I’m so frustrated. I was doing what little exercise I could every day for a good few months. Just to try to build up my strength a little bit. But i can’t even do that anymore cause it was messing with my knees even though I was wearing braces.
I always wanted to be big and strong as a kid, I still do now. I think about the time before I got sick. When I was lifting weights every day or so. About 10 15 pounds. I miss it, but I’m afraid if i try it will just be my joints popping and starting to hurt.
I can’t stand up long cause my feet hurt from the pooling blood.
For months I’ve really wanted to go hiking, I’m scared I’ll never get to go hiking again.