mad4s4hatter
#she’s bleeding out and her priority is still to mumble out words of absolvement#her defining personality trait is the guilt she feels for sins others made her commit#and she feels that guilt pressing on her all the time and she feels as though she’s the one to blame#yet she know how shitty she feels so she works her hardest to absolve everyone else of similar sins#things they were coerced into doing#did unknowingly#were brainwashed into doing#she makes everyone know that horrors they committed by someone else’s will are not their fault#yet she can’t do it for herself#sorry i’ll just be off crying (x)
#natasha romanoff#thisssssss#re nat#babyyyyy#why we fucking needed a black widow movie fuck u mcu#fuck fucking aou fuckity fuck fuck#im such a potty mouth these days i need 2 chill out#just so darn riled up#mcu#blood cw#guilt#empathy#this is emotional#also reason why her and bucky being a couple rubs me the wrong way#not just because gets in the way of my otp#but because they are too similar#seems exhausting#it's amazing to be friends to be with people similar to you very important to have ppl 2 relate to#but in a partner i think it is toxic 2 have someone 2 much like u#u need a break from yourself#u need someone 2 complement u not reflect u#tbh i dnt know anything about relationships and only know these characters from mcu so who knows how their relationship actually works#but idk it just seems unhealthy 2 me