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Maglor trudged wearily toward two of his brothers were. He heard news just now that Maedhros was wounded, and worry curled a cold fist inside his guts, and he shoved elven soldiers out of his path in his hurry to get to where Maedhros was. It wasn’t fatal, he hoped – and by now Maglor knew that no simple orc blade could kill Maedhros, but still, the very news alone that someone managed to injure the strongest of the brothers was ill-taken.

He found Celegorm already with Maedhros, both on the ground. Maedhros had two arrows lodged into his person; one by his right flank, and another by the left side of his chest, far enough from the heart but surely pierced the ribs. Celegorm sat behind him and was already cradling him in preparation for the pulling out of the arrowheads; it was not going to be a pretty thing.

Maedhros himself was pale not with pain, but rage. These days, whenever rage or some other such strong emotion distorted his already scarred face, the silver-gray of his irises become tinged with red, or else melt into red entirely. Of course, the first time this happened, this had terrified his brothers in differing levels. Maglor admittedly, and to his eternal shame, had been scared half to death. Celegorm took it in stride and made no comment about it, while Caranthir took it most calmly of them all. Curufin and the twins were afraid, not just for their brother but also for themselves, though whatever comments they had, they kept to themselves. And so there it was – Maedhros pale with blood loss and rage, his eyes red, gnashing his teeth as Celegorm wrapped his arms tighter around his torso.

Celegorm began to sing a song, of soothing hurts and healing and recovery. Attempting to put Maedhros at ease.

“Do it, godsdamn it, just do it already,” Maedhros hissed just as Caranthir, Curufin and the twins arrived. He snarls, not much different from a true orc, challenging his brothers.

Maglor took one look at his brother’s half-monstrous face, and he declared: “I’ll hold him, you do it,” he tells Caranthir, and he proceeded to avoid the ugly task ahead by grabbing Maedhros’s legs.

Caranthir’s ruddy face darkened. His jaw tightened, and he shot Amrod a look. The elder of the twins quickly scrambled around, found a piece of wood, and he gingerly darted forward and bade Maedhros bite down on it. Maedhros obeyed; he bit down, and Celegorm sings louder and tightens his hold around his torso. Curufin and Amras ran forward to secure his arms, and Caranthir removed his gauntlets and doused his hands with disinfectant that a healer gave.

The fourth son of Fëanor got distracted by this; he managed to glare at the healer, who could only look away. It took the bravest and most obstinate of healers to treat Maedhros with injuries sustained from combat; otherwise he frightened them all off anyway, and none can look into his half-elf, half-orc face, nor bear to have the Lord of Himring snarling at them with the voice of a monster made in Angband.

Right.

Now for the first arrow.

Caranthir grasped the arrow by Maedhros’s chest first, and he met his brother’s feral gaze, and mentally, they both counted by their breaths: one, two, three—and the rest of their brothers braced, and Caranthir pulled, and Maedhros growled like a creature from Udûn, and the wood between his teeth cracked.

There was the ugly sound of ripping flesh—the arrowhead was barbed, and Caranthir put all his strength to it, and it came loose, and dark blood, darker than normal, spilled forth from the wound. The healer quickly clasped a clean cloth over the first wound, and Caranthir turned his attention to the next arrowhead.

Maedhros breathed and panted and huffed and puffed like a trapped monster. The growl came from the depths of his chest, and his irises bled into outright crimson now, and the healer’s fear spiked and batted against Caranthir’s mental barriers, and Caranthir for a moment entertained the idea of backhanding the healer across the face to get the ellon to get a grip on himself.

“Alright, hanno?” Caranthir asked their brother. “Just one more. Just one more.”

Maedhros, red-eyed and snarling and growling, nodded. Celegorm sang louder, and this time Maglor’s more powerful voice melded with his, and Curufin and Amrod and Amras grasped what limb of their eldest brother they could to hold him down with all their strength.

Caranthir grasped the second arrow, and pulled.

The sound torn from Maedhros could not have been made by an elf. He growled, deep and sinister, and he gnashed his teeth so hard the wood between his teeth broke and splintered. He roared.

Caranthir and the healer were quick on their feet and jumped away as far as possible first, the second arrow in Caranthir’s hand. In a burst of monstrous strength Maedhros pulled free from Celegorm’s hold, and headbutted the nearest brother in reach who wasn’t fast enough to escape him: Maglor. There followed the crack of skull and against skull, and Maglor’s own pained shout.

