In a world where Owen lives this is what Tatiana goes through every day

it's like he's still here

which stage of grief is buying your dead boyfriend's cologne drinking his favourite drink chainsmoking like he used to and lying down in his jacket he gave to you? all after you shot him point blank ofc

Dropping out to focus on saf social media edits

He loves that cookie but can no longer have it

THE GAY SPIES SHOULD TOTALLY GROW OLD TOGETHER AND BE THE SWEET OLD MEN DOWN THE STREET AJFJAKODNA

old man curtwen you say??? please excuse my shameless self-promotion, but I do like to imagine scenarios

AAAAAAAAAA THATS PERFECT IM GONNA READ IT ASAP

Me, before Fall: God, I can't wait for the Fall, best season <3 Me, during the Fall: Nothing matters and there is no happiness in this world...

Not me thinking fall is immediately associated with the ‘fall’ in spies are forever

Owen in chimera after saying he doesn’t have feelings for Curt so they show him a picture of him

He failed the “over my ex” test

Tcb please make this canon

I think curtwen is so interesting because just for this short moment in time, even if just for a second, these men so closed off, with their emotions locked away by not only their job but society are able to let their walls fall because the other one gets it. For a moment they’re their own people, not properties of their governments, but their own human beings who feel comforted by the fact another person has gone through their experiences, a friend to lean on. And yet, Curt still leaves. He can’t bring himself to go back. And then there’s this question of why, why couldn’t he? He has the same question, so did Owen. Why didn’t Curt go back? The question lingers for 4 years, both of them trying to figure out the answer and finding two completely different reasonings. But it doesn’t matter now. Curt left, and there’s no going back. That sturdy feeling is gone, they have nothing to lean on, so they fall into this dark spirals they’re never really able to dig themselves out of

I got sad bc of this, so everyone else should join me

Curt said lol ok