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i promise you,
you forget.
they say that your first love
is the one that never comes out,
that years later you’re still carrying the wound
around
but in five years, you’ll be drinking
a good hot chocolate and laughing, and
while suddenly you wonder what happened
to them, where they are now,
what they’d think of you:
it no longer stings.
it becomes okay. they didn’t love you
and it messed you up for a long time
but the good news is
the girl they loved
doesn’t really exist anymore,
and while she was beautiful
you’re happier than her.
to my past self // r.i.d (via inkskinned)
Anonymous asked:
How is life in the mountains???!! How are you doing??!!
This is so odd... I just found my tumblr password and login after 2 years.. come back to reposts and anon questions. I’ve been doing quite great though. I love the mountains. I love Colorado. I’ve got two dogs, a pretty great job at this time(Still searching for that career though) and lots more adventures that I want to go on. Maybe ill make a mass post about the places I’ve seen and people I have met. It’s weird looking at my old posts. I am a different person now and that’s for sure
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This is the thing: When you hit 28 or 30, everything begins to divide. You can see very clearly two kinds of people. On one side, people who have used their 20s to learn and grow, to find … themselves and their dreams, people who know what works and what doesn’t, who have pushed through to become real live adults. Then there’s the other kind, who are hanging onto college, or high school even, with all their might. They’ve stayed in jobs they hate, because they’re too scared to get another one. They’ve stayed with men or women who are good but not great, because they don’t want to be lonely. … they mean to develop intimate friendships, they mean to stop drinking like life is one big frat party. But they don’t do those things, so they live in an extended adolescence, no closer to adulthood than when they graduated.
Don’t be like that. Don’t get stuck. Move, travel, take a class, take a risk. There is a season for wildness and a season for settledness, and this is neither. This season is about becoming. Don’t lose yourself at happy hour, but don’t lose yourself on the corporate ladder either. Stop every once in a while and go out to coffee or climb in bed with your journal.
Ask yourself some good questions like: “Am I proud of the life I’m living? What have I tried this month? … Do the people I’m spending time with give me life, or make me feel small? Is there any brokenness in my life that’s keeping me from moving forward?”
Now is your time. Walk closely with people you love, and with people who believe life is a grand adventure. Don’t get stuck in the past, and don’t try to fast-forward yourself into a future you haven’t yet earned. Give today all the love and intensity and courage you can, and keep traveling honestly along life’s path.
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this is the most anticlimactic video i’ve ever seen
Source: weloveshortvideos.com
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Horns and spots? How does that….?
It’s a Sika deer! They’re known as the spotted deer, they don’t lose their spots when they mature!
Source: unholykitty
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finally scanned my brand new drawing/painting..so here it is all nice and finished!
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a contronym is a word which is the opposite of itself, having two meanings which defy each other, two reverse Janus faces. for example, when you look at her she is both your whole world and why you are massively and horrifically empty. for example, kissing her on a sunday both feels like prayer and hellfire.
for example, you are your own contronym. someone who is solely intent on self-destructing while somehow also the only one working to save you. it is the mornings you can’t get up contrasted with the nights you can’t fall asleep. it is the way you feel everything at once like a meteor is reflecting off the solar panels of your bones while also feeling nothing at all. it’s that you want to be in love and you’re also not good enough. it’s that you’re terrified that tomorrow won’t come and you’re also terrified of what happens if it does.
for example. one shaking hand dusts to remove dirt, white gloves around a white throat, or one can dust dirt over a grave to replace it. a contronym. you are alive and yet completely unsure if this is living.
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