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⚜On the wings of the night amidst the stars ⚜

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I follow Jesus Christ ✝️. I'm 33 years old. I am currently doing the "Bible in a Year", would you like to be prayer buddies? I am a woman rooted in and moving ever more towards traditionalism. 🌻 Slytherin House. 💚🐍 I'm very much into spirituality, it is the natural development when dealing with trauma. 🌱 I love languages and history and nature and learning about people. I'm a fan of many things, books and art and stories. And there is so much more, feel free if you want to ask. 💖
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Romy Schneider in Sissi, Schicksalsjahre einer Kaiserin (1957) dir. by Ernst Marischka.

She's beautiful and deserves respect. 😊💚

I didn't grow up watching these movies but they were on sometimes, my family just wasn't a big fan so we didn't seek them out I guess. Which leaves the possibility for me to watch them all for myself now. ☺️ Romy Schneider was a great actress though and she looks lovely in this scene. 😊

We have a German actress/ singer, who looks so much like her, she should totally play her in a movie. I don't want to take the spotlight from Romy Schneider in this post though, maybe I'll discuss that another time. 😉

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I've read again that there is a biopic supposedly being made on Fred Astaire and this time I've also read that there is going to be a biopic on Fred&Ginger as well. As a big fan of them and their amazing work, as well as a fan of the 20s, 30s and 40s I can only say - may God protect us from both biopics definitively.

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By the way, if anybody wants to, I can translate a text I found into English. It's about two women's accounts on the bombing of Dresden on the 13th/ 14th of February that I spoke about earlier. I don't want to disrespect the other remembrance day, the Holocaust remembrance day from yesterday, so I won't post about other war tragedies for a couple of days.

But in case you are interested, I can talk about it a little bit later on. I live relatively close to Dresden and we also had lots of bombings here in February 1945 that my grandmother told me about. I'm lucky that my grandmother could and would tell me about this. I had tears streaming down my face just reading the article. It doesn't matter whom you speak to, most of our grandparents have experienced utter hell in their youth. Whatever we remember most is usually linked to our family history but the pain in all this is just a feeling of being ripped apart. It's good to remember without using it for the next ideology but to remain a bit compassionate.

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I hadn't previously realized how many Polish blogs directly or indirectly call for the destruction of Germany as a whole and the annihilation of German people in particular. All the while living on previously German land.

I haven't grown up like that, we live relatively close to Poland and there's lots of Polish people here and lots of German people there and much rather normal exchange back and forth. Many German-Polish couples I got to be friendly with also. So I haven't been met with any of that hate there, rather with a lot of common ground since we all lived through the Soviet times and had a lot of shared hard times.

I understand that the war still has wounds on both sides that haven't healed, I knew that through our real life interactions obviously. People are talking about it sometimes and are still trying to deal with it. But as far as I've experienced it, people in real life always knew that today's German or today's Polish guy or gal on the street is not your enemy and is not the one out to kill you or displace you. And also not the one responsible for anything that has happened before. It is apparently only on the internet that people find some moral high ground in the demand for genocide. Which is nothing explicitly new but I will block you and report you. No matter what topic it is about, if you have really strong feelings of pain and decide to believe the lie that everything will be super great again if your "enemy" gets beaten, killed or tortured, then I would rather you stay on your little crazy island and live the life you choose there.

I'm trying to heal, even from generational trauma.

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You guys, really, I wish more people would be interested in this and realize what it means that the buildings on the World's Fairs all around the world by the turn of the century most likely had been there before those events. They were a remnant of the Old World. And that there is probably much more to our collective history that we were bereft of.

I'm just going to continue posting about it because it is incredibly fascinating and you just feel such a deep yearning for this ancestry of ours, once you start looking into it a bit. 💜

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This is SOOOOOSOOOOOOO AMAZING!!! 😀😍😄

Everything about this video is perfect! 💜

And I don't know what it is but I break into tears seeing something like that. Just recently I went to a really cool Western Festival near my town and there you go up a hill to the entrance. There is a very old, VERY beautiful steam train that you have to take up that hill and back down if you want.

And I stood there, outside on the platform, the sooty smoke blowing around us and I felt like a sudden rooting of my feet and broke into tears. I was in my historically inspired linen clothes too and at that moment I powerfully felt that I was home. Finally, I was home and everything was how it was supposed to be. Given most of my interests I think it is possible that my soul has had a really connected life in the late 1800s and living in this modern age right now, I have never fully recovered from not being there anymore and everything feeling so un-home to me here. I took some pictures on that festival and when I get the photos (they're being developed currently), I may post some of them here, if you're interested. 😃😊😁

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It was genuinely the reveal of the text messages where he “joked” about fucking her dead, burned corpse after “joking” about ‘drowning her as a witch’ that just made it incredibly clear how… not okay he was towards her either. I do not care what ‘justification’ he may have had in his feelings towards her - any person who speaks on another person like that is dangerous.

