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Crowleychild

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He/They. Trans, ace, panromantic and neurodivergent mess. Fandoms: Good Omens, Marvel, Our flag means death and LOTR
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A NEW CHAPTER?!?!!?? AMAZING I HAVE SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO TONIGHT!!

I’ve been super inactive but why is Apocalypse so- straight? I thought x-men was supposed to be an allegory for queer people not being accepted in society and how those presenting differently are singled out (the difference between invisible and visible mutations) like what are these relationships being thrown at me??

Ngl- I’m gonna run to your new chapter every five seconds during this movie because I need the queer rep they’re too afraid to give us \o/ grrrrr

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I've been wondering where you're at! Missed you on my dashboard. And yes... They really made Apocalypse SO straight because they knew the Cherik shippers were feral, and weren't dissuaded by them having less scenes together in Days of Future Past, so they were like, ah, yes, we need to make Charles obsessed with Moira to convince us he's not queer!!! Just wait until the end though, there's some gay shit going on in Erik's head, at least.

Straight trigger warning for Hank and Raven flirting in my current chapter though LMAO (though they are both bi to me, anyways)

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crowleychild

perfectly explained, they made Charles obsessed with Moira for no reason.

(also trigger warning for hetero flirting got me laughing so hard 😂😂)

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New chapter of my Cherik fic is out! Finally, after like 5 hours of writing today, lol.

Here is a snippet of domestic Cherik:

“I helped him when he needed it.” Charles glanced over his shoulder, making eye-contact with Erik. His whole face softened instantly, the corner of his mouth quirking up in a smile. “And now he is helping me when I need it. You see?”

“Huh,” Sean said, not managing to produce any more eloquent words.

Alex patted Sean on the back. “It’s how they work, y’know? Pretend its business when they actually want to see each other.”

Charles almost choked on his own saliva. Erik stiffened in the doorway; brows raised in Charles’s direction. This wasn’t the right moment to unpack that sentence, and Charles truly didn’t know where to begin, so instead he gestured Erik over with a flick of his wrist.

“Could you pour the pasta into the sauce while I mix it?”

Erik nodded firmly. Their hands brushed as Charles passed the strainer full of noodles between them. Erik’s thoughts were screaming in Charles’s direction: Is it true, Charles? Do you just like to see me?

Obviously, Charles responded with a smirk. And I know your answer, considering you literally climbed through my bedroom window for the chance to apologize.

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As much as I like the thought of Charles and Erik being lovers throughout First Class... What if they ALMOST were, on the night before Cuba? All that building tension, all that flirting and banter... But Charles rejected Erik so he could be objective for the mission, even though he wanted it just as bad?! And that's why there's so much tension in Cuba, and it goes the way it does?!?! They were so close to EVERYTHING and so they lost everything, too.

This is part of the plot of my Cherik fic, All Our Stolen Summertimes, if you like the sound of it. https://archiveofourown.org/works/33086503/chapters/82134211

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crowleychild

absolutely amazng, really

read it

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crowleychild

I READ THIS SOME TIME AGO

IT IS SOOOO GOOD

omg, i loved it, please read it, it was great

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guys, you don't know how excruciating it is to be at history class, studying Spanish History, and having to hear the word 'Cuba' like fifty times a class, when all you can think about is x men first class and beach divorce

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And that is what makes you weak. 

#this GIF set is proof as to why the scene outside the train station in X men is one of my favorites in the entire damn series #that is - the movies that matter - x men x2 and first class #let’s forget the others ever existed please except maybe we can make an exception for the wolverine because it wasn’t TERRIBLE just sub-par #let’s get back on point #the scene with charles controlling sabertooth and toad to try to get through to erik can be interpreted in so many ways #but the most obvious and heart-wrenching to me is that Erik is goading Charles into killing him. #he’s seeing if charles can sacrifice him like he couldn’t before. #because before - in cuba - erik shuts charles out with the helmet because he doesn’t trust that charles will let him kill shaw #BUT CHARLES DOES. HE DOES. HE KEEPS SHAW FROZEN IN SPACE AND EVEN LIVES THROUGH HIS DEATH. #because in that moment it is erik vs. shaw - and charles chooses erik. #that was what erik’s damn tears were for in that scene people. because CHARLES SACRIFICES HIS MORAL CODE#AND LETS ERIK KILL THE MAN HE SO VEHEMENTLY HATED BECAUSE HE COULDN’T SACRIFICE HIM. #and then erik gives him THE choice outside the train station - kill me or save the girl. kill me or i will kill all these soldiers. #and charles can’t do it. AND THEN THE BULLET. (AND BEFORE THE COIN.) #because charles can make sacrifices - sure. but not when those sacrifices include erik. #because IT IS ALWAYS OURS. IT IS ALWAYS US.#and erik realizes this. he understands this. and he can’t deal with it - so he insults charles for it. STILL UNWILLING TO MAKE SACRIFICES. #because charles is still unwilling to sacrifice erik. he will always be unwilling to sacrifice erik.

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crowleychild

yes to all of this

it is put into words brilliantly

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sinspirefly

Charles "you're doing everything right making it up to me, but I still hate you for leaving because of our differing ideals" Xavier, and Erik "I want to prove to you I could never hate you, and I realized even though our ideals are different we don't have to be apart" Lehnsherr.

Yeah. This is their dynamic in my First Class fix-it fic "All Our Stolen Summertimes".

https://archiveofourown.org/works/33086503/chapters/82134211

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Once again talking about my Cherik fic, because I can. ALL THE THINGS I've wanted in a fanfic that I felt I couldn't find in one package, I'm trying to write in this one.

Angst and yearning? Check. Canon-compliance with First Class, but a fix-it ending? Check. SOOO MUCH FLIRTY BANTER. Check! Fleshed-out side characters and team dynamics? Check! Satisfying and realistic slow-burn over the course of many years? CHECK. THE SATISFACTION OF YEARS OF PINING TURNING INTO THEM FINALLY GETTING TOGETHER? CHECK CHECK CHECK!

"All Our Stolen Summertimes" by sinspirefly on Ao3. Fire off any questions below, if you are curious.

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crowleychild

yeees, this fic has all of that, and more, please go and read it, I love it so much 😍😍

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I see so many Cherik edits to Taylor Swift songs but PLEASE where is my edit to Hoax?!?! I would simply pass away. That song is perfect for them. Heartbreaking. I don't have editing capabilities but SOMEONE HEAR MY PLEA.

"Don't want no other shade of blue but you/no other sadness in the world would do."

"You know I left a part of me back in New York/you knew the hero died so what's the movie for?/you knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart/but what you did was just as dark."

AND SO MUCH MORE. That's just off the top of my head.

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