Stop Cockblocking Yourself

im always saying shit like ‘the worst thing i could do for my mental health right now is isolate’ while crawling into bed with my phone

We need a hooters for fat men

We need a hooters for fat men

We need a hooters for fat men

We need a hooters for fat men

sorry i'm being an absent friend i'm being an absent self too

corporate ppl are always like “i hate email comms they cause so many delays” but those people are fools. i crave communication delays. i hit send on an email and then immediately shoot a prayer up to the heavens that the response may take 2-3 days. let’s slow everything down just a bit thank you.

this is the most productive workforce in history and im just doing my part to dial that back a tad

#reblog#this is fully correct#before i sent the email it was My Problem#now the email is sent and it is not Not My Problem for as long as it takes to get a reply

Yes.

Mutual Aid Request

Hey it's Deej, black, nonbinary, agender and schizoaffective.

If it's any incentive not to ignore me, my birthday is in 8 days. Don't let me suffer this Scorpio szn? If that's anything to anyone.

My dad will be out of the house in Chicago, helping my uncle who had a stroke. He'll be gone for a while. This means that I will be living alone with no income until late January. I just learned that he leaves tomorrow, so I'm making the post today.

There are still so many things in my life that I can't fix until I'm either on meds and working or on disability income. And both of those options will take time.

Big things out of my control? My bike and computer are both now completely out of commission despite just spending money to fix things up on them several times. I've tried everything for the computer, and the bike at least needs another proper look taken at the shop. Getting to appointments, procuring jobs and completing decent art, all hinge on these 2 items.

Small things? We are low on or out of most of our hygiene, cleaning, and first aid products with no means to reup them or replace them. We don't even have a mop. We don't have hampers or enough bags for laundry in the house. Some sort of light for my room was the last thing to take care of on my last post, too.

I know that life would be more livable if I had the means to take better care of myself. I don't have that currently. Which is why I am asking for more help.

If you have it in your heart and power to help me feel cleaner and safer under poverty during this difficult time, I literally beg that you do.

I have to set this goal higher than I'd like but my hope is by the end of the month, one of the major things causing me such anguish in my life will be improved.

Setting a goal of 500.

Cash and pay are both agenderdread

Kofi link

Dm for z_lle or v_nmo

I'm Dj Walker, and, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for all your support.

102/500

the main problem with this time of year is the irresistible urge to get fully into bed at like 5:34 pm and outside is like yesss, yesss do it, it's what you deserve yesss. like is it depression or is it just november

yeah sorry we took your canon male character and made him a butch dyke. no yeah it didnt change his appearance hes just a butch dyke now. sorry. hes infinitely cooler now if that makes u feel better

Mutual Aid Request

Hey it's Deej, black, nonbinary, agender and schizoaffective.

If it's any incentive not to ignore me, my birthday is in 8 days. Don't let me suffer this Scorpio szn? If that's anything to anyone.

My dad will be out of the house in Chicago, helping my uncle who had a stroke. He'll be gone for a while. This means that I will be living alone with no income until late January. I just learned that he leaves tomorrow, so I'm making the post today.

There are still so many things in my life that I can't fix until I'm either on meds and working or on disability income. And both of those options will take time.

Big things out of my control? My bike and computer are both now completely out of commission despite just spending money to fix things up on them several times. I've tried everything for the computer, and the bike at least needs another proper look taken at the shop. Getting to appointments, procuring jobs and completing decent art, all hinge on these 2 items.

Small things? We are low on or out of most of our hygiene, cleaning, and first aid products with no means to reup them or replace them. We don't even have a mop. We don't have hampers or enough bags for laundry in the house. Some sort of light for my room was the last thing to take care of on my last post, too.

I know that life would be more livable if I had the means to take better care of myself. I don't have that currently. Which is why I am asking for more help.

If you have it in your heart and power to help me feel cleaner and safer under poverty during this difficult time, I literally beg that you do.

I have to set this goal higher than I'd like but my hope is by the end of the month, one of the major things causing me such anguish in my life will be improved.

Setting a goal of 500.

Cash and pay are both agenderdread

Kofi link

Dm for z_lle or v_nmo

I'm Dj Walker, and, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for all your support.

102/500

Mutual Aid Request

Hey it's Deej, black, nonbinary, agender and schizoaffective.

If it's any incentive not to ignore me, my birthday is in 8 days. Don't let me suffer this Scorpio szn? If that's anything to anyone.

My dad will be out of the house in Chicago, helping my uncle who had a stroke. He'll be gone for a while. This means that I will be living alone with no income until late January. I just learned that he leaves tomorrow, so I'm making the post today.