Still growling and roaring, Maedhros got to his feet, blindly grabbed for another within his reach, and the unfortunate bastard to get trapped next is Curufin, captured by his ponytail. “Ai, ai!” Curufin yelled as he tried to pull the clasp holding his cape in place, but he isn’t quick enough, and Maedhros’s flesh-and-bone fist crashes against his brother’s cheek, and the blow knocked out Curufin, and he crumpled to the earth like a puppet whose strings were cut.

“Nelyo! Calm down!”

“Nelyo!”

“Ai! My nose!”

Amras scrambled forward, ducked low, and pulled Curufin away to safety. Maglor was crouched nearby, clutching his bleeding nose.

Maedhros growled, still seeing red, and he rounded on his brothers, who skirted him, leaping away from his grabbing hands. Blood frothed on the Lord of Himring’s mouth.

“Stop it, Nelyo!” Celegorm yelled. “Stop!”

Maedhros took several heaved breaths. As they watched, slowly, the red began to retreat from his irises to reveal silver-gray once more. The snarling and growling stopped. When the Lord of Himring fell to his knees, Amrod braved darting forward. Caranthir followed, and together they quickly got Maedhros out of his armor plates, then out of his chain mail, then followed removing his tunic. The healer crept forward last, armed with disinfectant and more cloths.

Maedhros dwindled more after that. Celegorm returned to holding him propped up from behind, as his wounds were cleaned out and potential poisoned flesh carved out. The bleeding was staunched, and nobody dared comment on his darker blood, almost black. Then the healer would have stitched his wounds closed too, if not for Caranthir shooing away the healer from the task, and doing the job himself. The healer instead tended to Maglor and Curufin.

Celegorm smoothed back Maedhros’s grimy, matted red hair from his face. Then kissed his cheeks. “Well done, hanno. Well done,” Celegorm murmured. Now he was mostly hugging Maedhros into his chest. Caranthir wiped their brother’s scarred flesh clean for a final time, and barked at a nearby soldier to bring a fresh tunic for their lord. The soldier ran to obey.

Caranthir then observed his stitchwork. Convinced they’re perfect, he nodded, then picked up one of Celegorm’s abandoned wineskins. He popped it open and drank, then pressed it to Maedhros’s lips, and he too, drank three deep swigs. He sagged in Celegorm’s hold.

“Just another day in Beleriand,” Maedhros muttered, his voice still ragged with his recent hurt.

“Yeah,” Celegorm agreed. He took his wineskin back and drank deeply from it. “Just another day.”

Caranthir sat beside them, and stretched out his legs, his weight down his arms. He let out a long sigh. The healer returned to his side now, and made to look at the bloodied gash by his left temple, but Caranthir slapped the healer’s hands away. “Get thee gone and look at Makalaurë’s nose instead. If it heals crooked, he will have your head.” Yet his voice has no real hostility in it; just exhaustion.

Above the battlefield, victorious though it was, carrion-birds circled.

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Curufin took pride in the fact that all the elves which thought to bask under Finrod’s laughter and light would never see what he was truly like. Only the closest family and friends were allowed to glimpse beneath the mask of kindness and nobility Finrod had always worn.

It had been two days before the end of Tirion’s celebration of Finrod that he’d found his cousin sitting on ground by an abandoned alley, near a ditch. Finrod’s festive clothing were rumpled and soiled by vomit beyond any hope of salvation, and there were no flowers in his hair now, and his golden locks were tousled and tangled.

Finrod looked as if he had been mauled and dragged out of a tavern, and robbed.

Curufin walked toward him, made sure he was still alive, and then tried to lift him up, and walk him home.

They staggered together down the abandoned street, Telperion shining silver around the world, and Finrod chuckled.

“Not the very best in Aman now, right?” He slurred at Curufin as he chuckled brokenly.

“No, certainly not,” Curufin wrinkled his nose. They paused and he sought to wrap an arm closer around his cousin’s waist. Finrod was the taller elf (Curufin barely reached his eyes), yet Curufin was the stronger one, made tough from all of his work in the forge and the unending busy lifestyle of a Fëanorian. “You smell like vomit, your hair is rumpled, and you are most certainly the Ugliest Elf in Aman.”

Finrod giggled like no tomorrow. “Yes. Yes. Call me Ugly, for that is what I am, and only so very few understand that and see it.”

“Then you shall be Ugly henceforth.”

