so i stopped taking my meds for a while (because i was convinced they weren't working) and today I decided fuck it I'll just take them and wouldn't you know it i actually had energy to do stuff and im cleaning my room for the first time in months ? Crazy, I know, but I'm still kind of convinced they weren't working and this is just some kind of placebo effect and I KNOW that makes me sound like an idiot but for some reason I can't convince myself otherwise
#what flavor of mentally ill is this what is wrong with me#my therapist and psychologist diagnosed me with depression and adhd#so they gave me meds to treat depression and adhd#and i was actually feeling good for a couple months (while takinh them)#and then i stop and i feel like shit and cant do anything#SO WHY DONT I BELIEVE THEYRE WORKING#this is usually something youd talk to a therapist about but i stopped doing therapy Ha Ha#sorry this is so stupid and definitely TMI im just having issues rationalizing so i figured id shout into the void