There are still so many things in my life that I can't fix until I'm either on meds and working or on disability income. And both of those options will take time.

Big things out of my control? My bike and computer are both now completely out of commission despite just spending money to fix things up on them several times. I've tried everything for the computer, and the bike at least needs another proper look taken at the shop. Getting to appointments, procuring jobs and completing decent art, all hinge on these 2 items.

Small things? We are low on or out of most of our hygiene, cleaning, and first aid products with no means to reup them or replace them. We don't even have a mop. We don't have hampers or enough bags for laundry in the house. Some sort of light for my room was the last thing to take care of on my last post, too.

I know that life would be more livable if I had the means to take better care of myself. I don't have that currently. Which is why I am asking for more help.

If you have it in your heart and power to help me feel cleaner and safer under poverty during this difficult time, I literally beg that you do.

I have to set this goal higher than I'd like but my hope is by the end of the month, one of the major things causing me such anguish in my life will be improved.

Setting a goal of 500.

Cash and pay are both agenderdread

Kofi link

Dm for z_lle or v_nmo

I'm Dj Walker, and, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for all your support.

30/500

87/500

Mutual Aid Request

Hey it's Deej, black, nonbinary, agender and schizoaffective.

If it's any incentive not to ignore me, my birthday is in 8 days. Don't let me suffer this Scorpio szn? If that's anything to anyone.

My dad will be out of the house in Chicago, helping my uncle who had a stroke. He'll be gone for a while. This means that I will be living alone with no income until late January. I just learned that he leaves tomorrow, so I'm making the post today.

There are still so many things in my life that I can't fix until I'm either on meds and working or on disability income. And both of those options will take time.

Big things out of my control? My bike and computer are both now completely out of commission despite just spending money to fix things up on them several times. I've tried everything for the computer, and the bike at least needs another proper look taken at the shop. Getting to appointments, procuring jobs and completing decent art, all hinge on these 2 items.

Small things? We are low on or out of most of our hygiene, cleaning, and first aid products with no means to reup them or replace them. We don't even have a mop. We don't have hampers or enough bags for laundry in the house. Some sort of light for my room was the last thing to take care of on my last post, too.

I know that life would be more livable if I had the means to take better care of myself. I don't have that currently. Which is why I am asking for more help.

If you have it in your heart and power to help me feel cleaner and safer under poverty during this difficult time, I literally beg that you do.

I have to set this goal higher than I'd like but my hope is by the end of the month, one of the major things causing me such anguish in my life will be improved.

Setting a goal of 500.

Cash and pay are both agenderdread

Kofi link

Dm for z_lle or v_nmo

I'm Dj Walker, and, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for all your support.

30/500

87/500

I wear natural deodorant because it’s not just enough for me to physically be in the room, I think people should also have to smell me and the 5 onions I had for lunch

Mutual Aid Request

Hey it's Deej, black, nonbinary, agender and schizoaffective.

If it's any incentive not to ignore me, my birthday is in 8 days. Don't let me suffer this Scorpio szn? If that's anything to anyone.

My dad will be out of the house in Chicago, helping my uncle who had a stroke. He'll be gone for a while. This means that I will be living alone with no income until late January. I just learned that he leaves tomorrow, so I'm making the post today.

There are still so many things in my life that I can't fix until I'm either on meds and working or on disability income. And both of those options will take time.

Big things out of my control? My bike and computer are both now completely out of commission despite just spending money to fix things up on them several times. I've tried everything for the computer, and the bike at least needs another proper look taken at the shop. Getting to appointments, procuring jobs and completing decent art, all hinge on these 2 items.

Small things? We are low on or out of most of our hygiene, cleaning, and first aid products with no means to reup them or replace them. We don't even have a mop. We don't have hampers or enough bags for laundry in the house. Some sort of light for my room was the last thing to take care of on my last post, too.

I know that life would be more livable if I had the means to take better care of myself. I don't have that currently. Which is why I am asking for more help.

If you have it in your heart and power to help me feel cleaner and safer under poverty during this difficult time, I literally beg that you do.

I have to set this goal higher than I'd like but my hope is by the end of the month, one of the major things causing me such anguish in my life will be improved.

Setting a goal of 500.

Cash and pay are both agenderdread

Kofi link

Dm for z_lle or v_nmo

I'm Dj Walker, and, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for all your support.

30/500

87/500

when I see something dated 2019 I think “oh that’s not too long ago” and then I remember that 2019 was not only five years ago but those five years have somehow contained several lifetimes