“I do not desire your despair,” Mairon croons, his voice smooth as silk, his fingertips a ghostly brush against Finrod’s temple. “I only desire your love.”
A harsh laugh escapes Finrod, tinged with bitter irony. “What you call love is nothing more than a romantic guise for ownership.”
“Yet you seek it all the same.”
“I do,” Finrod admits, his voice weary. “I do. Perhaps because when all strength has been spent on hatred, what else remains but love? When the heart yearns for affection, what else is there? What else but this paradox, where you cherish me as much as you torment me?”
Mairon’s lips curl into a knowing smile, his voice smooth and almost tender. “Is it so surprising? For in this twisted dance of ours, I find something profound. I feel a true, raw love for you, my precious. It’s not merely a matter of ownership or possession. In your suffering and your resistance, I see the depth of our connection, something far more real than any fleeting sentiment. My feelings are as genuine as the torment I inflict—perhaps even more so.” His gaze remains locked on Finrod, a complex mix of longing and dark affection in his eyes. “I love you, my most precious, maksima, my beloved, in a way that transcends mere possession. It is because of your strength, your defiance, and your unyielding spirit that I am drawn to you. Your suffering, your resilience—these are not just tools for my pleasure, but the very essence of why I love you. You challenge me, you evoke in me a depth of feeling that I cannot easily define, yet cannot deny. In your pain and your resistance, I find a reflection of my own tumultuous heart, and it is this profound connection that binds me to you. How could I ever yearn for one who shows me no defiance? How could I long for someone who has forsaken their entire being just to please me? When I have you—when I have you by my side, who blends both devotion and resistance so perfectly?”