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Finrod sleeps with his back turned to Curufin, his golden hair spilled on the pillows like melted gold. His breathing is soft and stable, telling Curufin he is still in the depths of Irmo’s hold. Dust motes swirl around Finrod’s sleeping figure, and the light hits him just so, that the very fine hairs on his arms seem to disappear into pale gold. 

Curufin rolls onto his side and presses close against Finrod’s back. He trails kisses down the sleeping one’s temple; down the side of his cheek. Then down and around the contours of a pointed ear, breathing in his scent – of sleep and that distinct scent that can only be Finrod . Curufin’s left hand curls round a toned flank, his fingers splaying open against the chiseled angles of Finrod’s toned middle. His lips continue their roving; down the side of a neck, the arch of a shoulder. There, at the summit of flesh and bone, Curufin lingers.

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Ahhhh

Curufinrod and you still want me ? After all the grief and trouble I’ve caused you ?

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Many years ago, in. Nargothrond, when things had gone down badly between Finrod and Telperinquar -- Telperinquar had confronted him, Finrod, about the how and the why of his illicit relationship with Curufinwë. It had been a subtle, quiet confrontation. Telperinquar had inherited the softer art of subtlety from Helwë his mother. It had been one of the softest confrontations Finrod had ever faced. Tyelpe had asked to see him one rainy evening, and he'd welcomed him to his private audience chambers, but this time, Tyelpe had not sat down. Tyelpe stood there, hands clenched into fists, a most heartbroken and betrayed expression on his young face. And he'd asked... why? Why would you destroy my family? Why did you this? My Atar will go back to my Amil. This separation is temporary. This is not forever. Their fëar are bonded forever. For as long as Arda exists. Why did you do this, Finrod? Are you so greedy that everyone must love you, and despair?

Finrod remembered very well how he could only offer Telperinquar silence for a few minutes. Then, like the typical villain in these kinds of stories, he'd given also a very typical answer: because I love Curufinwë, and I will not be denied mine heart desire.

You're betrothed! Telperinquar had cried out. You're betrothed in Aman, you have Lady Amarië -- why would you--

And Telperinquar called him cruel. All in hushed words, the look of betrayal never leaving his eyes, and Finrod knew that he too, had a hand as to why Tyelpe disowned his father, and his family.

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The log in the fireplace crackles. Here in Aman, Finrod is the High King's heir. No longer is he the son of the third son, renowned only for his unusual bloodline, because of the words of Manwë pronounced during his birth. Here, he stands to be on the bloody throne where his grandfather sat, where his uncles sat, where his cousins sat. And they all died over it, in Beleriand.

But, some heir of the High King he is. Here he is, residing far from Tirion, having absconded in the middle of the night, unable to stand the pretense and the expectation to have him pick up his life where he left off. As if thousands of years had not passed. As if Beleriand had not unraveled him completely, turning him into someone else. As if the taste of freedom on the Hither Lands had not changed his heart irrevocably. As if his deeds would ever be acceptable for the throne in Aman -- this land he cannot now leave, and where he shall choke in the hypocrisy and misunderstanding of everybody who never left.

Curufinwë sits before him. He has an emptied pint of ale in his rough smith's hands, and his lovely silver eyes are watching the log crackling in the fire. Finrod, in turn, is leaning back on his seat, his own elegant fingers steepled and resting on his middle. His own eyes watches Curufinwë.

"And you still want me?" Finrod asks. "After all the grief and trouble I caused you?"

Ah yes. In Beleriand he had been both magnanimous, kind, noble and brave. Yet beneath it, carefully concealed by his blinding radiance, Finrod had been exceedingly cruel, and vicious and covetous and unstoppable. Flouting bonds and burning bridges left and right. Those that remained in Aman cannot reach him. Amarië and Helwë could not reach them, no matter how hard they tried. He and Curufin had freedom.

"I should be asking you that question, Ingoldo," says Curufinwë, now turning to him. "But there are few acts in Beleriand which give me pride but I refuse to be ashamed of finding you.”

The log in the fire crackles sharply as they regard each other in quiet.

"How did you die?" Finrod asks next, his voice hushed.

Curufin smirks. Then he reaches, takes Finrod's feet, and rests them on his lap. "With particular viciousness. You would have been very happy if you had seen it. I took a spear in the eye, and Turko tried to get me out of there....but he got riddled by arrows, and so died. The Sindar caught up with us, and the ellon who got me...twisted the spear into my head."

