💚😊

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I hadn't previously realized how many Polish blogs directly or indirectly call for the destruction of Germany as a whole and the annihilation of German people in particular. All the while living on previously German land.

I haven't grown up like that, we live relatively close to Poland and there's lots of Polish people here and lots of German people there and much rather normal exchange back and forth. Many German-Polish couples I got to be friendly with also. So I haven't been met with any of that hate there, rather with a lot of common ground since we all lived through the Soviet times and had a lot of shared hard times.

I understand that the war still has wounds on both sides that haven't healed, I knew that through our real life interactions obviously. People are talking about it sometimes and are still trying to deal with it. But as far as I've experienced it, people in real life always knew that today's German or today's Polish guy or gal on the street is not your enemy and is not the one out to kill you or displace you. And also not the one responsible for anything that has happened before. It is apparently only on the internet that people find some moral high ground in the demand for genocide. Which is nothing explicitly new but I will block you and report you. No matter what topic it is about, if you have really strong feelings of pain and decide to believe the lie that everything will be super great again if your "enemy" gets beaten, killed or tortured, then I would rather you stay on your little crazy island and live the life you choose there.

I'm trying to heal, even from generational trauma.

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Today we did the last finishing work in my grandma's apartment. Tomorrow we'll hand over the apartment. That was A LOT of work during October and I'm quite proud that we made it, my mom and I were really really sick during the beginning of October. 😵🤧

I have so many feelings about all this, I'm just glad I made it to the graveyard in time today before it closed. I lit a candle for my grandma and my grandpa and I talked to them for a while. I basically bawled my eyes out for 20 minutes straight. I love my grandma so much and I miss her SO bad! 😖 I just really pray that she's happy and so loved now back home with God and her family. ❤🙏🏼

Then I also lit a candle at my father's grave and at our friend's grave. It was beautiful in the clear, friendly night. 🌜🌠

It really helped that I had my Polish course yesterday and our teacher told us so much about the traditions in Poland on the 1st and 2nd of November. 🇵🇱 I really enjoyed that. And I realized, since it is our neighbouring country and I'm hopefully learning the language now more and more, that I may have more success pursuing my path of faith and Christianity by travelling to Poland/ making Polish friends. I so yearn for people to talk to and be around, who have the Christian faith as their foundation and who can teach me more in a good way about Catholicism and how to live in faith. 🙏🏼✝️😊

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I don't know if English has similar plays on words in a Christian sense, but in my Native language German, I always thought it was so funny that people sometimes recounted: "Abraham sprach - 'Bebraham, kann ich mal dein Zebra/ Cebra ham!?' " 😂🤣🤣🦓

In English it may be translated something like "Abraham said - 'Bebraham, may I have your zebra/ cebra, man?' "

The play is about the A, B, C obviously and I think it's hilarious!!! 😂😂😂 (Plus "ham" is like a contraction to "haben" - "to have" and rhymes with the name. 😁 The more you know! 🌈 )

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This song is so, so, so good! I wish you guys spoke German but it's just...even if you don't, it's still so beautiful, pay attention to the energy, I'm sure you can feel it too! 😩😭💜💜💜

It's so poetic and deep, a true cry for love, an agony and yet lightness and awe! I feel like I heard it for the first time, really heard it those last couple of days. I've known it since I was a kid but now it just suddenly has me in shambles. It's so honest and beautiful! ❤

"Dein ist mein ganzes Herz" ("Yours is my whole heart") by Heinz Rudolf Kunze

I can actually do a translation of the lyrics if you want, it's so much worth hearing. 🙏🏼💖

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