crayonurchin reblogged
#my trauma from alcohol ocd used to be so serious i'd suffer absolute delusions of terror just from inhaling the air near a pub#today I looked up the price of mini liquor bottles to put in my parents christmas stockings this year#once upon a time my brain bathed in cortisol around this thing#today... it just doesn't#healing changes the brain i swear I swear I swear it's true