"Nothing less than you deserved," Finrod says.

"Indeed," Curufinwë agrees. He starts massaging Finrod's feet. "And to answer your question. I am here, am I not? Still following you. Still massaging your feet, for Eru's sake. What else of a confirmation do you want of me?"

Finrod lifts his right foot, and rests it against Curufin's chest. They look at each other for the longest time, in quiet.

A smile spreads on Finrod's lips.

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Curufin

“No, I don’t think you’re ‘secretly bad’. I’ve met you.”

Council in Nargothrond does not happen these days without Curufin sitting amongst the lords by the long table. Just a few months ago, he had been one of the ones waiting outside, standing in line for the council's long hours to finally be over, and then jostling with other elves and edain to be able to push forward -- to talk to their needed lord or lady, or even the King himself. It is amazing to him how easily he slips from one role to another. Curufin the Crafty he was called, for a reason.

Finrod is decently-clad today, in Noldorin dress and his golden hair bound in Noldorin braids. Yet he is sitting nonchalant, booted feet propped up, as Galor Lord of the House of Emerald continues his words. The King looked thoughtful, twirling an ink-free quill, and though he feigns indifference, Curufin knew he was anything but. It's a common mistake made regarding Finrod, even in Aman. You'd think he's pie-eyed one moment, thoughts flying to music or song, but he's listening. He's paying attention.

He doesn't say much today, Curufin. Though he takes notes, and as the others drone on and on, he jots down his points of observation and notice, and he will go over these later with Finrod. It is a good mental practice, and two heads are better than one. Ever since the Bragollach had happened, Finrod had been silently straining to keep his interest on his throne and his rule.

Two more hours pass. Council adjourns, and everyone starts gathering their effects -- except Curufin, Orodreth and Finrod. Orodreth stands and goes to confer with his Uncle the King in Telerin, keeping their voices hushed as if Curufin was incapable of understanding Telerin. He, favored son of Fëanor, who spoke Valarin -- unable to comprehend Telerin? Pah. Sometimes, Orodreth's idiocy knew no bounds. Yet Curufin kept his peace, reviewing his notes and uncle and nephew discussed. He can wait.

Orodreth departs after a while, leaving him alone with the king. Curufin looks up just as Finrod approaches him, and perches by the armrest of his chair. He is quick to rectify this. He pulls Finrod onto his lap instead. Curufin welcomes the other's solid weight, and he immediately buries his nose and lips into Finrod's golden hair. Breathes deep.

They discuss council, of course. While Finrod sits on him, and while Curufin keeps him trapped with his arms, nosing into his hair and back, imbibing his scent.

He isn't certain why the topic meandered off the rails. The next thing Curufin knows, Finrod is saying something to him.

“No, I don’t think you’re ‘secretly bad’. I’ve met you.”

"What do you mean by this?" Curufin asks, his tone taking on the beginnings of an edge, even if he tightens his hold around Finrod.

"I mean to say your nastiness has always been on full display. Now, if people can see beyond this feigned nastiness and discover and understand you do hold some sincerity and goodness in you, is another matter entirely," Finrod explains. Curufin could feel him lightly brushing a touch against his arms.

"And unlike you, who feign nobility, magnanimity and kindness," Curufin returns, shrewd. "If people knew and understand just how cruel and vicious you could be, they'd think twice about following you into an underground kingdom. Why, if one day you went berserk, nobody can escape you here."

He feels Finrod turn a little in his hold. But Curufin simply buries his face further into the golden elf's back. Mmf. Finrod is his. His.

"I think we complement each other quite well, don't you think so, Curufinwë?"

"Mm. Yes. We're perfect for each other."

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Anonymous asked:

So you told me you took prompt again but take all the time you need!

I would love either some crown of thorns or baby Aegnor <3

-- PappayeGod

don't talk. you'll ruin everything.

Curufinwë strode down the hallway with such a vehement anger on his face, that everyone who remembered him that day would say that, that moment, he was very much akin to Fëanor than he ever will be.

