#brothers in blood where jason sent the note saying we wanted to be family :(

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Look at pinned post || Asexual || Arospec || 🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟🎟 There is a flower within my heart Daisy, Daisy Planted one day by a glancing dart Planted by Daisy Bell Whether she loves me or loves me not Sometimes it's hard to tell Yet I am longing to share the lot A beautiful Daisy Bell Daisy, Daisy, give me your answer do I'm half crazy all for the love of you It won't be a stylish marriage I can't afford a carriage But you'll look sweet upon the seat Of a bicycle built for two Daisy, Daisy, give me your answer do I'm half crazy all for the love of you It won't be a stylish marriage I can't afford a carriage But you'll look sweet upon the seat Of a bicycle built for two We will go tandem as man and wife Daisy, Daisy Peddling away down the road of life I and my Daisy Bell When the road's dark, we can both despise Policemen and lamps as well There are bright lights in the dazzling eyes Of beautiful Daisy Bell Daisy, Daisy, give me your answer do I'm half crazy all for the love of you It won't be a stylish marriage I can't afford a carriage But you'll look sweet upon the seat Of a bicycle built for two Daisy, Daisy, give me your answer do I'm half crazy all for the love of you It won't be a stylish marriage I can't afford a carriage But you'll look sweet upon the seat Of a bicycle built for two I will stand by you in weal or woe, Daisy, Daisy You'll be the bell witch I'll ring, you'll know Sweet little Daisy Bell You'll take the lead in each trip we take Then if I don't do well I will permit you to use the brake My beautiful little Daisy Bell Daisy, Daisy, give me your answer do I'm half crazy all for the love of you It won't be a stylish marriage I can't afford a carriage But you'll look sweet upon the seat Of a bicycle built for two Daisy, Daisy, give me your answer do I'm half crazy all for the love of you It won't be a stylish marriage I can't afford a carriage But you'll look sweet upon the seat Of a bicycle built for two

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I imagine Jason didn't fully really see Dick as his brother, that was more like a distant figure. Nightwing who's a hero and very cool and sometimes tells him he's doing a good job. Like? Augh. Putting this into words

He never truly yearned or hoped for Dick to hang out more, to be his brother, to take him on trips in and out of uniform. Like he thought about it, but it just. Didn't seem the realm of possibility. Dick was cool, he liked him, he would've loved to hang out with him more. But the idea having an actual proper relationship never really fully crossed him. He didn't agonise over Dick not being a brother because it just. Didn't come to mind, it didn't seem a possibility, it just wasn't a thing. Why would he expect Dick to be a brother to him, why would he ever expect Dick to hang out with him more

#and OBVIOUSLY when tim comes by jason is like hey. what the fuck.#nightwing could've been my BROTHER? we couldve hung out :(? how come he didn't :(#i dunno it just. there's an extra hit to it yknow? different fun thing where instead of being a distant brother #jason just fully never comprehended he could've been #i dont mean this in a set up for ship way to be clear #i mean it in a. god thinking about dick and tims closer relationship and jasons nonexistent one devastates me all the time for forever #jason is the character i place in the cold snow outside to look into a bright window with a happy and warm family but cannot enter #<- thats not fully related to this specificpost i guess. but man. short stories you read in elementary school thag haunt you for forever hu #uh #jason todd #for filtering rly #brothers in blood where jason sent the note saying we wanted to be family :(