The video footage of him slamming cabinets in anger around her, the audio of him verbally abusing her.

This is a man who is good friends with Marilyn Manson. A man who joked on stand just weeks ago about doing drugs with Manson who groomed, branded, mentally and sexually abused, and drugged and raped on camera Evan Rachel Wood.

Like there are so many fucking red flags with Johnny alone, with video and audio evidence towards how he felt and treated her, not to mention the people he associates with on such an intimate level that they were having Thanksgiving dinners together…

I am speaking solely as someone observing disturbing and fear-inducing behavior. How anybody could see all of that, regardless of who it was in relation to, and not be immediately concerned, worries me so fucking much

I had wanted to share this post yesterday but I didn't want to put that on during the night. While I have no doubt about the fact that Amber abused Johnny emotionally and physically and she absolutely lied her way through court (as one of the more obvious cases of malignant narcissism), I also think we should not paint Johnny like the innocent victim. In some ways he was innocent but in others not. I have been pointing out his uncomfortably close relationship with Marilyn Manson to people before because this is not to be taken lightly in my opinion.

I find it most uncomfortable and totally not okay that the public and the media have somehow comfortably forgotten about Johnny's involvement in the case of "The Memphis Three", a terrible murder case linked to ritualistic abuse. He has been involved with people and circumstances around occult practices, to put it carefully. Really dark practices.

I don't believe that Johnny is a bad person in general, I think he does have a good heart in many ways. But he also has a really dark side that people refuse to acknowledge, which is the only reason for me to not completely disregard Amber's testimony, even though most of it is a crazy web of lies. I wish there would be a genuine, honest and truthful investigation about the situation in its entirety, not just this public show once again where the masses follow one narrative.

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You guys, really, I wish more people would be interested in this and realize what it means that the buildings on the World's Fairs all around the world by the turn of the century most likely had been there before those events. They were a remnant of the Old World. And that there is probably much more to our collective history that we were bereft of.

I'm just going to continue posting about it because it is incredibly fascinating and you just feel such a deep yearning for this ancestry of ours, once you start looking into it a bit. 💜

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I don't know if there is talking about this in other parts of the world too but here in Germany we do have rather intense discussions at the moment about world history and more precisely what parts of world history are true and what are completely twisted or actually missing. And by "we" I obviously mean alternative groups, not official channels.

Especially in regards to missing world events of destruction that we are no longer consciously aware of. And in particular the subject of the World's Fairs in the late 19th century to the beginning of the 20th century.

There are considerable gaps. And one interpretation is that the incredible buildings that were allegedly built there in very short spans of time and then all destroyed for some reason, were actually built long before that. They are remnants of a different time in humanity's collective history actually. I find that rather conclusive and appealing.

It's mighty interesting to follow the discussions and discoveries there! And one thing is for sure - we have been lied to BIG TIME about our real history and ancestry for obvious reasons and the history of the Church is one of them, I might add. This is nothing for the faint of heart but it is amazing eventually!

Isn't that super exciting!? 😃

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I don't know if there is talking about this in other parts of the world too but here in Germany we do have rather intense discussions at the moment about world history and more precisely what parts of world history are true and what are completely twisted or actually missing. And by "we" I obviously mean alternative groups, not official channels.

Especially in regards to missing world events of destruction that we are no longer consciously aware of. And in particular the subject of the World's Fairs in the late 19th century to the beginning of the 20th century.

There are considerable gaps. And one interpretation is that the incredible buildings that were allegedly built there in very short spans of time and then all destroyed for some reason, were actually built long before that. They are remnants of a different time in humanity's collective history actually. I find that rather conclusive and appealing.

It's mighty interesting to follow the discussions and discoveries there! And one thing is for sure - we have been lied to BIG TIME about our real history and ancestry for obvious reasons and the history of the Church is one of them, I might add. This is nothing for the faint of heart but it is amazing eventually!

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I don't know if there is talking about this in other parts of the world too but here in Germany we do have rather intense discussions at the moment about world history and more precisely what parts of world history are true and what are completely twisted or actually missing. And by "we" I obviously mean alternative groups, not official channels.

Especially in regards to missing world events of destruction that we are no longer consciously aware of. And in particular the subject of the World's Fairs in the late 19th century to the beginning of the 20th century.

There are considerable gaps. And one interpretation is that the incredible buildings that were allegedly built there in very short spans of time and then all destroyed for some reason, were actually built long before that. They are remnants of a different time in humanity's collective history actually. I find that rather conclusive and appealing.

It's mighty interesting to follow the discussions and discoveries there! And one thing is for sure - we have been lied to BIG TIME about our real history and ancestry for obvious reasons and the history of the Church is one of them, I might add. This is nothing for the faint of heart but it is amazing eventually!

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