Nargothrond is his; he has succeeded with his long and meticulous planning, and earlier that night, the final piece had fallen into place. The Houses of Nargothrond -- both the Eldar and Edain ones, have clamored to oust their own king, forgetting, for a moment, through the sweet poison of Curufin's words -- that Finrod Felagund found them a safe haven, and secured that safe haven for four hundred, unbroken years. The aristocrats had many excuses: malcontent, mainly from the Eldarin houses -- because Finrod had long flouted norms and societal expectations ever since setting foot on Beleriand. To openly stop wearing his betrothal ring was a great affront, especially to the lords of many houses, who have made the journey with him, and who have seen him as a young elf in Aman. This, and Finrod's profound refusal to take a proper wife, sire proper heirs -- leaving Nargothrond insecure. It was no big feat to realize and understand that Artaresto was unpopular; too soft, indecisive, too easily malleable. Nargothrond and the lords wanted someone strong; as strong as Finrod had been, before grief from Angrod and Aegnor's demise wormed its way into his heart, and chipped away the iron composure a King was supposed to have.

And now the Adan.

Curufin snarled at the guards and they let him pass, and he throws open the double doors leading to Finrod's chambers. They slam shut behind him. There is a fire in the hearth, and no book, no ornament, no vase is out of place -- except perhaps the second set of double doors leading to the main bedchamber is open. Curufin strode toward it with purpose.

And there he finds him: the lover he betrayed; the lover he stole realm, people and crown from -- the lover whom he bedded despite his relentless politicking, the lover he kissed despite his insidious plans, despite his conspiracies and treacheries with the Houses of Ruby, Sapphire, Turquoise, Chalcedony and Lapis.

Finrod, sitting there on the floor, packing a satchel for a trip -- golden hair unbound and streaming behind him. Curufin clenched his hands into fists. He knows that Finrod knows he is here, but the golden one won't face him.

(And Curufin can still hear the dull clang of the silver, serpent-flower crown of Nargothrond made when Finrod cast it on the floor of the throneroom. Aside from the oath this sound will echo in his mind many years later. It will keep awake through the night, will haunt his most terrible nightmares. He will see Finrod wearing it; Finrod, his body mangled, his stomach torn open, and he is extending blood and guts toward Curufin in silent offer, and the crown of Nargothrond is on his head, the only part of him not stained red by--)

Finrod picks up a dagger. He unsheathes the blade, inspects it by the light of the candle, and sheathes it again. Before it can go into his satchel, Curufin crosses the distance and catches him by the wrist.

"Don't talk," Finrod says, and he does not even give Curufin the satisfaction of looking at him. His hand, his wrist, is limp in Curufin's hold, and Curufin wants to crush his wrist. "You'll ruin everything."

But Curufin pulls Finrod into his hold, and he lets go like he has never let go before, since Fëanor burned. The tears that stream from his silver eyes are crystal clear, and in his head, the Oath is a thousand scratches and clicks, insects, legion, tormenting him, calling him to action, blotting out everything else. Everything, except for his terrible desire to keep Finrod here, keep him here, even if it meant to kill him, prevent him from fulfilling the thrice-damned Oath those Edain never deserved.

(Rats. Rats they were, these Secondborn, opportunists, weaklings.)

"No one has to leave, Ingoldo," Curufin whispers fiercely, clutching Finrod to him how a man might cling to a rock against the tide, to prevent himself from being swept away to the point of no return. "Stay with me. Stay here. You do not need to honor your word over the likes of that scum. It was not the aid your oath contemplated. Let him attempt his foolish errand. Do not die for some miserable creature's lust. Do not. Do not ask me to let you go."

Finrod leans into his hold. It is as if one of those countless evenings, in the bliss of Nargothrond, where they sat here on this very same floor, just like this, Curufin cradling his golden one in his arms as they exchanged sweet nothings, and Finrod caresses his cheek just like this, with a soft touch, and Curufin kisses his fingertips, his palm, his wrist.

"If this is a chance to save you," Finrod whispers. "And save you all, then I will take it."

Curufin's face crumples. He sobs outright, burying his face into that golden hair he loves. There's no saving us, Ingoldo. Don't you see? We doomed ourselves. We can not get out. We can not escape.

He feels Finrod kiss his hair.

Spare Artaresto. Spare Findi. Spare her, above all.

Curufin grips Angrist by the hilt. His mind plays how this should have gone: He unsheathes his dagger, and as he held Finrod tenderly in his arms he slits his beloved's throat, and he holds him still as he bleeds out, as he chokes, as the light goes out of his lovely blue eyes. Curufin holds him there long after the terrible deed is done, and afterward, it will be his turn to take his own life. In Mandos, at least, they will be together.

But Curufin does not do it. He can not. He will not. In hindsight, perhaps he should have. Then Finrod would not have perished alone, a wretched death in the dark, forsaken by everything that he held dear.

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